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User Image memesforeatingdisorderedteens Posted: Feb 25, 2018 11:24 PM (UTC)

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This was the first time I've ever purged blood and I just shrugged it off... my ribs were hurting after and I did core exercises... I know that I'm just getting worse I need to go back to CAMHS and talk to my therapist (idk if that's the right term)
Also I'm gonna tell my friends about my ED tomorrow and I am fucking terrified right now AHHHHHHH
User Image chocolate_recovery Posted: Feb 25, 2018 11:11 PM (UTC)

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Dinner - some crackers and a little bit of bread.
Tbh that’s probably all I’ll have today, it was really hard, and I don’t see recovery happening anytime soon -
#anorexia #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #ednos #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ednosrecovery #edrecovery #edstruggles #bulimic #anorexic
User Image movingforwardinreverse Posted: Feb 25, 2018 11:02 PM (UTC)

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Dinner is gnocchi and unpictured broccoli again. I had an apple and grapes earlier so I’m at 1470 right now. Feels kind of high especially cause i want some chocolate later lol but I’m trying to sit with it. It’s not a binge and it’s not even that much food really so I’m not trying to think about the numbers
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#workout #fitness #fattofit #weightlossjourney #weightloss #eatingdisorder #weightloss #weightlossjourney #bingeeating #bulimia #bingeeatingdisorder #bingeeatingrecovery #health #healthyfood #healthyeating #vegetarian #ed #eatingdisorder #running #intermittentfasting #osfed #ednos
The last three days have been a bit of a roller-coaster tbh, I've had a very intense weekend with some very low points but also many good times, so here are a few snaps from the highlights because they're the reason I get up each day 🌄
User Image gallic.gal Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:40 PM (UTC)

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Meet Siri
Yes, I memed my cat
She's 11 years old and a queen so she deserves it
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#edmemes #eatingdisordermemes #ednos #anorexia #bulimia #bulimic #nichememes
User Image cigarettes.n.waterr Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:37 PM (UTC)

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This was me at 71kgs/156lbs
I remember I thought I was still really fat but I didn't know how much weight I'd gain from there 😖😖😖💔💔💔
User Image pixiefighting_ Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:29 PM (UTC)

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Bought home some scampi from my shift at the pub which I ate before my shift at ASDA🙄

I eat like a pig when I’m at the pub because all the food is soooo yummy, like I just pick and have leftovers in pans and stuff😂 I also lick the knives after serving banofee pie and puddings. This is only a habit I’ve recently developed like a year ago i wOuld never have let anything other than Diet Coke pass my lips😏

#ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #fuckyouana #fuckana #edfam #edfamily #edfighter #edsoldier #ana #beatana #nourishnotpunish #realrecovery #realcovery #healthynothungry #nourishtoflourish #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat #selflove #mentalillness #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #beated #ednos #edbattle #recover #recovering #vegan #vegansofig #veganrecovery #veganfoodshare
User Image addicted0ll Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:25 PM (UTC)

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User Image borderline.em Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:19 PM (UTC)

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I don’t think people realise just how hard it is to maintain friendships when you have BPD. Like honestly one minute I am worshipping someone and can honestly say I love them and they are the best friend I’ve ever had and I will never find anyone like them again and the next minute I actually fucking hate them and hope they fail and they don’t deserve anything good happening to them. It sounds awfully unfair and mean but often that is how my brain works and I hate it about myself, more than the self injury and suicidal thoughts and acts. Those are self centred whereas my instability with relationships hurts and confuses others which is the last thing I want #anorexia #anxiety #bpd #bulimia #bipolar #depression #depressed #ed #ednos #eupd #mentalillness #mentalhealth #rant #recovery #selfharmmm #suicide #suicidal
User Image letitshine00 Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:54 PM (UTC)
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COMMITMENT TO RECOVERY
I have made so many mistakes and my ed took so much from that I have to start over once again. I have to ask myself once again "what do you like to eat?" Because I have totally forgotten about how it is to just enjoy EVERY kind of food, without restricting or bingeing. Because sadly that's what I did during the last two years: I agonized over food. But my ed isn't just about food, it's about the rules and the rituals I have built around it, like set meal hours because I think that otherwise my stomach won't have time to digest properly: no food between them, I also think that I have to wait at least two hours to drink after having eaten so that I won't bloat, I think I need to sleep at least 8 hours per night not only in order to feel relaxed but also in order not to make my metabolism slow down, I also think that I have to eat only some food combinations in order to lose weight. With all of these rules my life has become a mess, I basically can't be at a social event which involves food without panicking, and I don't even know about what since I'm underweight. Because that's what ed does, it takes over your life convincing you that is never enough until you find yourself alone screaming and exhausted. The bright side is that I want this to belong in the past, I'm determined to get out of it and recover regardless my fears, my failures and having relapsed more than once. I 'll do it for my family, for my friends and because I 've got so much more to live and to give. If you wanted to join me in this journey I 'd be honoured.💖 #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #ednos #edfam #edfamily #recoveringeatingdisorders #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #recovery #mentalhealthrecovery #endthestigma #recoveryispossible #keepgoing #make2018shine #nourishnotpunish #eatittobeatit #nourishyourbody #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #nourishtoflourish #prorecovery #strongnotskinny #selfcare #healing
User Image iwanna.getbetter Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:15 PM (UTC)

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I’ve only eaten once a day the past couple of days and I wish I could keep it up without my friends and roommate getting suspicious. It seems like the only way I lose weight is by not eating. I bought jeans the other week and I’m sooooo fucking fat it’s terrible. I know I would be super hot if I were thin.
#tw #triggerwarning #ana #mia #ed #eatingdisorder #ednos #notproanything
User Image letitshine00 Posted: Feb 25, 2018 10:12 PM (UTC)

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A little humor to start, even though it explains quite well my situation (not to forget restricting the following day)😂. Looks like sooner or later it's a vicious circle but I'm sick and tired of it 👊
#edstruggles #edrecovery #edhumor #edfighter #edwarrior #ednos #edfam #edfamily #recoveringeatingdisorders #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #recovery #mentalhealthrecovery #endthestigma #pnn #tca #healthylifestyle #staystrong #youcandoit #fightingforlife #peersupport #encouraging #keepgoing
Thanks to @daily_ed_struggles for the picture

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