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I dropped 3 pounds in 2 day😌
spent most of my day working out and feel hella proud bc i ate waaaay too much yesterday and i watched what i ate well today (: found some old pics from when i was really thin and using them as motivation!
These are my must for nighttime.
I use a variety of products but these are my must on the daily 🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️ The newest addition is @esteelauder advance night repair eye concentrate. It leave my under eyes feeling hydrated till the next day. Leaves my skin feeling silky smooth. #esteelauder #skincareroutine #nighttimeroutine #koreanskincare #elemis #itcosmetics #blithe #beautyroutine #octolyfamily
Fuck me I don't wanna deal with life right now
Set up a counselling appointment on Tuesday and I'm freaking out. Especially since the appointment is in the city and driving out there gives me so much anxiety... Havrnt eaten yet. I packed a lunch afor work a salad with some lite dressing and a couple veggie meat pieces. I'm gonna hold off on eating it so I'm not hungry when I get home.. I hate eating past 7, also tmi but I think I'm gonna have to start buying lax more as I can't go on my own anymore.. #anxiety #blithe #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #ana #anorexia #struggling #sad #depression #depressed
Alright listen...real shit. Look, I had the biggest anxiety attack of my life last Monday. It was fueled purely by taking on too many of other people’s problems, and latching them to myself like they were my own to take care of. I broke further than I knew broken could break. And now...nearly a week fresh... I’m relearning. I can hardly talk without fucking up every word I say. I can type them because I can reread over and over again just trying to make sure “yeah, this works” before pressing send. I’m trying...to build myself back up... but right now, it’s like trying to build a sandcastle too close to the water... 🖤 •• #sad #depressed #depression #suicidal #selfhateee #selfharmmm #pain #hurt #sorry #worthless #useless #alone #lonely #blithe #cuts #hate #anger #burden #stupid #grunge #secret_society123 #ignored #failure #thoughts #vent #disgusting #disappointment #scars #relapse #anonymous ••
Honestly this clusterfuck of mental illnesses won’t stop me. I love theater and the only time I don’t hear voices is when I act - so it’s not just that I want it, I also need it. And I will overcome my ed, someday. Fucking hell I’ve been through so many psychotic breaks and shocked attempts, it’d be a shame to not have grown stronger from it, it’d be a shame to give up now.
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