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User Image p.urged Posted: Nov 18, 2017 1:14 AM (UTC)
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I just bought so much safe food I feel so fucking good right now about it! I have days already set out for the next week of food, and if things go well I might be able to get to my first goal weight by the time I see my therapist next. We talked about my eating disorder and self-mutilation today, it was weird. I almost cried at the end because I told her I feel like a fraud no matter what I do. I feel like a fake when I'm in recovery and a fake when I'm relapsing. She said it seems to be an ongoing theme in my life that I feel invalidated. We talked about me feeling invalidated at work and in my romantic life. I totally agree, but it made me just feel really sad. I don't know. I want to keep a journal and send it to her over this 3 week break. I know a lot is going to happen between now and then and I'd rather update her via email than waste or session just mulling over what's happened between visits. I want to use our sessions to actually dig into my life and my behaviors. 🤷‍♀️ I dunno. #thinstagram #thinspoooo #skinny #thin #stomach #aesthetic #fashion #model #anamia
User Image yodeling_shark Posted: Nov 17, 2017 11:32 PM (UTC)
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me: omg why have i been craving so many fear foods this past week??
also me: *gets period* oh ok thanks @ pms
User Image p.urged Posted: Nov 17, 2017 10:42 PM (UTC)
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I don't know what to post because I don't actually want to post thinspo, but I'm too overweight to post body checks. 😖 oi! Might post aesthetic / grunge / etc. stuff from my tumblr until I lose some weight?? #thinstagram #thinspoooo #thin #skinny #bonespo #anamia
User Image p.urged Posted: Nov 17, 2017 5:19 PM (UTC)
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The holidays are always really triggering for me and my eating disorder and I'm not sure why. :/ I scheduled another therapy appointment for today even though I went yesterday. I'm really terrified because I won't see her again for three weeks after since she is fully booked until like the middle of December. It's funny because I recently went like two months without seeing her and I was /okay/? Like time didn't really make sense to me so I didn't notice? And now three weeks seems like such an incredibly long and awful amount of time to wait. #thinstagram #thin #skinny #thinspoooo #anamia
User Image daintyfaery Posted: Nov 17, 2017 4:02 PM (UTC)
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I want to be a beautiful girl with my dog haha
User Image a.pain.in.the.ass Posted: Nov 17, 2017 1:10 PM (UTC)
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Searching for my butt... Disclaimer: I will put pictures of me, means including the part of me that is not eating, means sticks and bones, but I do that by purpose. I will also put hashtags under my pictures that I used to find my body-/skinny-porn, to find “motivation” to NOT eat. I do this because that is the group I want to reach and of course also people who are related to them in order to give them insight about what is going on. However, mainly to reach you, you who searched for a #thinspo (oooooooo) with however many o’s (yes Instagram is a nice social media platform and prohibits such shit as fast as possible though I found one (see below) unfortunately :/ ) or for #ana, #mia, #thighgap … and so on and so forth. This is not promoting, this is revealing and hopefully one day the sticks and bones will disappear and I will proudly present you my butt, on which I can sit forever without pain! That’s my goal and I invite you to join, to speak up with me. And to tell the truth about the ugliest, most disgusting disease that has the highest mortality rate of all mental diseases in the world! #Mia #ana #anorexia #monster #mytherapy #bones #bonespo #fightthemonster #lifeoffersmore #becomingfit #thighgab #thinspoooo
User Image still.sick.noname Posted: Nov 17, 2017 6:42 AM (UTC)
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Good morning! I binged yesterday and took a nap that I didn’t wake up from until this morning, oh well. Ive has my morning coffee, I left my cigarettes at home (!!!!) We have a course called “norm critical acting”(ish) and since I’m pretty aware of privileges and structural oppression in society it’s going quite well. Today we’re finding out which grade we are likely to get. So far I’ve gotten bad grades in most subject so I’m pretty nervous.
#tagsareusedtofindpeopleinsimilarstruggles#thinspoooo#skinny#thin#bonespo#size0#size00#ana#mia#secretsociety123#starving#purge#fasting#binge#secretsociety#ribcage#selfhate#ana#mia#anorexic#anorexia#bulimia#bulimic#bingeeating#selfharmmm#blithe#triggerwarning#suicidal#suicide#depression#schizophrenia
User Image bingingbrat Posted: Nov 17, 2017 2:11 AM (UTC)
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Started this today. I've eaten 267.5/400 cal, and I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be eating anything else. Hope y'all are good
User Image fearlessskinny Posted: Nov 16, 2017 8:03 PM (UTC)
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Here are some colorful Pics to keep me and you motivated :) we just want to archive our individual goal 🤗

My day wasn't that good, I ate to much and I didn't some sport.hmm
My whole day was bad. Traffic jam, eating, no sport, driving a long time, writing math....
User Image daintyfaery Posted: Nov 16, 2017 2:39 PM (UTC)
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Good morning guys ❣️ I’m going to try & post more & work on my goals
User Image yodeling_shark Posted: Nov 16, 2017 1:05 PM (UTC)
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i'm so lost and confused. i don't know what's real anymore.
User Image bingingbrat Posted: Nov 16, 2017 7:10 AM (UTC)
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From a couple of days ago. I weighed in at 153 lbs before I took these which is funny because I look like I was still 157 lbs LOL I think I need a new scale
User Image ttainted._ Posted: Nov 16, 2017 4:53 AM (UTC)
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User Image 0my_body_diary0 Posted: Nov 16, 2017 12:51 AM (UTC)
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Feeling very helpless and useless and fat. Oh such a cliche. I've started a fast so we will see how long that lasts (not me) #thinspoooo #ana #mia #fat #bones #bonespo #legs
User Image still.sick.noname Posted: Nov 15, 2017 11:10 PM (UTC)
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I looked through my saved snaps and found:
-bodychecks from when I was skinny as fuck
-me kissing and being happy with my now ex boyfriend
-a bunch of old friends and it hits me that they are now “old friends” instead of just “friends”
-just generally memories from when I was genuinely happy and at peace
Oh well, this too shall pass.
#tagsareusedtofindpeopleinsimilarstruggles#thinspoooo#skinny#thin#bonespo#size0#size00#ana#mia#secretsociety123#starving#purge#fasting#binge#secretsociety#ribcage#selfhate#ana#mia#anorexic#anorexia#bulimia#bulimic#bingeeating#selfharmmm#blithe#triggerwarning#suicidal#suicide#depression#schizophrenia