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User Image recovering.viktoria Posted: Dec 15, 2017 4:44 AM (UTC)

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Nightsnack was a major recovery win!💪🏼 I was super nervous as Goldfish is one of my biggest fear foods! Challenged it tonight and beat it!😊 I had the Princess Goldfish @pepperidgefarm and I also had a Grape popsicle. I hope you all have a great night and stay safe❤️-Viktoria
User Image m_recovers04 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 3:54 AM (UTC)

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#dinner was something new.. It was tofu with curry powder (!!!), quinoa, beans, peppers, and a soy milk.



Maybe TW...🤷‍♀️
This was a big deal for multiple reasons. 1. I haven’t had tofu in SUCH a long time. It is one of my pre-ed favs when I was vegan, but then I stopped eating it because I was afraid of the soy.. 2. It had curry powder, which is scary because I’m afraid of cals in spices..🤦‍♀️ 3. I had soy milk with this and usually I would have cried about that, but I didn’t! I didn’t even really care. 🙃 This is a lot of tofu though and I’m really full so I definitely won’t be having this everyday, but I will have this again!!
Stay strong and keep fighting💪💜
#anorexiarecovery #anafamily #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #foodisfuel #anorexianervosa #anawho #edwarrior #recovery #anawarrior #recoverywin #DEATHTOTHEED #beatana #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #edfam #ihatethisdisorder
User Image recoveryfightgirl_13 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 3:00 AM (UTC)

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#nightsnack today was HUGEE 🤭😶 I start to eat a lot and it freaks me out 😣 I know it’s good for me but... 🤷‍♀️ Anyways, I had lime and chili peanut (so good but 🔥🔥😵), an orange 🍊 (I really start to like it 😂💪) 2 Christmas Reese’s chocolate, 1 Santa chocolate, my chocolate calendar and 2 homemade gingerbread cookies (+ 2 unpictured 😣) Good night... 💪 -
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #beatanorexia #fuckanorexia #anarecovery #beatana #fuckana #anaisabitch #anawarrior #annafighter #anasoldier #edrecovery #beateatingdiscorder #fuckeatingdiscorder #edwarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #boobsnotbone #healthynotskinny #healthynothungry #recoverywin ❤️
User Image beautifulbeingsarah Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:29 AM (UTC)

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Belly rolls and squishy thighs don’t detract from all the things I’ve accomplished these past few days.
I’ve finished my first semester of senior year (of high school! So many of you think I’m college hahaha) with a 4.5 GPA um hi!
I’ve actually been able to focus on what I’m learning in class this year and come home take time for myself to get shit done and practice self care because I’m not consumed by how many fucking calories I’ve had.
I’m learning and growing and moving forward in life.
NYU decisions come out tomorrow at 3 Central Time. I am t e r r i f i e d. I might be more terrified of getting in and having to decide where to go than not getting in...
The fact that I’ve made it this far in life is actually kind of crazy. A few years ago, I didn’t think I would. The fact that I’m so open on the internet... insane?! I’m just thinking about thirteen year old me being scared of herself and the future. Honey you did just fucking fine. Some shit happened. It always does, but look! At! You!
You’re fucking brilliant and beautiful and more than a statistic! You’re honestly doing a lot better than the people you left behind.
I’ve still got a ways to go. Right now I am grateful for life and growth and writing and self expression. Life is worth it! Recovery is worth it!
Y O U are worth it!!
User Image ingridrecovers Posted: Dec 15, 2017 2:14 AM (UTC)

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FDOE: breakfast was granola with plain almondmilk yogurt 🌰 lunch was couscous/chickpea/kale salad, roasted almonds, a carrot, and a clementine 🍊 snack was a choc mint protein bar 🍫 dinner was vegan chicken nuggets with a grain/veg mix 🥕 night snack was cherry choc soy ice cream, two candy cane joe-joe’s, and a licorice thing
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User Image m_recovers04 Posted: Dec 15, 2017 1:25 AM (UTC)

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#afternoonsnack was rice cakes, cashews, bananas, and a strawberry Greek yogurt. •


I feel sick😷 like my stomach is super queasy🤢 I think I’m gonna take a nap before dinner.
Stay strong and keep fighting💪💜
#anorexiarecovery #anafamily #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #foodisfuel #anorexianervosa #anawho #edwarrior #recovery #anawarrior #recoverywin #DEATHTOTHEED #beatana #anorexia #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #edfam #ihatethisdisorder
User Image recoveringdaffodil Posted: Dec 15, 2017 12:30 AM (UTC)

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Hello loves! This was last nights DELICIOUS dinner. Honestly, one of the best I’ve had in awhile. 😍 (P.S. Read below for an exciting update!)
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#whatsfordinner: Cauliflower, Tofu, & Pineapple 🍍 in Butter Chicken Sauce + Rice 🍚 + Soy Milk 🥛.
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UPDATE: So the first and most exciting thing I want to update you all on is that I GOT MY PERIOD BACK TODAY! After about 4 months of not having it (not counting the 2 periods I had while I was on birth control) I’m proud to say that I have it back! My period is what my doctor was waiting for as an indication that I’m finally healthy again. I’m so happy I could cry! (Probably due to PMS! 😂) The second thing (PTW) that I want to update you all on is that I deleted MyFitnessPal but I’m thinking about downloading it again for when I’m off my meal plan, because for some reason, counting calories and measuring things makes me feel in control. I wouldn’t restrict, I just want control. Is this wrong? Is it possible to eat healthy, and count calories without restricting? Do any of you do it? Please let me know. 🙃 -
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I love you all so incredibly much! ❤️ Thank you for sticking with me throughout my journey so far. Stay strong and please keep fighting. 💪🏼 Being able to having kids and start a family is MUCH better than anorexia. 😊
User Image fighter_em_will_win Posted: Dec 15, 2017 12:25 AM (UTC)

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Struggling so much with food right now. Managing one meal a day but don’t think I’ve lost any weight. Wouldn’t know as my mother has hidden the scales from me. I just feel so alone and lost right now... I hate it. My mother is being really distant with me and has said she is exhausted by it all. She also said that if I lose weight again then it means hospital and she refuses to deal with all this again. I can’t stand the thought of one single night in hospital again... I don’t know what to do. I am trying so hard to fight these feelings but the voice in my head is so strong at the moment. I just wish I didn’t exist anymore. 😔 #anorexia #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #edfamily #edrecovery #strongnotskinny #fuckana #bestrong #bebrave #nourishnotpunish #beatana #recover #instadaily #fuelyourbody #foodporn #adultswitheds #dinner
I’m about to leave for my choir concert, and I literally got like no homework done.🤦🏻‍♀️I had to eat dinner quickly and my mom did not have time to make food so she just gave me things I could eat quickly.
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Dinner😋—> Everything Bagel with Creamy Swiss spread, cottage cheese, Apple Cinnamon yogurt, and a banana.
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Yes, I did not have afternoon snack because my stomach was killing me and it still is. My mom herself came to me and told me that I do not have to eat a/s and she will just add more to my dinner and give me a really big night snack to make up for it. She said she is also increasing by a lot tomorrow. So do not worry guys, my mom will make sure I get the amount I need😊 Stay strong❤️ I will talk to you all soon! -Viktoria
User Image claire.mccracken Posted: Dec 15, 2017 12:06 AM (UTC)

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Dinner Time ➡️ I am having Chicken Alfredo Penne 🍝. I have 2️⃣ oz of #chickenbreast 🐔, ½ cup of #pennepasta and #alfredosauce. This is one of my favourites! 😋 It is made with fresh cream🥛that is blended with butter, aged Parmesan cheese 🧀, and a hint of black pepper for an authentically #richandcreamy flavour 👌🏼. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
#edrecovery #prorecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #realrecovery #fightingED #anarecovery #anorexia #beatana #anorexiarecovery #bingefree #bedrecovery #anxiety #fooddiary #cmrecovery
User Image gainingforhealth Posted: Dec 14, 2017 11:53 PM (UTC)

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▪ everything starts to crumble more and more and I'm afraid it'll all soon fall apart ▪
User Image hannahsrecovery Posted: Dec 14, 2017 10:51 PM (UTC)

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Gute Nacht🌟🌙 ich schaue morgen nach euren Lieben Nachrichten und Kommentaren ❤❤ heute wurde bei mir alles wieder so spät und der Tag geht bei mir zumindest einfach immer so rasend schnell um - so schnell bekomme ich gar nicht alles erledigt 😅🙈 aber morgen ist ein neuer Tag!! Hoffe ihr hattet alle einen schönen Tag und könnt jetzt schlafen❤❤ Schlaf ist ja sooo mega wichtig - zumindest mir 😅 und momentan fehlt mir so viel schlaf dass ich schon völlig neben mir stehe.. so mit schreibe ich jetzt auch kein esstagebuch mehr und mache das einfach mal doch morgen😊. 🌙🌟Gute Nacht ❤❤
#newlife #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #anawho #beatana #bulimiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfam #fuckanorexia #food #healthyfood #2fab4ana #prorecovery #recovery #rrcoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywins #realrecovery2017 #veggie #weightrestored
User Image hannahsrecovery Posted: Dec 14, 2017 10:37 PM (UTC)

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🌟🎄☃️Plätzchen-Liebe☃️🎄🌟❤❤ nach dem die Woche wieder wirklich gut lief und auch das Essen wieder besser lief als am Wochenende, waren heute die Gedanken der Essstörung wieder so so arg present. Ich werd da richtig wütend, weil ich das mittlerweile direkt erkennen kann, dass das nicht meine, sondern kranke, ungesunde und keine wohlwollenden Gedanken sind. Gestern Abend bin ich in Kopf total ausgeflippt. Und es war für mich mega mäßig schwer heute zu backen und Gebäck als Morgensnack zu essen. Weil ich ja versuche mehr Obst zu essen und mich nicht mehr so mit süßem mästen möchte. Ich soll auch darauf achten, mehr Obst in den Snacks einzubauen, um auf die Kalorienzahl zu kommen mit der ich gut halten kann. Aber momentan fällt es mir darunter sehr schwer mich davon abzugrenzen nicht wieder gleich einzusparen und Snacks ausfallen zu lassen oder Mahlzeiten einzusparen... diese Krankheit ist echt furchtbar!! Und das man ihr nichts recht machen kann, ist glaube ich selbsterklärend. Aber ich glaube auch ich kanns mir selber einfach auch nicht recht machen.. nur ein paar meiner momentanen Gedanken die mir im Kopf umher schwirren..
#newlife #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #anawho #beatana #bulimiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfam #fuckanorexia #food #healthyfood #2fab4ana #prorecovery #recovery #rrcoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywins #realrecovery2017 #veggie #weightrestored
User Image hannahsrecovery Posted: Dec 14, 2017 10:22 PM (UTC)

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Frühstück ❤❤ ich liebe diese Äpfel 🍏 die schmecken einfach so so lecker 😍😍 eigentlich mag ich echt eher so exotische Früchte und nicht das typisch deutsche Obst was es zu jeder Jahreszeit gibt. Das ist dann irgendwie so unspektakulär für mich🙈 Aber Äpfel gehen bei mir zumindest echt immer!!❤❤
#newlife #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anafighter #anawarrior #anawho #beatana #bulimiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edfam #fuckanorexia #food #healthyfood #2fab4ana #prorecovery #recovery #rrcoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywins #realrecovery2017 #veggie #weightrestored
User Image recoverymochi Posted: Dec 14, 2017 10:18 PM (UTC)

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🌸 It’s true. 🌸
Ate brekkie today & going to have a snack soon✨. Been feeling kinda good actually! Hope you are too💗

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