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User Image alustrations Posted: Feb 22, 2018 5:14 PM (UTC)

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[ I will learn to fight ]
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" ...with a broken heart ...transformation begins... " ~ ...
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Lately I haven't been feeling well .While at first I thought I might just be imagining things ,I started to keep track of my feelings and happenings to realize what's wrong and I finally did.If you dislike thoughts that include sadness,frustration or anything similar please just don't read the following.
I'm having a hard time with opening up to people, I do have friends and so on but I rarely find people who I really open up to because I regretted it so many times in the past.I tend to enjoy making someone happy more than having someone try to make me ,not because I don't want to be happy but because I know how it is to feel worthless and because I know that if I tell people about how I feel,they'll worry and I don't want them to do so. I get exhausted and tired easily and I may always look like I'm having a bad day which not only for some reason intimidates people ,but make them ask me if something is wrong , and even if I'd be having a bad day I wouldn't tell you ,because I don't want to be a bother.
That is also a reason why I keep my interests to myself because I tend to enjoy them more knowing that not a lot of people know about them (I tend to like a lot of unknown things lol) So IF I ever decide to tell someone something , I expect them to keep it in this small friend circle since that's how I know them and I don't like other people telling me that what I like is crap or math.If they in some way manage to annoy me by telling around or telling me I'm wrong about things I AM SURE I know better, i get frustrated and disappointed . Mainly because I appearently am not able to realize how a person is like. In the end it is my fault for telling them and mine only so why am I even bothering writing it down? To get done with it.My thoughts probably seem weird and you won't understand my point because maybe for you there is nothing wrong with it ,but it bothers me .I am happy if a person gets happy about something but please don't make me dislike it telling me I'' wrong about things etc.
My opinion is my opinion.
User Image bluehoodlucy Posted: Feb 22, 2018 5:13 PM (UTC)

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Little doodle with fineliners🏹
So I'm almost done with my sketchbook but I still don't know how to fill it completely. I know what I'm going to do with the last 6 pages but I still have 6 pages extra so I'm kinda in a need of help 😅
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User Image melted_ices Posted: Feb 22, 2018 5:12 PM (UTC)

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Continue to work on my series. This time I change my way of coloring jesse’s hair. I want the shiny hair to appear only this page. Silly me.
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