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Posted: Oct 19, 2017 5:52 AM
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These Overalls Are 100% The Least Flattering Thing I’ve Ordered On The Internet & I 100% Don’t Give A Shit feat. DJ BUDDY HEADRUBZ // #5ever21
Posted: Oct 16, 2017 10:15 PM
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"Hey man - open up. I got the stuff."
"Who is it?"
"It's Dave, man. Open up!"
Posted: Oct 15, 2017 1:52 AM
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Hosted a clothing swap & it was a success because the food I made was good, the people were wonderful as always, and I scored this pin that is the epitome of #ItMe
Posted: Oct 11, 2017 6:26 PM
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found a turd on my bed. 💩🐱
Posted: Oct 9, 2017 4:42 AM
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we could be two straight lines in a crooked world // 🎧: @cchelseawwolfe “Tracks (Tall Bodies)”
Since they won't be at Fest this year for me to gawk at in amazement while @alitheasuzanne laughs at me... // #themenzingers #our20sareover 🎸: @themenzingers
Posted: Oct 5, 2017 3:47 AM
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tfw your customer service job is taking a toll on your introverted existence & no amount of alone time is enough to recharge. // 🎧: "Shadows" -@futureislands feat. @blondieofficial
Posted: Sep 30, 2017 6:30 PM
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Wild Friday Night With Cramps: The Aftermath // 🎧: @worriersmusic "Survival Pop"
Posted: Sep 29, 2017 8:33 AM
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I am an absolute sucker for these types of memes. Mix nostalgia + social media consumption --- I. AM. THERE.

Today I dug pretty deep through my IG for the photo on the left. Thanks to some physical trauma, I have a real difficult time with my memory. My IG is 0% a stream of finely curated photos of brilliant moments I share with the world, and 100% an external hard drive of visual reminders that my faulty brain can't store anymore.

The 2012 photo on the left is pretty significant. Literally one day before I took that selfie - sporting my first attempt at winged eyeliner & a red lippie - I had an ovary removed because of #️⃣issues (the PCOS struggle is REAL). My (now) ex refused to go to the appointment with me, resulting in my best friend Britton hanging out with me after the appointment instead, & having a real long talk about the circumstances of the abusive relationship I was in. Ex dude's absence from my side that day was just a single sprinkle on the Fucked Up Boyfriend sundae.

That night I went home with the realization that I gotta figure out a way to leave that shit. It would be another year after taking a photo of my really fucking adorable face before I'd actually leave.
Looking at the photos surrounding that selfie, I could really see how I was attempting to figure myself out a little - between posting full-body photos of myself to being stoked on wearing >>green jeans<< (instead of indigo or black denim), I could tell that I was trying to expand. Very safely, and in a very basic babe sorta way - but expanding, still.
2012 me was struggling to make sense of & come to terms with the reality of the almost decade of abuse I endured & continued to experience, with no real idea how to break out of it.

2017 me still struggles with the lingering emotional scars collected from those years, but has a better sense of self, & posts full-body selfies of her fat babe bod more often than people probably care to see (#sorrynotsorry my chubby thighs r cute, k). A lot has changed since then - in monumental ways, minuscule ways, productive ways, less than desirable ways. 5 years isn't a whole lot of time, but damn: 2012 me - WHO IS SHE?
Posted: Sep 27, 2017 7:23 PM
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Reasons I've Cried Today: cramps ▪️not having the emotional bandwidth to deal with people ▪️ I couldn't find my favorite shorts to wear under skirts ▪️ I didn't make my iced coffee correctly ▪️ Blink 182s "Dammit" came up on a playlist ▪️pop punk in general ▪️ realizing I'm closing tonight & hoping the stylists finish on time ▪️ couldn't find ANY Midol at home ▪️spent my last dollars on a donut yesterday which means I can't get a Snickers today ▪️ mom got me this tank top that ended up being too big but I still love it ▪️existing ▪️ it's not even 12:30 in the afternoon
@thefestfl is a month away & I can't wait to see my friends & drinks beers & sing along to some of my favorite bands & eat lots of pizza & exist in a state of perpetual disbelief that my life & the folks who are in it allow me such joys. // #fest16 #prefestybor5 #ijustreallylovelemuria
Posted: Sep 25, 2017 9:09 AM
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Took me at least 12 selfies to get this ONE presentable selfie so WHATEVER WITH YOUR RULES, OLAF'S
Posted: Sep 24, 2017 7:57 PM
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By noon I had pet four dogs & was given flowers from an older dude from SF walking through from the farmers market outside. YOURE NOT GONNA RUIN MY DAY, PHANTOM D BUSES MAKING ME LATE THIS MORNING. 🌸💪🏻
Posted: Sep 21, 2017 10:23 PM
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Tough life being a spoiled indoor cat.
There's this amazingly fortunate theme in my life where I know the most innovative, creative, genuine humans. Tonight I'm celebrating a woman who I've only personally known for a couple months, but have admired for much longer.
Realizing dreams & taking charge of your future - I'm so proud of & excited for you, Dylan. I miss witnessing your creativity through hair & fashion on a regular basis, but I can't ever say I'm not happy to see your new adventure. 💖🌼🦄🌈🍬