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User Image recoverymila Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:32 PM (UTC)

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For supper today i had this plate full of #veggies and pasta 😊 i topped it with ketchup 🤗 it was kinda big because for #dinner i had just a cream soup (the last pic). Now i’m going to take a shower and the i’ll drink a cocoa because i want it asf 😍 #ed #edrecover #edrecoverc #eatingdisorder #whatveganseat #healthyfood #healthy #yummy #tasty #sweetpotato #bataty #cleaneating #pasta #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexic #anoreksja #recovery #food #foodporn #goodnight #goodday
User Image burpeesbabiesbeauty Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:32 PM (UTC)

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Tomorrow marks the start of #edaw2018 . I'm sharing the same pics that I usually do when I talk my eating disorder as to be honest there isn't many to look back on (which is a good thing I suppose ). .
I hated getting my picture taken when I was sick, and yet my life was consumed by numbers and measurements that I would be proud of when I reached a new low . It's ironic, I literally killed myself to get to a size that I was ashamed to even get a picture taken. It was never about the weight, or the food - which many people mistake this disease for. I often bite my tongue when this topic comes up with people who wouldn't know my history, I've heard "it's attention seeking" and it's "selfish" and "why don't they just eat?!" - if only it was that simple 🙈 It's an all consuming disease of the mind that I still fight with everyday, although I thankfully have a handle on it, and am in a good place. .
I can't believe it'll be 10 years since these pics were taken. It was at a school Debs, and the dress I wore was bought a month beforehand - however on the actual night I had to watch my Mam with tears in her eyes take it in AGAIN - and to add insult to injury , the dress still fell down on me on the dancefloor later that night, it was mortifying but I was still hell bent on getting my weight down further. Nothing scared me - I could probably write a book on those years of my life, but looking back it just seems like utter madness that that girl was me. .
Fast forward ten years later and the body I abused has grown and given me a beautiful baby and fed her for 14 months. I never saw a happy future for myself when I walked into an Eating Disorder Unit, I was surrounded by people who had been suffering for years upon years and were at the point they had just given up, and here I am with a family and a career, with the best people surrounding me. I'm so happy I never gave up fighting and for my family and friends who didn't either. For anyone reading this who is suffering themselves or knows someone who is suffering from this, don't give up on yourself and don't give up on them ❤️ recovery is so worth it 💪👊😘#keepfighting .
#edawareness #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder
User Image skinnyheartaches Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:31 PM (UTC)

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Swipe for a video which I find bloody hilarious of my bed time routine. That’s me in real life lol I’m a dork😂😂
User Image battlingthetides Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:31 PM (UTC)

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User Image recovering_belle2 Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:30 PM (UTC)

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Good evening, hope everyone is having a lovely Sunday and enjoying some weekend treats 💫 Tonight’s snack is @mullerukandireland muller rice 🍚 chocolate cal shake 🍫 and a few bits of an unpictured strawberry sponge cake with fondant icing 🍰 Meeting with my mental health nurse in the morning so hoping that everything goes good 🤞🏽 Have a lovely night 👑 Keep Fighting 🌈 - A xoxo
User Image hungry_hufflepuff Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:30 PM (UTC)

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It is the start of #eatingdisorderawarenessweek tomorrow. It isn’t widely known but I was diagnosed with bulimia last year and had therapy. The awareness I personally would like to raise is that you can be overweight and still have an eating disorder. When I was diagnosed, I wanted to laugh in my therapists face. I was fat, I clearly didn’t have an eating disorder. It didn’t matter that my life was a constant battle between binge, starve and purge. That i would be up all night thinking about how much I hated myself. I wasn’t underweight therefor I wasn’t ill enough. I sat down to research but struggled to find anything linked to being my weight and having bulimia. Through therapy, I’ve stopped purging but I wouldn’t say I’m recovered. I still battle between starving and eating more than I should. My weight/body image engulfs my mind and I hate how vain I feel for that. I don’t make eye contact because I’m certain people are thinking of my weight. Local people have seen me fatter than this and much slimmer than this and now where I am. Often, I don’t leave the house. I have a million thoughts a day about why I shouldn’t eat and if I don’t eat then I’ll allow myself a meal. I have thoughts that if I eat *all the food* I will starve tomorrow. I feel guilty every single time I eat, be it salad or ice cream. I am lucky that I had a great therapist who gave me some tools to use and I do try to eat 3 balanced meals a day, despite desperately wanting to be slimmer. I feel much stronger than I was and sometimes I can silence my thoughts. I am posting this in the chance someone is having the same or similar issue and think they couldn’t possibly have an ED because they aren’t underweight. Please seek help. An ED is a mental health issue and can be treated. I am so proud of everyone who made the decision to get help and recover from their ED and I can only hope that in time, I’ll learn to love myself and be as inspiring as you all are. #EDAW #edawareness #eatingdisorder #bulimia #anorexia #ednos #bingeeatingdisorder #orthorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery
User Image fairyeff Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:26 PM (UTC)

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❗️TW❗️i weighed myself tonight and i weigh 64.8kg, i’ve only got a few more pounds to go and i’ll be classed as overweight😰which i really dont understand cause i’ve been eating about 1,800kcal a day and i’ve been going to the gym 2 or 3 times a week🧐i’m trying to convince myself that my weight doesn’t matter but in reality, i’m screaming and i’m so stressed all i want to do is stop eating again😓so sorry everyone😶😥
User Image bananasrecovery Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:29 PM (UTC)

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To be honest, I was not craving it at all: I wasn’t even hungry. Even though pizza is (maybe) my favourite food, I have been fearing it for so much that now I can’t feel any kind of positive emotion or desire for it when I have to decide what to eat. But I haven’t eaten pizza in months, so I forced myself to be strong, to be brave and to feel free of feeling joyful in having a pizza. I need to learn again how to enjoy food, which is not only the fuel of our body, but also of our souls.. it’s not a simple amount of numbers and calories.
So, I wanted to share with you all this my little goal on this Sunday evening, I’m so happy I finished this week in this way, even though I know I could have done it even better. (Bc it’s a small pizza and it hasn’t mozzarella, so it’s not a proper one)
Good night dears✨🍕🌸
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #fightingana #notproana #edfighter #eatingdisorder #foodlover #healtyfood #healtylifestyle #bodypositive #selflove #vegan #vegetarian #aesthetic #edwarrior #fearfood #calories #foodporn #italianfood #food #tasty #pizza #anoressiaitalia #edfamily #realrecovery #motivation #happy #sunday #dinner
User Image recovery_cousins Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:27 PM (UTC)

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Ich habe bis jetzt im Jahr 2018 eine riesen Entwicklung hingelegt! Ich kann wieder für ein paar Tage in den Urlaub fahren, ohne in Panik zu geraten, weil ich keine Waage habe, ich kann dann sogar große Sachen wie eine Pizza essen... 🍕Ich habe gestern vor meiner Freundin, die schon gegessen hatte, einen großen Teller Nudeln gegessen! 🍝Heute habe ich vor meiner Oma und meiner Mutter (und auch meiner Cousine M😂) als Einzige Gummibären gegessen... ich kann wieder Alkohol trinken und mir beim feiern ganz spontan ein Eis von Mc Donalds holen 🍾🍦(Foto (die Pommes sind von meiner Freundin))! Letztens habe ich mir 2 Stücke Pizza von Pizza Hut geholt und die vor den Augen meiner Freunde und ein paar Mitschülern gegessen!👀 Ich kann mir in der Schule auch endlich was vom Bäcker holen! 🥨Und abends beim Netflixgucken snacken wenn ich Lust dazu habe!🍫 Ich habe wieder richtig viel Energie und verabrede mich wieder richtig gerne! 👭Ich könnte hier noch so viel mehr aufzählen. Es gibt einfach sooo viele positive Wendungen die mein Leben genommen hat seit ich recovere! Es lohnt sich! Und man kann es schaffen! 💪🏼All diese Dinge wären für mich vor ein paar Monaten auch noch unvorstellbar gewesen! Nur nicht aufhören zu kämpfen! ❤️ #recovery#anorexiarecovery#eatingdisorder#anorexia#anawho#ana#edfamily#eatittobeatit#recoverywin#win#fighter#bitch#kickanasass#delicious#veggie#healthy#adultswitheatingdisorders#ed#yeswecan#bestrong#keepfighting
User Image anonymous.thinlyy Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:26 PM (UTC)

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User Image recreating_cail Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:22 PM (UTC)

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Your eating disorder will tell you about the disgusting mess that recovery will turn you into. It will tell you about how worthless that dessert makes you, how your healthy body makes you a failure. It will lie to you in every way possible until you believe there is no way out.

And yet there is a way. A path covered in love and fairy lights that so many before you have taken. It’s long and nearly impossible to find, but the moment you step on the path, never ever look back. I promise, at the end of this journey you will discover so much in your life that this disorder has hidden from you. You will fall in love and climb mountains and drink hot chocolate on Christmas morning. There is an entire life out there waiting for us at the end of this confusing path, so while you may feel lost now, don’t forget to be excited about all that is to come ❤️
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#recovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #anorexia #ana #edfamily #mentalillness #beatana #recoveryispossible#fearfood #recoverywin #eatingdisorder #edfam #healthynotskinny #foodisfuel #fightmentalilness #beatanorexia #instafood
User Image do._you._mind Posted: Feb 25, 2018 9:20 PM (UTC)

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MY RULES:
+ All food and calories will be logged and put on my story. Even fail days.
+ I will drink water before each meal, and use laxatives or purge whenever possible (I'm gonna need tips on how)
+ I will weigh myself, morning and evening, EVERY DAY and put it on my story.
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× Okay. Right. I'm going to do this. I've been trying too long with half assed attempts at weight loss, and only made myself feel worse. This time, it's for real. This time, it's going to work.
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× #suicide #suicidequotes #depressionquote #depression #ana #anorexia #mia #bulimia #ednos #eatingdisorder #quote #survival #anxiety #suicideboys #suicidegirls #anadiet #anadietplan

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