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painting.roses.red Monday, my friends and I are making a Thanksgiving lunch where we all bring something and all say what we're not thankful for and im really scared. Im bringing sprite, pie, and corn bread, but im scared about eating. There wont be many healthy options and i feel rude not eating at all. I just hope i can get away with some water or something. Im so scared ill binge and gain weight. I already feel bloated. This week is gonna be rough. 3h

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painting.roses.red Today was ok, but i binged at the end and didnt exercise. I was in wisconsin and managed to get away with only a little bit of food for lunch. A lot less than i expected, at least. I just hope that tomorrow will go better. I'll be making an apple pie for school and im scared about that. Im scared about thanksgiving in general. I just hope i dont binge and gain this week. #ana #alone #anxiety #anorexia #binge #bulimia #cut #cry #crazy #cutting #dead #ed #eatingdisorder #fat #hatethis #insane #lame #loser #lonely #nevergoodenough #purge #skinny #starve #suicide #starving #suicidal #staystrong #wicked #wretched 3h

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defloratorofficial Last night was THE SHIT! Thanks to everyone who attended! and to all the bands that played also, y'all kicked ass! #AlterBeast #Wretched #WithinTheRuins 3h

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Normal Danielle Estraca
iluv_sweetrolls If I wasn't here tomorrow,
Would anybody care?
Still stuck inside this sorrow,
I've got nothing and going nowhere,
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone,
Someone that I like better,
I can never forget ,
So don't remind me of it forever.
What if I just pulled myself together?
Would it matter at all?
What if I just try not to remember?
Would it matter at all?
All the chances that have passed me by,
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?
Would it matter at all?

#wretched #worthless #NotEnough #JustMe #WouldItMatter
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allern My son's first mosh pit! 13 years old and getting right in there to kick some ass! #ProudPapa #Wretched 24h

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