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“I agree to never erase this chapter in my life and never be ashamed to share where I have been, for the obstacles we overcome are what make us into the warriors we are today” #recoveryeeeats .
My eaters agreement is something I live by. It’s something I read every day. It’s my constant reminder of all that I work for and all that I want to achieve. I usually read it on my phone but now I have this beautiful canvas to remind me of where I have been, where I am, and where I am going-WITHOUT AN EATING DISORDER. .
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User Image em_recovers1 Posted: Nov 25, 2017 2:08 AM (UTC)
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After discharging from partial Hospitalization it has become harder to control my urge to restrict. Overall I am still doing much better than two months ago, but I feel like I am on a slight down swing. I know recovery isn't linear but letting go of this part of my life has been exceptionally challenging #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #realrecovery #edwarrior #edfamily #prorecovery #ana #fuckana #edfighter #strongwomen
User Image living.lioness Posted: Nov 25, 2017 2:08 AM (UTC)
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Let me just say..this flavor..was AMAZING!! Oh boy this reached higher than I thought! And I was already thinking it was going to taste good. Great job @halotopcreamery!! I’ve been looking for the flavor for a while now. Stay strong. Stay safe🌟🦁❤️
User Image disorderedchaos_ Posted: Nov 25, 2017 2:04 AM (UTC)
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7:02am // 5:05pm
words threaded together today through my chaotic mind
hope is beneath our skin and between us
pure hope
i need to write
there is an energy deep within asking to be heard
the universe has heard my screaming and now it’s screaming back
words tumbled together in quick sentences
and the fact hitting me that i almost died in this house eight months ago because i thought the only peace and silence was found by shrinking myself
and for who?
my own self confidence?
society?
how did we become so consumed in these hopeless unsustainable concepts
there should have been flowers growing beneath our skin
months ago
now after all the chaos
after all the hurting
there is hope
in the air
in the sunrise this morning
and in tonight’s sunset
there is hope.
User Image peace_love_recovery_ Posted: Nov 25, 2017 2:07 AM (UTC)
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Making memories ❤.. west end... winter wonderland... Pizza... A little scare amongst underground panic but the best company I could wish for.

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Not a bad day considering mental health was totally kicking my butt this morning.

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User Image dreamingtxin Posted: Nov 25, 2017 2:07 AM (UTC)
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User Image minniemustmaintain Posted: Nov 25, 2017 2:04 AM (UTC)
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Hullo, sweetpeas! 😊
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Yesterday, with my family, things got pretty hard for me. 😔😔
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For one, my cousin told her boyfriend (while sitting in front of me) some very personal things about me, that I didn't approve of and didn't want him knowing.
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Then, we were talking about somd odd and concerning things that I had said a couple of years ago...I calmly and to the best of my ability, explained that it was a result of a mental illness I had yet to be aware I had.
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When I told them this, they both burst into uncontrollable laughter. 😕
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Then, some other stuff happened, but it's not something I feel I should post about on here.
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Later that night, it was only me, my grandpa, my mum and younger sister, and two of my aunts.
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My sister told my aunts and grandpa something I didn't want them to know--they did't need to know.
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It was a private family matter (between my mum, sister and me) and for her to blurt that and make everything about her, was not right.
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I didn't say anything because I was exhausted and I didn't want to get into that embarassment that was currently my sister at 2:00AM. I was embarrassed for her, my mom was probably mortified and I felt bad for the family that had to listen to her moan and gripe when all of us being together, was an event to celebrate another person.
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Still, my family are very big gossips and I didn't want them knowing this thing and now I'm just embarrassed and very, very triggered. -
...I want to disappear. I want to get small and tiny and dainty and disappear.
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I want to relapse.
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But I can't do that and forced myself to eat four pieces of cinnamon raisin toast with butter as all I've had today was coffee. 🍞🍞
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I'm worried about myself as I already have a hard time around the Christmas season. 😕
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I ate dinner like 2 hours ago, however I was not able to post it because my phone had uncharged, and I was working on homework. I am still working on homework, however I took a break so that I can post my dinner.

Dinner: A very large piece of ground turkey with paprika(made by my mom), lots of brown rice, green beans, corn, Garden of Eatin Corn Tortilla blue chips, Nabisco Premium saltine crackers, and Minute Maid Fruit Punch.

Dinner was very challenging because it was increased by a very large quantity, and knowing that it made it hard to push though. However, I did it, with no restrictions or excuses💪🏼 I did not complain or right my mom about it, even though ana was aiming for that to occur. My stomach hurts very badly, but I am in no surprise. Tomorrow my daily calorie intake is going to be increased again because I have to gain weight by next appointment so my mom is gradually increasing it. So tomorrow is going to be an even bigger obstacle to overcome, but that just means that I am closer to conquering ana!💪🏼 I hope you all have a wonderful evening, and keep fighting💪🏼 You are warriors and have the strength to beat this disease! You are in control not ed, don’t give up, you got his!💙-Viktoria
User Image my_authentic_living Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:55 AM (UTC)
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SO MANY THANKSGIVING SUCCESSES:
1. Survived Thanksgiving and actually enjoyed eating!🙌🏽🙌🏽
2. Went Black Friday shopping, ate a solid lunch, AND tried on jeans without any negative self-talk👏🏽
These may sound like simple tasks, but 2 years ago they were far off goals that I set for my recovery.
Its easy to get caught up in criticizing your own body, ESPECIALLY WHEN SHOPPING FOR PANTS. Today I took my time, accepted my body as it was, & eventually found jeans that make me feel good😋🔮💎
User Image _meantformore Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:56 AM (UTC)
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Back in residential & I have suddenly found my “Aha!” moment, y’all. I am more determined now than ever to fight this disease, tooth & nail. I am worthy of recovering because I have a life to live as my TRUE self, without anorexia. I have people who love me & want nothing more than to see the pain of this disease put to rest. I have family who have been devastated watching this disease swallow me whole.. but now, now is MY time to take the reigns. My team & I have a steady game plan that we have put into motion today. After days of restricting, I finally had solid food tonight and that is one step further than I was yesterday. One step further than I was this morning! This is the first time I’ve begun to accept that I AM allowed to take up space. Nothing can tell me otherwise. I am here for a purpose & my story will help change lives. There’s no doubt about it. I have a voice & it is NOT anorexia’s. It is Tori’s. That demon will not speak through me any longer. I am worthy of recovering & that’s exactly what I’m going to do. ✨#edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anorexiasucks #dunzo
User Image deathbychocolateaa Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:48 AM (UTC)
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DAILY FOOD DIARY: ahhhhhh. Today was extremely hard. I feel so exhausted from constantly fighting Ana. I feel so guilty after I eat. I have to keep telling myself that that voice is lying to me, and it wants me dead. And I want to live. ❤️#recovery #recoveryisworthit #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealthawareness #nevergiveup #youarebeautiful #youareworthit #youcandoit #mentalhealth #loveyourself #treatyoself #food #anawarrior #bodypositive #bodypositivity #eat
User Image anamia100 Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:46 AM (UTC)
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Made 🍿 popcorn (with no butter cause I can’t risk more calories) I wish my ed would shut up
User Image catherinesilverlcsw Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:41 AM (UTC)
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User Image sarasavoring Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:43 AM (UTC)
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craving something sweet but the fam bam left me with no leftover thanksgiving pie ☹️ instead feasting my eyes on this pint i dug into a few days ago + online shopping for black friday. hope you've all had a marvelous post-thanksgiving day filled with leftovers and even more gratitude 👼🏼
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User Image m_recovers Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:39 AM (UTC)
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A perfect lil lunch spread 😍🍅🥑🍍🍊🥖
If you haven’t heard of healing crystals then I 100% recommend. I know lots of people judge me as they’re ‘hippie like’ ‘just stones’ and I’m ‘insane’ or ‘weird’. But to be completely honest I really don’t care what other people think because I know that they helped me. I know that for me, I was desperate. I put my heart and soal into recovery and in doing so I realised I could put my childhood collection of crystals to good use. I knew the healing properties of gemstones, yet I’d never really used it, now was the perfect moment to put it to good use and truly discover the amazing qualities these stones hide beneath their surface. I laid these in my room, on the desk which was otherwise boring. Every morning when I woke to face another day I’d look at my favourite one and hold it. I’d hold it and feel its strength seeping into me, and often I’d walk into the dining hall clutching this gem, this gem has had sweat, tears and a whole lot of tight gripping, and it has been the only thing there to give me strength at any hours of the day. It truly works. And I know I may sound like a crazy lady but until you try it please don’t judge me. My beliefs are mine and I’m not gonna change them, I know this one is true. Please everyone try it!! It works!!
Over the last couple of days I've heard a lot about "staying on track" when it comes to the holidays 🍽 I realized that this isn't the best phrase because always "staying on track" is impossible 🤔 Tracks represent movement in a straight and narrow direction 🚂 The truth is, life is FULL of deviations off the track. Imagine how boring life would be if we just kept chugging along one single track. Instead of trying to "stay on track," attempt to make decisions that will help you reach your goal 💪 If you realize that your decision wasn't the greatest, no worries, you just made a slight detour. Keep your eyes on the goal and continue to move toward it (even if you end up on a different track) 👌
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User Image recover.strong Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:37 AM (UTC)
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night snack: rice cakes and blueberries, along with an almond milk decaf latte. had dinner out at a restaurant again! also i am making a “reasons to recover” list so if anyone has any ideas, please please comment, DM, or sarahah me! thank you! ❤️
User Image recovery.ocean Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:37 AM (UTC)
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I love this!! I don't smile enough, I think I can seem quite unfriendly because of being socially anxious and just generally panicky at times but even smiling to yourself is suppose to send good messages to the brain. I totally blew the day food wise, ate over my plan, lots of unsafe foods, could sense it happening but I did not want to be left out with what my family where doing/eating. Ate nearly enough for another half day of eating ... 🤦‍♀️don't know what to do. I know for a fact I won't be able to get back in the meal plan tomorrow, so annoying. Did not engage in behaviours and my stomach has been cramping up the past two days from all the chewing gum that I've been using to help stop urges at night. Have not been in this 'mindset' for a while. Will see how tomorrow goes. Anyway I had 3 successful days this week so far! Will have to build on that. #eatingdisorderwarrior #edwarrior #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #smile
User Image joie__de_vivre__ Posted: Nov 25, 2017 1:30 AM (UTC)
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Trying to hit the reset button with this brown rice! 💪🏼🍚 I’ve felt a little bleh all day and feel so full even after this small amount of rice but still gotta keep trying! Recovery is a full time job and it has to come before anything else. We have to push through the uncomfortableness. Even if we fall, or take three steps back, it is about getting back up. Even if all you do today or tomorrow is take a tiny step forward, that’s something! That counts! And I am very proud of you! What step(s) have you all taken to move you towards recovery today? 💙💚 xoxo

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