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  Posted: May 7, 2012 1:45 PM FEED
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Sunshine comes to those who feel rain.
Posted: Oct 12, 2017 3:38 PM
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Raw. Vulnerable

I remember having depressions where I just want to end the pain and suffering

Depressions where I start hurting myself to make me feel that physical pain is much more hurtful than mental pain

I didn’t get much support. I cried and cried until I get bruises and fall asleep

I often think I’m not good enough for people that I love

I will suddenly feel rock bottom without understanding why I am feeling that way

I will suddenly not have an appetite to eat
I’m happy that I’m still able to overcome the feeling. Battling depression is never easy. Always remind yourself that it’s going to be okay

Mental Illness is real. You’re lucky if people around you have your support and they will keep reminding you how beautiful and important you are to them

Please understand rather than judging

Sending warm hugs to everyone battling depression

Sharing to you all the most mesmerising thing I have ever seen in my life when @putraskywalker brought me to SEA Aquarium during our anniversary. 😍 #squishysquishy
Just hold on me tightly and I’ll be your pillar whenever you’re weak or feeling down. I promise to be there for you at your lowest.
5 Crazy Years

He tried to drag time yesterday just to make sure we will not return to our resort immediately. He asked us to chill by the beach and talk about random stuff and about us

Before heading back to resort I was arguing with him just because he always on his phone. Then going in the hotel he said he "lost" the room key and need to make a phone call to reception. I keep insisting him to use the phone at the lobby restaurant to Front Office but he was stubborn and wanted use him phone and call "Front Office"

So we head back to our room and was surprised with his. I didn't even want to go in the room at first, because I thought it wasn't our room. HAHA

He pulled me in. I just hugged him and cried. I was left speechless. Damn. 5 years. That's half a decade. Craziest ever

I always wanted a surprise but when I do get a surprise I always don't know how to react. Still in awe with everything

Thank you to @traycy and @shereentmy for helping him out with this. I can't imagine how much you guys practiced your lungs to blow all these balloons. Putra being mangkok at times didn't even give you guys a pump. Haha. Omg. Really thank you

Okay, so while I was typing this whole thing at the poolside he came with the bouquet of tulips. 😭❤️ The people around us was just smiling. I think they all thought that he's proposing. I'm literally crying. The tulips are so beautiful
Dear Putra, I know we always don't have much time for each other and I always complain about it. This whole thing is too much and I love every single thing about it. 5 years with you is just full of ups and downs but I will always treasure every memories that we made and we will make. Thank you for everything. Happy 5th year anniversary, my love. ❤️
"She is made up of depths even the ocean couldn't fathom." - Jessica Katoff
Two of the strongest people that I have ever known. I love you both. ❤️ We're always here for both of you.
"Every place you've ever imagined.. they're real. There is a fictional city in your mind and you know every corner of it. Your mind is a world. Each of us is a place." - Porter Robinson
All gratitude and love to my mom and dad who has been taking care and loving me unconditionally for the past 27 years of existence. Thank you for loving me and ate unconditionally, always working hard to give us the best that we could have, for teaching us lessons in life

I love you mama and papa so much. Thank you for bringing me into this world. I am a one lucky girl to be your daughter.