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User Image wordsmith_ana Posted: Nov 22, 2017 8:26 AM (UTC)
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You look at me
as if you pity me
and I wonder
where were you when I was turning into this thing?
You tell me to change
as if you know me
but fall silent when I ask
where were you when I was choking and dying?
You say I'm depressed,
you say I need medicines,
you say I need to go out more often,
you say I'm just thinking to much,
you say I'm drama,
you say you understand.
I stop you right there when you say that
because you don't understand.
I'm not depressed.
I'm just a boy
afraid to get out of his bed
because when he used to,
he faced nothing but mocking.
I'm just a boy
who holds the monster under his bed
close to his heart
because it's more familiar than the people you tell me to go out with.
I don't need medicines, I need your support.
I don't need pity, I need your love.
I don't need to go out,
all I need is HELP.
I need to borrow a shoulder
to cry on
because mine is too wet now.
I need to borrow some arms
to hold me at night
because it doesn't matter if the monster is familiar,
he's a monster still.
I need to borrow a hand
to pull me up
and make me stand
because I want to but I just can't,
not alone.
I need to put a stopper on my thoughts
but that can't happen if it keeps hurting,
that can't happen if hope keeps dying.
I need to be able to feel like myself,
like the guy I was before I had to change for all of you,
like the guy I was before I was forced to be a taboo.
I need some good faces around me,
I need to show them all I can be.
I need them to tell me it's okay if I'm myself,
I need to put my pictures back in my shelf
where I can see them and like them again,
where I can smile at them and finally feel sane.
I'm not drama,
I'm just me.
I'm not sensitive,
I'm just me.
I'm not depressed,
I'm just me.
And I need to be able to act like me,
I'll feel fine then. //
I'll feel fine, I promise.
User Image decadent_dandies Posted: Nov 22, 2017 8:10 AM (UTC)
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The Dandies got a wee bit drunk over the weekend and some of us are still in recovery. But to make up for our lack of postage we have uploaded 3 videos for your viewing pleasure! Go to the link below or to the link in our bio follow like subscribe to make us feel better.....shameless that was.
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User Image mytychmarta Posted: Nov 22, 2017 7:59 AM (UTC)
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@myrikt 🖤
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Czarno biała seria trwa 🖤A ja właśnie w drodze do @fotografiska na spotkanie z brytyjskim fotografem portretowym! Niech wylecą mi z głowy wszystkie problemy egzystencjonalne, bo robota czeka! Także tego, dobrze życzę Wam ja i moje brokatowe skarpety ✨
User Image irinapervina Posted: Nov 22, 2017 7:58 AM (UTC)
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Я всегда обращаю внимание на руки человека, но в первую очередь слежу за своими ~~ вроде бы. Делюсь кадрами классной @sokology #погнали #скороновыйгод #компот #wintermood #hellodark #darkside #darksouls #coffeeplace #coffeelovers #ижевск #руки #handsdown #ноябрь #привет #какдела #ага
User Image jaketheimmortalpug Posted: Nov 22, 2017 7:56 AM (UTC)
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User Image darksoul_phonographer Posted: Nov 22, 2017 7:53 AM (UTC)
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Nature is such a beautiful bitch
It gives you pleasure and kills you at the same time.🖤
#nature #darksouls #beauty #attraction #perfectevenings #love #sceneray
User Image meme_hub_35 Posted: Nov 22, 2017 7:47 AM (UTC)
dnf.memes
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Gotta dodge that shit
User Image islander2888 Posted: Nov 22, 2017 7:47 AM (UTC)
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