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The fact that my parents and most friends don't know I'm depressed, that I'm not getting professional help, that no one notices, makes me feel invalid, like I'm faking it. But if they were to notice, almost no one would care anyway. Bc I don't mean that much. I'm not important to anyone (think twice before you comment). It's okay. I understand why I don't matter that much to people. Most people have something about them, that makes them so special and great. Maybe they're very understanding, have a special kind of confidence, or are able to just make people happy. I could bet my life I don't have any of that. (Once again. Think very carefully before you comment. U know I'm right.) I'm just an awkward, weird, cringey piece of shit that only makes the world worse by being annoying, mean, an idiot, a fuck up, and just a dick to people in general. I never do anything good. I can't do things right either. I can't talk to people, I can't keep (or start) a fucking conversation. I'm just fucked up and disappoint people. This is getting long, I'll shut the fuck up now.
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Wow I need to find more flowers. Anyway Raven here again I just want you guys to know you're not alone. No matter how bad it feels and how painfully alone you think you are, ill always be here. You can DM me anytime over at @getting.better.now


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i’m rewatching all celebrity big brother so i don’t breakdown and cut
Hi Raven again. Mistakes are okay, it's part of being human. Mistakes can not only help you find the right people in your life but also just help you find what's right for you. So don't give up if you make a mistake, keep going and never give up. •


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But, as years went by I came to a realization that what we had between us wasn’t a temporary type of thing. I realized it was more of a forever type of thing, my love for you was so pure and it had grown incredibly rapid. I knew that what i wanted with you wasn’t another year or two but a lifetime by your side. A lifetime of happiness ,laughter, and unconditional love. Yea, life isn’t perfect its dreadful and agonizing at times full of monstrous people and things, but with you along my side I don’t know. You make it feel like everything is going to be okay and if it means we might have a shot at happiness, then I’m willing to take the risk.
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Throwing up and sedative meds helped to get my anxiety away so now I just wanted to come here and wonder all of you amazing people..
Like seriously how can y'all be so kind, caring and supporting towards me?? Each and every one of you who ever commented to my posts or sent me some DM; THANK YOU SO MUCH 💕 Also you've been really patient with me on those moments when I just haven't had any energy to answer your comments, sometimes even in many days... I'm sorry 😭 And ofc I also see you quiet or shy ones who still keep liking my pics again and again, you're so lovely too 😘 I really love this community, let's keep lifting each other up? ❤👭👫👬❤ .
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How? Why?! June vs now. I can't cope with it. That's why I'm so inactive at the moment.. I feel so fake to the community here.. I didn't even want to gain, I don't know what happened, I don't know why. I just hate it. I'm trying so hard to just accept what's happening but I can't, I just can't. I'm sorry guys.. I hate this. I hate myself. I hate my body. Please come back ana, I need you.
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Lol my fam doing family photos like ion talk to u why would u think I wanna take pics with u?






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