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It’s taken every iota of power and positivity to make it through this week. Is it Friday yet!?
User Image apprechiate.everything Posted: Dec 15, 2017 4:26 AM (UTC)

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i ate more than normal today and im proud but my ed is trying to over power the good thoughts with negative thoughts.
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so just a daily reminded that whenever your eating disorder is getting to you tell it to fuck off. dont give in to the negativity because you deserve so much better than to be trapped in your eating disorder💕💕 #prorecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfam #edwarrior
User Image countinghappypointsrecovery Posted: Dec 15, 2017 4:20 AM (UTC)

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Dinner is turkey in tomato sauce, saffron risotto and zucchini! 😋🥒🍚🍅🦃 I ended up having an okay day :) me and my dad got in a small fight but work went well and yoga helped me relax 👊 I've started to move my mindset around exercise go enjoyment instead of calories and it's so nice 🙌 honestly that's what it should be about 👏 have a lovely evening angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints
User Image recoverwithdaisy Posted: Dec 15, 2017 4:14 AM (UTC)

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me; before and during my ed. (TW); i talk about my weight. in the first photo, i weigh 89 lbs. in the second photo, i’m at around 145-149. i was severely underweight at 89 lbs. and at 140 i was healthy, i knew i was healthy and i felt healthy. i would eat good food, i would eat balanced. but unfortunately all that changed one day, and i’m so upset that it did. i remember my mom would cry each time she saw me, and she would get so heartbroken when i couldn’t even eat an apple without crying. i am NOT UNDERWEIGHT anymore; but i have been battling this for almost 4 years, and even though i am “weight restored” i still have ED thoughts and perform ED behaviors. this goes to show that you do not need to be underweight to have an eating disorder. when i was underweight, i had an eating disorder, now, that i am weight restored I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER. i go to therapy and an outpatient program, i take medications, antidepressants, etc. i might look “healthy” but my mind is truly not, i am constantly trying to lose weight, trying to get out of eating, over exercising, binging, restricting. i am trying to beat this. I WILL BEAT THIS ❤️
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#edfamily #edwarrior #edsoldiers #edfighter #edrecovery #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #disorderedeating #recovery #realrecovery #positivity #bodypositive #love #loveyourself #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #ana #anawho #anorexianervosa
User Image countinghappypointsrecovery Posted: Dec 15, 2017 4:08 AM (UTC)

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Breakfast today is @bearnakedgranola cereal, a chocolate chip cookie and an unpictured vanilla soymilk! 😋🥛🍪 today feels like a Friday but it's still Thursday 😭 and I have an ap Chem test so I'm in a pretty bad mood but at least it's a half day 😍 I'm going into work after and then I'm probably going to do some yoga when I get home 💪 my brother is coming home from law school today and I'm sort of happy but also sad because he can be pretty mean and usually everyone starts ignoring me :( have a lovely day angels!! ❤️😘 xxx #prorecovery #minniemaud #edfam #ednos #edfood #edarmy #edrecovery #anawho #anabitch #anawarrior #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #recoveryarmy #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogain #edfamily #anafamily #goodbyeed #edcommunity #beated #fuckana #happypoints
User Image m_recovers04 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 3:54 AM (UTC)

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#dinner was something new.. It was tofu with curry powder (!!!), quinoa, beans, peppers, and a soy milk.



Maybe TW...🤷‍♀️
This was a big deal for multiple reasons. 1. I haven’t had tofu in SUCH a long time. It is one of my pre-ed favs when I was vegan, but then I stopped eating it because I was afraid of the soy.. 2. It had curry powder, which is scary because I’m afraid of cals in spices..🤦‍♀️ 3. I had soy milk with this and usually I would have cried about that, but I didn’t! I didn’t even really care. 🙃 This is a lot of tofu though and I’m really full so I definitely won’t be having this everyday, but I will have this again!!
Stay strong and keep fighting💪💜
#anorexiarecovery #anafamily #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #foodisfuel #anorexianervosa #anawho #edwarrior #recovery #anawarrior #recoverywin #DEATHTOTHEED #beatana #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #edfam #ihatethisdisorder
User Image rachgainslife Posted: Dec 15, 2017 3:36 AM (UTC)

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What’s for#nightsnack? THREE #fearfood s are what’s for snack. Real full-sugar jam, a candy cane, and a chocolate that has a lot of nuts & caramel inside.

SO many challenges today who am I? 🤷🏻‍♀️ Hope I can keep this going and not crash & burn.

#anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #edfam #edfamily #edsoldier #edrecovery #edfighters #prorecovery #foodisfuel #nourishnotpunish #anxiety #fuckana #fuckanorexia #strongnotskinny #balancednotclean #progressnotperfection
User Image road2recovery.20 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 3:07 AM (UTC)

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10:00pm #Dessert !!!!! #FrozenFruit (Peaches, Pineapples, Grapes And Strawberries!) PLUSSSSS - a slice of mums Fruit Cake ^.^
User Image readysteady_zo Posted: Dec 15, 2017 3:04 AM (UTC)

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On my break at work but struggling to get myself to eat this 😒 I've had a good day. Some dickhead ran a red light this morning though and nearly hit me while I was walking. 🖕🏼 tbh though I might have liked to have been hit and killed 😞
I'm posting the Next part of my story when I finish work ❗️ so stay tuned 😘😘
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User Image casscass200221 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:41 AM (UTC)

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Chipotle Mexican bowl at Chile’s 😮🥙


I, on a sudden whim of movivation, have not tracked a single calorie today. That’s big for me. I have had days without tracking before, so it’s not a huge deal, and I don’t know how long I’ll keep it up, but it’s a step to break the habit. I want to break my counting habits so badly, I think that’s my main focus right now. I want to stop tracking calories and stop trying to balance my macros. Today I did that and it felt really good 💪🏼 Tbh it was a little scary but it was so worth it!
I also want to stop relying on safe foods so much, and begin to challenge fear foods. Even in this meal, I had to ask for it without avocado, pesto, or ranch. I want to get to the point where I am not afraid of foods with high caloric densities or searching menus for “safe” foods. Those are my goals, and I’m slowly moving towards them. 💕


Stay Strong 💪🏼✨
User Image beautifulbeingsarah Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:29 AM (UTC)

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Belly rolls and squishy thighs don’t detract from all the things I’ve accomplished these past few days.
I’ve finished my first semester of senior year (of high school! So many of you think I’m college hahaha) with a 4.5 GPA um hi!
I’ve actually been able to focus on what I’m learning in class this year and come home take time for myself to get shit done and practice self care because I’m not consumed by how many fucking calories I’ve had.
I’m learning and growing and moving forward in life.
NYU decisions come out tomorrow at 3 Central Time. I am t e r r i f i e d. I might be more terrified of getting in and having to decide where to go than not getting in...
The fact that I’ve made it this far in life is actually kind of crazy. A few years ago, I didn’t think I would. The fact that I’m so open on the internet... insane?! I’m just thinking about thirteen year old me being scared of herself and the future. Honey you did just fucking fine. Some shit happened. It always does, but look! At! You!
You’re fucking brilliant and beautiful and more than a statistic! You’re honestly doing a lot better than the people you left behind.
I’ve still got a ways to go. Right now I am grateful for life and growth and writing and self expression. Life is worth it! Recovery is worth it!
Y O U are worth it!!
User Image themintmo Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:24 AM (UTC)
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Cuddling up to a warm meal after a very long day! 🍵
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If wanted to remind you that your work and service is valued, even if it never feels good enough, gets noticed or reaches who you want it to.
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Never stop trying because you don’t think it’s worth the investment. Your dedication to doing your work day in and day out is amazing ❤️.
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People just might not tell you that!
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PS - if you want a little pick me up for your hard work, enter to win my wellness #giveaway on my previous post. I want you to feel as amazing as you are. 😊 Today is the last day to enter!
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Good luck! 🌟
User Image storyofcesca Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:19 AM (UTC)

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My mom surprised me with this enormous case of whoppie pies from Maine. It’s a bit extreme but it’s the thought that counts.
I hope everyone has a good night #chocolate
User Image ingridrecovers Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:14 AM (UTC)

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FDOE: breakfast was granola with plain almondmilk yogurt 🌰 lunch was couscous/chickpea/kale salad, roasted almonds, a carrot, and a clementine 🍊 snack was a choc mint protein bar 🍫 dinner was vegan chicken nuggets with a grain/veg mix 🥕 night snack was cherry choc soy ice cream, two candy cane joe-joe’s, and a licorice thing
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User Image hadynrecovers Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:06 AM (UTC)

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dinner tonight at mcallister's! i had tomato bisque and a baked potato with peppers, broccoli, and spinach. i didn't use any sour cream (it disgusts me) and barely any butter (still a really scary food) but i'm still proud of myself because i had what i really wanted!! that was on my #makedecembersparkle list and it was so worth the anxiety that came with it. i've never been a big soup or potato person but lately I've been discovering that i like them both a lot when they're done right. i was nervous to eat with my friends because they might judge what i'm eating, especially since at least one is trying to lose weight, but i don't think anyone paid attention and i had a lot of fun 😊 my doctor's appointment was okay. i have to go see a rheumatologist for my raynaud's to see if it's part of another health problem which i'm really nervous about. it's also at the hospital where i was inpatient which isn't exactly a place i want to revisit 😬 but overall today has been pretty good! i hope everyone is doing well 💕
User Image 2amconvrsations Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:04 AM (UTC)

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I've managed to keep this down so far today..
User Image m_recovers04 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 1:25 AM (UTC)

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#afternoonsnack was rice cakes, cashews, bananas, and a strawberry Greek yogurt. •


I feel sick😷 like my stomach is super queasy🤢 I think I’m gonna take a nap before dinner.
Stay strong and keep fighting💪💜
#anorexiarecovery #anafamily #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #foodisfuel #anorexianervosa #anawho #edwarrior #recovery #anawarrior #recoverywin #DEATHTOTHEED #beatana #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #edfam #ihatethisdisorder
User Image myfightforme Posted: Dec 15, 2017 1:22 AM (UTC)

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Mental illness is fucking hard. And so exhausting. Woken up with a headache due to crazy night sweats last night. I haven’t been grocery shopping since I can’t remember, so all I have to eat are dry weetbix and a tin of baked beans. My hunger is through the roof, yet I’m struggling to eat, which only perpetuates the feeling; my dietitian is very pregnant and only working for a few more weeks; within the next month, I’ve got Christmas, moving house again and my birthday, plus I’ve got to find some work. I haven’t showered or days despite the disgusting weather an to top it all off, the show I’ve been using to get me through the days/weeks/months in this shithole has been taken offline #atypicalanorexia #atypicalanorexiarecovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #ednosfamily #ednoswarrior #osfed #osfedrecovery #ed #edfam #edfam #edrecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveringaussies #adultswitheds #depression #anxiety #bpd #bpdrecovery #struggletown #thestruggleisreal #exhausted

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