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User Image _skeyra Posted: Feb 19, 2018 12:38 PM (UTC)

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My background is a black canvas and the lines for it to be painted in colors are empty. Broken mirror but it's not. It was perfect. As perfect as what I imagine. It is I who is broken. Visions too blurry and I couldn't see what's in front of me. What is the truth? Where is the lie? What is happening? Why's my breathings all over the place? Why am I pacing and why won't this ache stop?
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I'm standing and behind me is pitch black. I grab a bucket and throw towards it. As dark as my eyes can't see, it was still black. I extend my arms and hold on the wheels. I speed off on this never ending track and finally hit it. Alas, my canvas is colored. Splatters of red, here and there.... I looked back and smile as I lay motionless in the ground. The canvas has always been black. It was my tears that painted it red.
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#whatislife #solost #findme #saveme #healme #killme #blackheart #leave #alone #cry #ihatemyself #numb
#mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #healing
User Image sociallystrong Posted: Feb 19, 2018 10:46 AM (UTC)

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Your first emotion is anxiety and its not very nice at all. So you better make damn sure your next emotion is kind, positive, calming and reassuring. Like all these things it’s easier said than done but this is a small but crucial step in breaking anxiety’s hold on you 💪🏼
User Image dat_edge_tho Posted: Feb 19, 2018 10:04 AM (UTC)

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The stages of my face when I'm digging through years of fb posts that will only cause more anxiety and suffering. .
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#catmeme #followingbackfortoday #needjuicymemes #cats #shitposter #ihatemyself
User Image alien_be_like Posted: Feb 19, 2018 10:02 AM (UTC)

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Hallouuuu ❤ hier ist ein wunderschönes amira wesen 😂 mir geht s richtig gut hab toll geschlafen und endlich meinen "job" gekündigt. Ich werde gleich duschen mich hübsch machen und dann mal sehen was der Tag bringt :) was habt ihr heute für Pläne ?.
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#staytrong #recovery #recoveryisworthit #loveislove #depression #svv #ritzen #selbsthass #tagebuch #mylife #svv #ihatemyself #suizid #suizidgedanken #ihateme #ritzen #ritzengegendenschmerz #ritzen #depression #depri #deprigirl #loser
User Image jentree_now Posted: Feb 19, 2018 9:56 AM (UTC)

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My personal bubble is built for a reason. You didn’t bother to understand me back then, and you’ll never know me now. If I can protect myself for the last 24yrs, I sure don’t need your fake ass today. Fuck off.
#Jentreetalks #JenTreeThinks #leave #leavemealone #goaway #getlost #idontcare #idc #idontneedyou #fuckoff #textpost #quotes #quote #vent #rant #scribbles #anxiety #depression #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #ihatemyself #endthisnow
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🔞😈Some Languages Kid Can't Say/Heard😈🔞
Extremely Biggest Mood right now cause I Hate being Treated like Shit and Garbage.... Fuck Me,Fuck Them,and Fuck Some of You for being a Fucking Snitch towards Me,@animeabby14!!!! I FUCKING Hated Her and I had My Fucking Reason to Hate Her,Not Yours.... MINE!! Also I'm so Sorry for What I've Said cause I'm still Pissed Off in Anger
[😠😠😠😠😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬 Fuck @animeabby14,You Fucking Snitchy-Bitchy Cunt!!!! You're the Fucking REASON I'M FUCKING SUICIDAL AND HAVE TRUST ISSUES!!!!!!!! It's because Of You.... You made Me for Who and What I Am,You Stupid Piece of Saggy Shit. I'll Hope You'll Die cause I don't Fucking Snitch/Rat You Out like a Little Whiny Heartless Bitch who want People to Help You,but I FUCKING didn't want People to Help Me.]
#StevenUniverse #RebeccaSugar #StevenUniverseRebeccaSugar #RebeccaSugarStevenUniverse #Sadness #Depressed #Depression #Lonely #Loneliness #PleaseSupportMe #PleaseHelpMe #PleaseSupportHim #PleaseHelpHim #Suicide #Suicidal #IHateMyself #FuckMe #FuckMyself #FuckMyLife #FuckMeFuckMyselfAndFuckMyLife
User Image chemicalcorpsebride Posted: Feb 19, 2018 7:24 AM (UTC)

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lol I took a nap and woke up wanting to die #memes #ihatemyself
User Image mediocremakeupbyk Posted: Feb 19, 2018 5:27 AM (UTC)

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I forgot to save the Snapchat sticker this look was based off of... a great start to this insta lmaoo

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