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User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 16, 2017 11:02 PM (UTC)
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What fun is the rain ☔️ without some puddle jumping?! I could stop the caption right there but....we were having so much fun jumping that having to stop & change out of soaking wet clothes was VERY hard. The meltdown was definitely more intense than I've encountered in a while. It hurts me so much to see Liam getting so upset simply because transitioning is hard. I also told him no a few times at first because honestly I didn't want to deal with wet clothes & he jumped at school too with his teacher. Which was fun but also got the car seat very wet. It's easy for me to post a picture like this, write a cute caption & move along but mamas motherhood is hard & we all face challenges. It's OKAY! Don't apologize for admitting you aren't going to miss the meltdowns & tantrums. Or the messy & soaking wet clean ups. It sucks & their ain't nothing precious about a soaking wet screaming toddler pulling their hair out mmmmkay?! Amen? #blessed #butalsostressed #passthecoffee #motherhood #autism
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 13, 2017 7:16 PM (UTC)
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You cant tell but this mug is from London & it makes me want to go back so bad! I haven't been since I was 13. Today feels like a London day though. Cold & crisp and finally some RAINNNNN! Ok soaking up all of November. I'm so thankful to be in this season. Every thanksgiving my parents took me & my sister and to see the opening movie that would come out for the holidays. I kinda want to see if you can take the kids? Maybe to bold? What are some thanksgiving traditions you have?
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 11, 2017 12:48 AM (UTC)
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1. It's November. Pumpkins 🎃 will be out until Thanksgiving. 2. I'm not that much of a grinch I promise but with two kids I gotta do one holiday at a time. 3. Getting like 98% of what I need in one box 📦 to my doorstep is basically perfection. Levi was very enthused to get our wellness box 😂 I have 3 Christmas Spirit oils to give out to my friends...see told you I'm not a grinch!.... for anyone who's been watching my journey with essential oils. This past year I've probably felt the best + my family in so many areas than we ever have before. Immune support, sleep, aches, postpartum, focus, respiratory, emotional... I'll stop! I wish I would have known about this kind of support years ago. I never knew how much better things could have been. I love teaching so I have an online class coming up next week & would love to plug you in! You can slide in to my DM 😂🙈( I had to I'm sorry) or drop me a 🙋🏼in the comments. Okay happy FRY-DAYzzz!
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 9, 2017 7:30 AM (UTC)
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Oh hey. The one who gave me my babies. Where it all started. I wrote this on my fb: I'm a mess. I get to upset. To hangry. I really struggle postpartum to feel normal. I've made mistakes. I haven't always said I'm sorry. We've celebrated birthdays & babies. We've been through the valleys. We've been on the mountain top. We've been sort of a whirlwind of a roller coaster since we got married. Marriage is probably the opposite I ever learned in church. I sure couldn't do without you though. I've learned I'm not perfect 😂 I need hugs even if I don't want them & that at the end of the day being with the person who loves you more than anything in the world with their babies by their side is the most important.
Thanks for making me your wife & loving me & holding me despite my imperfections. You know how to show me love like our Jesus does and while I don't always feel deserving I'm sure glad you do.
Love you to the end forever. 💜
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 9, 2017 7:29 AM (UTC)
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My babies. My two sons who I hope and pray to raise up as strong men. Men who hold doors. Bring flowers. Respect women & everyone around them. Treat people kindly. Speak life into everyone around them. Do what they love. Show love. Enjoy life. Pick up their messes. Include people. Own their true selfs. I adore my babies and I'm proud to be their mama. 💜
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 9, 2017 7:26 AM (UTC)
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Family photos today & um HELLO look at my adorable child & his leaf & smile & okay I'm done being a dramatic mom now 😂🍂😍
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 9, 2017 1:41 AM (UTC)
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Trying to take a good selfie & well just swipe 😂😂😂
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 7, 2017 6:55 PM (UTC)
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Liam wore this bonnet & now its nuggets turn 😭😍 also, the teeth! 😁😬 #levikai #stellaandwilbur
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 6, 2017 11:06 PM (UTC)
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We visited daddy at work today + had an awesome morning at all staff! I love being apart of such a wonderful church again plus I'm happy to play pass the baby with everyone 😍😂Levi is such a love and just is so content being loved on! Also, I know everyone is loving the Gaines new line but the project 62 at target is so good too 🙌🏼
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 6, 2017 1:27 AM (UTC)
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Marched two kids in here all by myself for my latte & doughnut to get us through the afternoon slump! ☕️🍩
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 4, 2017 2:56 AM (UTC)
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1.5 years ago I felt like I had a glimpse into hell. Everyday was screaming, meltdown, not being able to go anywhere, crying, begging the Lord for answers. I've had a number of things broken either from Liam throwing or me getting so upset at night I would slam a dish so hard in the sink because I felt like a failure. I felt like things were never going to get better. Why we're all my friends children smiling in pictures? Why were they talking & eating? Why wasn't their child screaming because they were out at a pumpkin patch or store or a coffee shop? It felt like the weight of the world on my shoulders and I was crumbling. I was snippy, angry, tearful, sad & the worst version of myself trying to slap a smile and keep it together. I constantly felt invalidated for what I was feeling and knew in my gut. When we got a diagnosis in may my heart sank & it burst with relief. I knew and finally had the answer. Liam has high functioning Autism. Today, when asked, he turned off the light, hugged his brother, got in the car, was okay the cookie we got from Starbucks was different, put his shoes & backpack away, asked for milk, put his dinner plate in the sink, handed me his kindle when it died, thanked me for countless things, rubbed oils on his wrists and breathed deeply between uncomfortable moments for him, has said so many words, let me read a whole story, hugged me & kissed me. You guys, with tears in my eyes I never thought I would see a day where it felt more normal & typical than not. Where my home didn't feel like complete chaos. Where I hugged my first born baby and finally feel like we have that special bond. Liam I knew you would change me forever I just didn't know how. I'm so so beyond glad you're my son & my Brave Liam 💙 #mybraveliam #autism #autismawareness #nonverbal
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 3, 2017 10:58 PM (UTC)
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After school hangs in the leaves. We're always the last to leave school. He loves it that much 😂💜🍁🍂
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Nov 1, 2017 1:04 AM (UTC)
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" You're mad. Bonkers. Off you're head...But I'll tell you a secret....all of the best people are." 🐛🍄💜🐰🐱🌷#aliceinwonderland #halloween #halloweencostume
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 31, 2017 8:46 PM (UTC)
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Liams school Halloween parade! 👻 of course the year he's in school I decided to do a family costume 🤦🏼‍♀️😂 so Lularoe leggings to the rescue! Can't wait to dress up later for trick or treating! 🎃
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 30, 2017 4:15 PM (UTC)
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Basically the most perfect picture of us 😍😍 happiest little guy at school drop off today. 💜 Love being his mama!
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 29, 2017 1:11 AM (UTC)
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Special Needs Trunk or Treat night 🤗🎃Love my Liam 💙
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 27, 2017 6:18 PM (UTC)
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Do you have those moments in life where you're so close to a goal it's almost laughable? That's how I feel right now with my Young Living business. Can I be truthful here for a minute? I never ever thought I would be apart of a small business like this. There is a such a bad rap sometimes & yes a lot of people do direct sales very very veryyyy wrong. I didn't sign up for young living though thinking anything other than I wanted an alternative for my oldest Liam. I didn't want to turn to a pharmaceutical company for his behaviors. I know western medicine can be a gift but why not try to treat my needs in a natural approach first? Everyone seems to be obsessed with wanting things natural, healthy, chemical free but yet our mindset in this culture is to still turn away from it. #truth I thought these bottles were a joke. I was like YEAH RIGHT. The more I see in social media though people are wanting something natural but are turning to lower quality oils. I chose Young Living because the are the best of the best. They started this whole oil biz & no other company can match that. They've been doing it the longest and they set it up so others could earn a paycheck. I'm proud to be apart of YL. They've changed my mindset, my home & my family. They've allowed me connect friends and earn extra for my family. I have bigger dreams now & while some people think it's silly, I think of all the testimony's from my friends telling me how oils have changed their lives & how thankful they are to me for introducing them. If my non verbal autistic son can reach for oils, ask for them & smile then I don't know what else could be said! In this upcoming holiday season I'm grateful & plan to sprinkle that around like crazy. 🎃👻 PS. I have a crazy good deal + an online class right now & would love to help you jump! #youngliving #chasingsilver #essentialoils #autism
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 22, 2017 4:11 PM (UTC)
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Haven't posted about this nugget since before my little break. He's happy, smiley, always wants to be near brother. Loves food so much he cries if you don't feed him. Drama llama. He's learned how to throw baby tantrums and honestly it just makes me laugh so much! His little fits compared to what Liam used to do is nothing. 98% of the time though he's happy. He talks and babbles. Always getting in my face for attention. He's just the littlest hunk of love. 💜I'm sad his first birthday is approaching 😭 Also this sweater I bought for Liam at a thrift store & I'm sad it's finally cold enough and he barely fits it. #levikai
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 21, 2017 7:55 PM (UTC)
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"There's an oil for that!" My first make & take class was a blast today! So fun hanging out with some beautiful friends and sharing the goodness of oils! 🌿 Can't wait till next time! You can learn more on my oils account: @chelzz_essentials #youngliving #essentialoils
User Image chelzz_white Posted: Oct 20, 2017 7:12 PM (UTC)
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Fun fact Friday 😂🤷🏽‍♀️ idk. Just came to my brain anyways Levi was napping on me and I was scrolling social media. Particularly fall fashion and just how much I miss trying to be somewhat trendy. Fall 2010? I applied for FIDM/ fashion institute of design and merch. I got in & decided on interior design. Which CLEARLY you can see if reflected in the background of this photo. 😂 I mean it's so evident right? My first week I basically had a panic attack knowing I was going to end up spending 50k on a freaking AA degree so I quit. Sometimes, like today, I look back and wonder where my life would have led me if I had stayed. In three years I've had two kids, lost & gained weight, breastfeeding & all kinds of crazy postpartum changes. My hair freakin falls out & then grows in like a lions mane now & my exterior shape is so different. My path I chos was something I always wanted. There's just bits of me now that are like Hello? Can we come back to focus too? Is there some room? Fashion is by no means a serious thing compared to being a wife & mother but it's a part of me I do miss. So even though I'm wearing leggings and a comfy oversized black tunic I think for the rest of the day I'll ditch my mom shoes aka birks and pretend I live a slightly fancier life in my pointy flats 👠💁🏼