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I thought I was leaving on holidays next week but my mom just told me my flight was tomorrow afternoon! So I'm fasting till there. It should be a 40 hours fast in total ✨
okay second pic was me at 92.6 lbs. I’m hoping once I’ve lost more weight I can come back to this pic and see my progress
I’m so mad I told myself I’d be skinny by my friends birthday but nope I binged way too much and haven’t changed a thing... maybe I’ll post a pic of myself on Saturday to compare to when I do reach my goal weight
These past few days haven’t been good as far as eating low calories, I’m still below my maintenance intake but I really need to cut more and stop binging... tomorrow could go either way, but Sunday I think I’ll be able to control myself since I have to do homework the entire day with a partner so I can’t take breaks and eat food thankfully
This weekend is going to be so hard since it’s my friends birthday and a bunch of us are eating dinner and drinking alcohol and so I’m going to not eat at all the whole day and walk for a few hours then try to not eat much of dinner but I know she’ll comment on it since she always tries to give me food when I tell her I’m not having lunch... she’s so sweet I don’t deserve her as a friend
Gonna post 10 facts here I goooooo
1. I’m 15 years olds, act like I’m 21, look like a 12 year old with bad sleeping habits
2. I like anime, kpop, korean skin care, riverdale, stranger things, SVTFOE, Rick and Morty, etc.
3. I used to play League of Legends because my friend got me to play it with him
4. I’m bisexual
5. I’m an INFP or so it said when I took the quiz
6. I speak english and spanish because I’m actually hispanic! I don’t look like it though except for my nose
7. I hate my nose and this is really vain and most people will probably be against it, but I am actually saving up to get a nose job. Whoops. Idc say what you want about me. Call me fake, honestly I couldn’t care less.
8. My favourite youtuber is Idubbbz. I’m a fucking sheep
9. I can’t come up with anything else.... My favourite colour is pink (obviously)
10. I want to get back to doing ballet but I feel like it’s already too late because I stopped going a long ass time ago.
Y’all can hate me now hnghh 😫😩💦👌🏻
I think every day Im going to start posting what Ive eaten for the day. It'll be a way to help me realize how little my 600 max cal restriction actually is. Who knows, maybe it will push me towards recovery? I ate so much today I actually feel full (-ish). Which, of course, is always a good thing. Im going out of state for a few days tomorrow and when me and my family stay at the beach we always go to a buffet. Last summer when we had gone I wasnt in a relapse with my ED so having to think about having (technically) never ending food splayed out infront of me is very nerve wracking. Its a seafood place so there wont be too many high calorie choices there. Well aside from the dessert cart. I might up my intake and go for two long walks and then do some yoga afterwards. Or just eat slowly so I don't stuff myself or eat until Im sick.
Im going to get one or two crab legs, two hush puppies, and maybe half a slice of cake. Hoping I can keep it to only that. Last thing I want is to get sick or insanely guilty.
1200 estimated calories today. I’m so fucking pissed. Still going to weigh in tomorrow. All I pray is that I haven’t gained. If I’m at least 113 I’ll be happy. Really trying to get to 110 but I also have to go out to eat for a friends birthday dinner tomorrow. Ughhhh. Anyways. Yeahhh #anorexia #anorexic #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #thin #thinspo #skinny #bonespo #anxiety #depression #suicide #suicidal #selfharm #schizophrenia #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ana #binge #bingeeating #bulimia #bulimic
@Regranned from @mental.sisters - This is actually a very good point. 😱 Never even though of it that way! 😱 Why is it that BONES sticking out is consider attractive by some (mostly women)? It makes no sense. I understand a normal weighted person is attractive because they look healthy but bones sticking out does not look healthy when you stop to think about it for a second.😶 Maybe it's time we CHALLENGE that view. I think it is really important for us and our FUTURE kids🙌
~J~
#mentalillnessisreal #mentalhealth #mentalillnessawareness #mentalhealthawarenes #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #endthestigmaofmentalillness #endthestigma #youarenotalone #itsoktonotbeok #itsokaynottobeokay #anxietydisorder #depression #panicdisorder #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #bulimianervosa #bingeeatingdisorder #ednos #bipolardisorder #chronicillness #chronicfatiguesyndrome #schizophrenia #psychosis #youarebrave #youarestrongerthanyouthink
#bonespo #collarbones - #regrann

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