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User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 21, 2017 4:52 AM (UTC)
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And after the storm, I run and run as the rains come. And I look up. I look up. On my knees and out of luck, I look up.

Night has always pushed up day. You must know life to see decay. But I won't rot. I won't rot. Not this mind and not this heart, I won't rot.

And I took you by the hand, and we stood tall. And remembered our own land, what we lived for.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears.

Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew. I saw exactly what was true. But oh no more. That's why I hold. That's why I hold with all I have. That's why I hold.

And I won't die alone and be left there. Well, I guess I'll just go home, oh God knows where.

Because death is just so full and man so small. Well, I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears.

Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears.

Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

After the Storm🌼Mumford & Sons🌼Sigh No More🌼October 2, 2009

After the Storm is in my top 5 songs by Mumford & Sons. I love how sweet & gentle it sounds. I remember on December 21 last year in my Every Trick in the Book shirt & red flannel, I drew a cute lil' graphic for After the Storm. That was like the only good thing I managed to create almost entirely on my own. It's really simple, but that's the best I can do lol.

My favorite lines from After the Storm are: Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

Went with a friend for an ice cream cone & a coffee at McyD's🍦☕ I went to T.J. Maxx & picked up some black jeans & a reindeer tee🦌 Finally saw the trailer for The Incredibles!!! It's so short lol. Hope it'll be at least just as good. Disney worries me.
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 21, 2017 4:48 AM (UTC)
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And after the storm, I run and run as the rains come. And I look up. I look up. On my knees and out of luck, I look up.

Night has always pushed up day. You must know life to see decay. But I won't rot. I won't rot. Not this mind and not this heart, I won't rot.

And I took you by the hand, and we stood tall. And remembered our own land, what we lived for.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears.

Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And now I cling to what I knew. I saw exactly what was true. But oh no more. That's why I hold. That's why I hold with all I have. That's why I hold.

And I won't die alone and be left there. Well, I guess I'll just go home, oh God knows where.

Because death is just so full and man so small. Well, I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears.

Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart but dismiss your fears.

Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

After the Storm🌼Mumford & Sons🌼Sigh No More🌼October 2, 2009

After the Storm is in my top 5 songs by Mumford & Sons. I love how sweet & gentle it sounds. I remember on December 21 last year in my Every Trick in the Book shirt & red flannel, I drew a cute lil' graphic for After the Storm. That was like the only good thing I managed to create almost entirely on my own. It's really simple, but that's the best I can do lol.

My favorite lines from After the Storm are: Get over your hill, and see what you find there with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

Went with a friend for an ice cream cone & a coffee at McyD's🍦☕ I went to T.J. Maxx & picked up some black jeans & a reindeer tee🦌 Finally saw the trailer for The Incredibles!!! It's so short lol. Hope it'll be at least just as good. Disney worries me.
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 21, 2017 4:31 AM (UTC)
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*November 19, 2017*

Weep for yourself, my man. You'll never be what is in your heart. Weep, little lion man. You're not as brave as you were at the start.

Rate yourself and rake yourself. Take all the courage you have left, and waste it on fixing all the problems that you made in your own head.

But it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line. I really fucked it up this time. Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my.

Tremble for yourself, my man. You know that you have seen this all before. Tremble, little lion man. You'll never settle any of your scores.

Your grace is wasted in your face. Your boldness stands alone among the wreck. Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck.

But it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line. I really fucked it up this time. Didn't I, my dear?

But it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line. I really fucked it up this time. Didn't I, my dear? Didn't I, my dear?

Little Lion Man⚘Mumford & Sons⚘Sigh No More⚘October 2, 2009

Little Lion Man was probably the second song by Mumford & Sons that I heard on the radio. My love for Mumford & Sons has definitely been getting deeper and deeper over the years. I first started listening to them around the time I started listening to Coldplay. I only really listened to music I bought until around the time I got into Brand New, because I didn't want to get into songs I could listen to on my iPod whenever I wanted. I don't have that problem anymore, so that's awesome.

I love the harmony in Little Lion Man and especially the lines: Your grace is wasted in your face. Your boldness stands alone among the wreck. Now learn from your mother or else spend your days biting your own neck.

Dad picked up lunch for my Sis and I which was great👍 Work was super busy, since Thanksgiving is coming up.

Thanksgiving is coming up, so I'll be able to see my grandmother, my Uncle Jimmy, and a lot of my cousins on my mom's side. I'll see my cousins on my dad's side at Christmas Eve and likely New Year's Day. That's what we did the first day of 2017 anyways😊 Hoping for a fresh start in 2018✌
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 21, 2017 3:57 AM (UTC)
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*November 18, 2017*

Before I say another word, just know that my intentions were pure. But you can't stand to be in silence. All you can hear is your own voice, fueling delusion in you, and I'm just.

So sick of backing down that I might just spill it all. And if I do, you won't be coming back without a deep scar in your soul.

Are you not sick of playing games? Sick of giving blame? Sick of fucking living like the world has never given you a life defining day?

And I can't relate, and I feel nothing for you. I feel nothing for you, and I feel it's too late, too late. I've buried this, and it's evident you won't change, won't change. I feel nothing for.

My mind is torn. I hate it, but I long to feel what I felt before. But you just keep moving towards me. What do I do? What do I say? Can you kindly just refrain? What's here for me?

Why hide the truth, that I feel nothing for you? I feel nothing for you, and I feel it's too late, too late. I've buried this, and it's evident you won't change, won't change. I feel nothing for you.

Broke away, but you're starving for closure. Seem together, but you know that I know ya. Know this is real. This is real.

It's too late, too late. I've buried this, and it's evident you won't change, won't change. I feel it's too late, too late.

I've buried this, and it's evident you won't change, won't change. I feel nothing for you. I feel nothing for you, and I feel.

FEEL NOTHING⚘The Plot in You⚘Dissolve⚘June 15, 2017 (To be released: February 16, 2018)

FEEL NOTHING is a fucking amazing song by The Plot in You and the first song to be released by them since I started listening to them in I believe January or February last year😊 Naturally, I was thrilled. It took me awhile to get to listening to it with my OCD which fucking sucks that it's been interfering with my music this year. Shop was so great when I could listen to up to 5 new albums a day.

FEEL NOTHING sounds especially good towards the ending when Landon says: I feel nothing for you. I'm so excited for The Plot in You to close with this when I see them for the first time.
I saw the best meme today of this puppy that knows all the words, and all the words = woof🐶
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 19, 2017 2:09 AM (UTC)
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What makes an INFP? (These aren't my results. I am an INFP-T, but my results are different from this).
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 18, 2017 11:12 PM (UTC)
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I think most of us know how crazy it is waiting 14 years for a new The Incredibles movie, but then I just realized I'VE WAITED MOST OF MY LIFE FOR THIS MOVIE. MOST OF MY LIFE. I'VE WAITED. MOST OF MY LIFE. LMAOOO WHAT??!!! I was Violet for Halloween when I was 7. I had a The Incredibles puzzle, watch, and light up sneakers. I also wore my The Incredibles PJ's pretty much every night😂 I have a The Incredibles t-shirt I love to wear with my black wig to feel like a modern day Violet.

The Incredibles is my favorite animated movie (and one of my all-time favorite movies along with those in the The Chronicles of Narnia series) along with Finding Nemo back when the golden age of PIXAR was coming to a close when Disney bought out PIXAR (originally owned by Steve Jobs. Finding Dory was really good somehow despite the interference of Disney, so I'm hoping The Incredibles 2 will blow my fucking mind😉
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 18, 2017 10:48 PM (UTC)
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*November 17, 2017*

Yes, evil must be fought with evil in a bygone body.

Caged in an animal, they never open up. Caught in a madhouse, dripping from my blood.

Loyal lackeys of darkness chained to my foot.

Norway, Norway, Norway.

The sun has gone away in the rain and wind of night.
The heavy gate of my childhood, locked in my cold mind.

Far down the deep valleys, mirrored in the lake. This is where I want to live. This is where I want to die.

Under the ash branches of the river, I'll find my soul.

The shadows are being petrified, don't you see that the light is killing them?

Norway, Norway, Norway.

Ulvinde (Wolfess)⚘Myrkur⚘Mareridt⚘September 15, 2017

I'm generally pretty picky when it comes to female artists, but Myrkur blew me out of the water upon my first listen of Ulvinde.

Ulvinde is a song sung by Amelie Bruun (I believe entirely) in Danish. Ulvinde translates to Wolfess in English (Wolfess tried autocorrecting to woofers lmao). I believe Ulvinde fits somewhere in the black metal subgenre. I can't say I exactly know where her music fits. I've never heard anything quite like it. Amelie's voice is very angelic and haunting in her singing, and she completely kills it when she screams⚘ Myrkur is proof that metal can truly be beautiful.

My favorite line from Ulvinde is at the end of the song: The shadows are being petrified, don't you see that the light is killing them?

Basically been relaxing after getting back from work. Got so much junk food at work that one of the customers in front of me asked if I was having a party😂 That is exactly the person I want to be lol just buying that much junk food. I got Lay's chips, popcorn, coffee, Coke Zero, Cherry Coke Zero, and Vanilla Coke Zero, popcorn, Christmas shortbread cookies, and ginger snaps. The chips were bogo, and the cookies & snaps were on sale😉 So I basically pigged out and watched cute puppies, The Gong Show, and Pee-wee's Big Adventure for the who knows how many-eth time, since I was a little kid.
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 18, 2017 4:57 AM (UTC)
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*November 16, 2017*

I'm inundated. It's alright. I feel fine. I feel collected. And if I made it the whole night, then I won't be expecting.

You lost yourself along the way. I lost myself, my other face. If you walk into your room, I bet you'd find relief along the way.

And she's so cool, my black & blue. And I'll be your fool without you, my black & blue.
Just keep your eyes locked. Just stay connected. You lost yourself along the way. I lost myself, my other face. If you walk into your room, I bet you'd find relief along the way.

If you want to be my accident, if you want to be my drone, if you want to be my only one, I think I could change my tone.

I'm inundated. It's alright. I feel fine. I feel collected. And if I made it the whole night, then I won't be expecting.

If you want to be my only one, if you want to be my drone, if you want to be my only one, I think I could change my tone.

If you want to be my accident.

Inundated⚘The 12th Human⚘Apparition⚘April 18, 2017

Inundated has been my jam lately. I got a free copy of Apparition & a free t-shirt at Kleaver Fest-Evil. I didn't know of The 12th Human's music up until not long after the festival when I listened to Apparition for the first time. I don't know the exact day it was, but I remember it was before Halloween. My tire blew out on my way to school while I was listening to Inundated😂 I have a weird memory and can remember certain things sometimes if it's related to music.

Anyways, Inundated is a really catchy & cool song written by Eric, and Eric's a mad cool dude. Inundated sounds pretty happy which is in pretty stark contrast with most of the stuff I listen to, but it's definitely good to have something upbeat in my library, and he's definitely talented, so go check out The 12th Human on Spotify or Bandcamp.

Pretty much the highlight of my day was finding out that The Plot in You is releasing their next album on February 16, 2018. Let's hope for a better year when 2018 rolls in. Not to say there haven't been good times. I really just don't want March 30th to roll around being a year without seeing my best friend. At least I got to have Coffee Cookie Crumble ice cream tonight🍦
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 18, 2017 4:33 AM (UTC)
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*November 15, 2017*

Hurt. Kill.

I’ve been trying to find my friends, but I forgot they’re all in my head. I’ve been trying to kill myself, but I forgot I’m already dead.

And I would die a thousand deaths, before I’d live again. I could have eternal life, but I choose death instead.

I choose death, or did death choose me?
I’ve been looking around, and all I see is sanity. Where did I go wrong? What is this secret you keep? Why am I so weak? What is this sickness in my speech?
I’ve been trying to look myself in the mirror and say that I’m okay with who I am and where I’ve been and what I’ve done, but I’m such a bad liar.

I’ve been trying to look myself in the mirror and say that it’s okay, that I’m still straight, that I’m just fine, but I don’t trust this tongue of mine.

Do it. Kill.

Face down on the concrete. I always said I’d never shed a tear for dead meat.

Dead Meat⚘Prison⚘N.G.R.I.⚘June 9, 2017

Dead Meat is my first song by Prison that I listened to today. I've been following Prison for awhile with the intent to listen to their music. I have really bad OCD that prevents me from doing a lot of things which has unfortunately grown to the point where it affects how I listen to music. It's been growing since I was 13, I'd say. Today, I decided to get around to finally listening to them.

Dead Meat is a really fantastic song, and I love how Johnny's vocals sound a bit reminiscent of Landon Tewers from The Plot in You, at least in my opinion, in parts of Dead Meat.

I love this line especially: I’ve been trying to look myself in the mirror and say that it’s okay, that I’m still straight, that I’m just fine, but I don’t trust this tongue of mine.

Dead Meat is a song Prison has dedicated to anyone who has struggled with the loss of a loved one.

Today, I heard the announcement that Vans Warped Tour is having their last (what's the word for it) I guess show in 2018. I definitely want to go, and I really hope I can go for my first & last. It's also the 23rd, and 23 is my favorite number. I hope Being as an Ocean will be back again like I know they were this year and Boston Manor as well.

Mostly just relaxed after school.
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 15, 2017 4:30 AM (UTC)
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On April 12 this year, I met one of my all-time favorite musicians at my first metal show ever. I'll always remember that day as one of the best days of my life. I was fortunate enough to have the opportunity to meet both Chelsea Grin (first deathcore band I ever heard) followed by Ice Nine Kills.

Technically, I accidentally saw then too early. All the VIPs were brought to the bathroom, but the woman who brought us left, and I was the last girl in the bathroom. I have virtually no sense of direction. I had no memory of where I came from, but I thought I remembered walking downstairs before, so I went upstairs and accidentally went to the VIP room before it was time. I asked the security guy how to get back to where I was before, and he was probably mad confused. I'm so blonde😂 I apologized later to Spencer for walking into the room too early. I'm not sure if he heard me or not, 'cause it was really loud even before the show. I felt really embarrassed that I went to the wrong room, but he was cool about it. He was really nice in person, and I was so unbelievably excited.

I've met him 3 times this year, my first time in April and my 2nd & 3rd on October 27th & October 28th. You can tell Spencer really appreciates his fans and tries to show them he appreciates them, and that's really good to see in the music scene. I had a really horrible few days before I went to Kleaver, and those couple days helped me so much also because I met a lot of cool people that night that I really hope I'll see next year. Everyone was really nice to me, and I felt like I actually fit in there which was a lovely feeling.

I'm seeing Ice Nine Kills one more time before the end of the year. When I was losing my shit in January, I had that to look forward to, and that kept me going. It was hard especially when my best friend who's lived next door to me since we were toddlers moved 20 hours away, and we have no way to see each other currently. It was hard to keep going, but I knew I had the concert to look forward to.

Happy Birthday, Spencer!!!🎈🎂😄🎉 Hope you have a really good birthday, 'cause you deserve it, and thank you for helping me and so many other people with your music!!!
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 15, 2017 1:57 AM (UTC)
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I tear apart the pages of the story of my life. In black and white, the wrong and right will struggle to survive.

And I've been falling apart in the pouring rain. I'm waging war on myself, a captive casualty. Traded a merciful heart for a murderer’s brain. But now I curse what's in my head, because I can't stop seeing red.

Did you really think I would falter, my friend? I've destroyed you before. I'll destroy you again.

I'm the hell that is your future. I'll incinerate your past. I'm the devil on your shoulder, but I'll always be your better half.

We might share one body, but this spine is fucking mine. By now, you should know you're just a spectator. I'm the show. Is this the end of me?

Did you really think you could hyde from me doctor? Have you not seen the legacy I've carved into the flesh of this city? Even Van Gogh would call it a bloody good impression. An artist of infection, and you're just another piece in my collection.

A mirror image of perfection whose time has fucking come.

Friends and fellow countrymen, lend me your ears. The following revelation's for you skeptics to hear.

There exists no good, only unrealized evil. I'll bring hope to the sinners and death to the people.

I tear apart the pages of the story of my life.

Cause I've been falling apart in the pouring rain. I'm waging war on myself, a captive casualty. Traded a merciful heart for a murderer’s brain. But now I curse what's in my head, because I can't stop seeing red.

I'm seeing red. The doctor is dead. I bid thee farewell. Fuck my fate. Just save a seat for me in hell.

Me, Myself & Hyde⚘Ice Nine Kills⚘Every Trick in the Book⚘December 4, 2015

Me, Myself & Hyde was the first song I ever heard by Ice Nine Kills & the first I completely fell in love with. I love the theatrical sound of it. It has an amazing uniqueness to it😍 So glad I started listening to Ice Nine Kills last year. I listened to Me, Myself & Hyde 75 times just while I was in shop the day after the night I first heard it.

Happy Birthday to Spencer Charnas of Ice Nine Kills!!!🔪 Hope he has an awesome birthday. He's a mad cool guy and super talented😊😄 Finally got to relax and eat donuts today😂
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 15, 2017 1:33 AM (UTC)
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*November 13, 2017*

I would have showed you the world as it was in my dreams. I would have dropped everything.

And for those nights when we wept for the moon, I would have died for the spring.

I found myself at the roots of the elms, singing songs to the birds and wishing this day would never end.

But it did.

These dreams came cascading down in a stream of fond memories and lost hope, and at the end of it all.

At the end of it all is only a teardrop to remember you by. A keepsake from the birds, an elegy for what we could have shared.

These words will last forever. I'll dream our memories away just to make you feel something for me again.

These words will last forever. I'll dream our memories away just to make you hurt. Just to make you feel Swear I saw snow today❄☃😊
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 15, 2017 12:58 AM (UTC)
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*November 12, 2017*

I used to rule the world. Seas would rise when I gave the word. Now in the morning, I sleep alone. Sweep the streets I used to own.

I used to roll the dice. Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes. Listened as the crowd would sing: Now, the old king is dead! Long live the king!

One minute I held the key. Next, the walls were closed on me. And I discovered that my castles stand upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand.

I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing. Roman cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword, and shield. My missionaries in a foreign field.

For some reason I can't explain, once you'd gone there was never, never an honest word. And that was when I ruled the world.

It was a wicked and wild wind. Blew down the doors to let me in. Shattered windows and the sound of drums. People couldn't believe what I'd become.

Revolutionaries wait for my head on a silver plate. Just a puppet on a lonely string. Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing. Roman cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword, and shield. My missionaries in a foreign field.

For some reason I can't explain, I know St. Peter won't call my name. Never an honest word, but that was when I ruled the world.

Hear Jerusalem bells a-ringing. Roman cavalry choirs are singing. Be my mirror, my sword, and shield. My missionaries in a foreign field.

For some reason I can't explain, I know St. Peter won't call my name. Never an honest word, but that was when I ruled the world.

Viva la Vida⚘Coldplay⚘Viva la Vida or Death and All His Friends⚘June 12, 2008

The feeling you get when you see your first favorite band live can't be out into words. Anyone can imagine how amazing I felt hearing my favorite song live for the first time in concert😍 The row in front of me definitely knew -- everyone turned and looked at me and they laughed, 'cause they're like okay that girl's fucking crazy😂 Can't get enough of Viva la Vida cx

Honestly, Viva la Vida is so relatable feeling on top of the world or having it in the palm of your hand and the next moment having it all cast away. That's how life seems to go. This is the one song I've been able to listen to 2day.
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 15, 2017 12:28 AM (UTC)
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*November 7, 2017*

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test, and don't ask why. It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable but in the end is right. I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind. Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.

Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.

It's something unpredictable but in the end is right. I hope you had the time of your life.

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)💣Green Day💣Nimrod💣October 14, 1997

I don't remember for sure when I first heard Good Riddance, but I believe it was when I was about 15, though it may have been earlier, and I just don't remember. It's such a great song that brings happy memories.

Good Riddance is apparently very out of my range😂 Sarena and I sang it as a duet. I kept laughing, 'cause it was so out of our vocal range😂 Before that, we played Nevermore, a game based on The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe. I was also shown how to play Magic, and Cards Against Humanity was fun😜 😉I don't know how I win half the time but whatever😂 I wasn't doing so well at it that time, 'cause I was really distracted with a lot.

Even though there was a lot bothering me, Sarena's Halloween party was mad fun, and that helped make me feel better😊 The food was damn good too. I tried my first sugar pie (brown sugar, I had two slices), and I had a popcorn ball and took one home, since I LOVE popcorn balls😂🍿 I also loved having an excuse to dress as Eleven again. I brought my Eggo waffles with me😄 ALSO, AYEEE I REACHED 7,000 POSTS AFTER CLOSE TO SIX AND A HALF YEARS OF BEING ON INSTAGRAM!!!🙂☺🤗😊 (posted on November 14, 2017)
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 14, 2017 10:22 PM (UTC)
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*November 10, 2017*

Look at earth from outer space. Everyone must find a place. Give me time, and give me space. Give me real. Don't give me fake.

Give me strength, reserve control. Give me heart and give me soul. Give me time. Give us a kiss. Tell me your own politik.

Open up your eyes. Just open up your eyes.

Give me one, cause one is best
In confusion, confidence. Give me peace of mind and trust. Don't forget the rest of us.

Give me strength, reserve control. Give me heart and give me soul. Wounds that heal and cracks that fix. Tell me your own politik.

Open up your eyes. Just open up your eyes.

And give me love over, love over, love over this.

Politik⚘Coldplay⚘A Rush of Blood to the Head⚘August 26, 2002

I have a lot of memories listening to Politik when I was down in my freshman year of high school. I've listened to a lot of music since then. I've spent a lot of time exploring, and I find Politik just as amazing as it ever has been. Just the way Chris sings sounds really nice. I love the sad sounding instrumentals towards the end and how Chris sings the ahh after, "Give me love over this."😍 If Coldplay ever does a A Rush of Blood to the Head anniversary tour (say maybe 20 years which is 5 years from now) count me the fuck in cx

Mostly just tired & ate last night's popcorn😂 Love Regal Cinemas, 'cause I always get a large popcorn and large blue raspberry Icee before whatever movie I see (Jigsaw yesterday), watch the movie, and then get a free refill on both as I'm leaving the theater😂 That's how you do it👌
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 11, 2017 2:11 AM (UTC)
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I look like a crazy pale ghost as always, but Jigsaw was amazing with this chick💖 It was freezing out, but it was so fun. I was literally shaking I was so excited (probably a bit chilly too lol) when it was starting just when I saw Lionsgate pop up then followed by Twisted Pictures😄 Happy Nicole could join me😊 #SAW #Jigsaw #SAW8 #SAWVIII
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 11, 2017 1:16 AM (UTC)
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*November 9, 2017*

I secretly crave, crave that scent again. Still feel lit pressing on me now. Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening. I steel my nerves for temptation's at hand again.

And I hear this calling, still you don't seem so far at all. And I hear this calling.

No secrets, deception for these would tear this down. I'll note the past, spare the pain. Spare the pain. Words match my deeds with brutal honesty. Never forget these choices were made by me.

And I hear this calling, still you don't seem so far at all. And I hear this calling out.

Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me. Though I am fearful, I will not prevent this tragedy. My strength's been tested. I wear the scars that prove. Still I believe that this calling will see me through.

And I hear this calling, still you don't seem so far at all. And I hear this calling out.

My strength's been tested. I wear the scars that prove. Still I believe that this calling will see me through.

Still I believe this calling will see me through.

This Calling⚘All That Remains⚘The Fall of Ideals⚘July 11, 2006

This Calling was the first metalcore song I ever heard, and I fell in love with the first scream😍 I first heard it in the credits of SAW 3. I learned the credits are very important, since one scene with Amanda was played at the very end of one of the movies. I'm a little rusty on some, since I can only watch them when I'm home alone.

I had to listen to This Calling again today, because it is my official SAW song now😂 Jigsaw was really good like I mean they're all like idk how to describe it. Well I mean they're all unrealistic but putting that aside they're definitely a fun watch. I love all the traps and Amanda's and John's characters. In my opinion, those two and the traps are what really make SAW.
Amanda wasn't in Jigsaw, but it wouldn't have made sense really for her to be in the plot unless maybe she was a background character or something like technically maybe they could've put her in. They kind of referenced her when John placed the Reverse Bear Trap on the table...his next victim. I lost my shit. So excited just to have that little reference to Amanda😂 Saw w/ Nicole💖
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 9, 2017 6:17 AM (UTC)
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Oh hey, guess what I'm seeing tonight (since it's technically morning right now)😊 So ready to see Jigsaw!!!
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 9, 2017 5:31 AM (UTC)
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*November 8, 2017*

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll. I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds.

But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to. Lost all faith in the things I have achieved.

And I, I've woken now to find myself in the shadows of all I have created. I'm longing to be lost in you (away from this place I have made). Won't you take me away from me?

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins. I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed.

I can't go on like this. I loathe all I've become.

Lost in a dying world, I reach for something more. I have grown so weary of this lie I live.

I've woken now to find myself in the shadows of all I have created. I'm longing to be lost in you.

I have woken now to find myself. I'm lost in shadows of my own. I'm longing to be lost in you.

Away from me.

Away From Me⚘Evanescence⚘Origin⚘November 4, 2000

Away From Me is the last track Amy sings in off Origin before the final track, Eternal. I believe Eternal is the only track Evanescence does without words. Away From Me is really catchy, and I love the build at the end. "I have grown so weary of this lie I live. I've woken now to find myself in the shadows of all I have created." Amy has such a lovely voice. She has so much power and beauty and ahh I hope to see Evanescence live someday😍 I believe today was the day Evanescence performed in my area for their Synthesis Tour. I couldn't afford to go this year, unfortunately.

I want to work on my book cover tonight, but I went searching for my SAW shirt for about three hours. I checked where I thought it would be about 3 times over the course of the three hours I was looking and eventually found it. I'm dreading waking up early. I'm mentally and physically exhausted at this point. I was about to go to sleep around 8, but my stress has been keeping me awake. I worry a lot about my mister puppy, but Copper's okay, I'm sure.

I need Christmas shortbread cookies or something. Maybe I should just get my book cover out of the way. I need to take a pic in my yellow raincoat by the sewer on my street for my retro movie poster. I can't say it's supposed to be IT...🎈
User Image viva_la_victoria_ Posted: Nov 8, 2017 3:16 AM (UTC)
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It's hard to walk through all the places that your life used to be in. So you thought you'd shed a layer, maybe try on some new skin.

Your friends are all imaginary. Your shrink stopped answering her phone. So you decide to make incisions at your home while you're alone, all alone

But you're no tailor. You're no surgeon. None of your cuts go very straight. Every new layer you uncover reveals something else you hate.

And then you cracked your head and broke some bones. And when you glued them back together, you found out you did it wrong.

Well this is the same logic that got us into trouble the first time. The same logic to get us out of trouble and shake off all the people we abuse.

I don't need to know where you come from. If you don't know where you belong.

So how's it feel to walk around, like you're some sort of freak? You're just an actor, ain't no doctor. Ashamed of what you used to be.

And you've got your kind of brand new face on, where all the skin's pulled thin and taut. And every kid you see starts crying, so you stop going out for walks.

Well, I guess nothing can be perfect, so here's a comforting thought. At the bottom of the ocean, fish won't judge you by your faults.

So how's it feel to walk around, like you're some sort of freak? You're just an actor, but now they caught you. Ashamed of what you used to be.

Goddamnit, you look so lovely, but you sound so ugly. Well Goddamnit, you look so lovely, but you sound so ugly.

Boy, we gave you every opportunity. Boy, we gave our hands to get you off your knees. Boy sat at our table and ate everything.

You say that you're still hungry, then bite the plates and break your teeth.

We started with psychodrama.

Same Logic/Teeth⚘Brand New⚘Science Fiction⚘August 17, 2017

Same Logic/Teeth is one of my newest all time favorite songs by Brand New and in general😄 So glad to hear Jesse sing it live😍 I'm glad they didn't cut out Teeth at the end cx

Definitely got an arm workout pulling up my garage door multiple times filming for my video project for school. Watched more than half of SAW II right past the needle pit with Amanda. Just watched The Host, now onto another episode of The X-Files👽