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User Image paras85shah Posted: Jan 23, 2018 6:11 PM (UTC)
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User Image _ineffable_1071 Posted: Jan 23, 2018 6:10 PM (UTC)

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My heart feels like an empty shell, devoid of everything that once filled it. As if everything was dug out from my heart and taken away from me. But this emptiness is so hard to carry within - for it longs to be filled. This emptiness aches. A lot.

And then I see something. It's just a simple thing. No one else is so captivated by it the way I am. Cos I'm suddenly taken farther away from the present, by my memories. I remember things. Happenings. Moments. Laughter. Joy. Love.

A slight remembrance of the past and I'm overwhelmed. I sense this pain in my chest and all I wanna do is mourn my loss. My eyes fill up almost instantly. I struggle so hard to restrict their flow. Because I'm with them. They would ask me of it. But what's the use? I would never be able to tell them and they would never be able to understand the depth of my pain either.

I end up doubting everything. How could this be so? I could have done anything to make my dream come true. Anything in the world! And yet, things turn out to be like this! I'm too helpless about it. There's nothing I can do. I don't know what lies ahead. I don't know how to figure it out either. This remorse feels awful, but all I can do is wait... I stand here with so many people. They are busy - talking about random things and laughing about jokes. I stand here with them, yet so far away from them. Lost. So far away.
I just don't blend in with them. They're getting carried away in life's businesses. They seem happy. It's as if their laughter comes from their hearts. Their worries get sorted out easily. Mine doesn't. I'm stuck somewhere else. Happiness appears like an idea that I've forgotten. My heart feels like an empty shell, devoid...
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User Image annii_hey Posted: Jan 23, 2018 6:09 PM (UTC)

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User Image canccsu Posted: Jan 23, 2018 6:07 PM (UTC)

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