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ghouletta An old piece. Uncensored on my personal blog if you have the link. 1w

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modify_the_nerd I find myself lost in things I understand. I find warmth in a place where sense is lost. #thoughtflow #guyswithtattoos #guyswithplugs #lost #fuckyou 3w

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helpedhelper I can't sleep. I have had an unusually high amount of pent-up energy inside of me today, my mind buzzing much like the rest of me.️I only wish I had this much energy during the first half of my day, when I am instead sluggish and drained, and did not have all these racing, inspired thoughts at a time when I need to be resting.I am so very grateful for this day. Another day lived, survived, appreciated, loved. Another day during which I have received a lot of love and good vibes sent my way, because I was open to them in the first place. Because I Am deserving. Because I Am connected. And little by little, I am becoming Myself. It is both frightening and exhilarating. Finally.I decided it's time for a picture change. Making this account, I had no idea what I wanted to do besides just connect. Just express myself 100% honestly as the raw soul that I am. My mind has no shape or form, so my picture had no representation of any sort of physical boundary. I have not chosen to be "anonymous" for reasons other than I did not think I had to be defined by any characteristic that would get in my own way of becoming Me through this forum. I think I found comfort in not judging myself for anything as I shared each post; I am just Me-the mind expressing thoughts is just that-what you see is what you get, because that is what Is.It's ironic that my now-previous profile pic is of the sun in the vast sky; I "was" this photo but in reality, I have been shown the sunshine of the human spirit through being connected to new people here. I have been given the gifts of insight, inspiration, love, and sharing and that is why I feel more open and vast like the blue sky. My new picture is actually of me; I am open and receiving more and more and hoping to give what I can. I am coming out of my shell. I'm "Holding Up The Horizon", as ive called it, and You are doing it with me. Together, we make this world what it is. And it is only becoming more and more beautiful. Thank you for joining me on this exciting journey. So much love for you all, for Us all. We are Helped Helpers, let's never forget it. 3w
  •   letitgoforgiveness Very sweet post! 3w
  •   helpedhelper @letitgoforgiveness Thank you so much for stopping by to read it and for saying so!🌞 3w
  •   semerkwany1477 Hold it up @helpedhelper , there's much holding that needs to be done 3w
  •   helpedhelper @semerkwany1477 Indeed, there is. I try to do my part and then some, and it sounds like you're someone who does the same so cheers! 3w
  •   journeyoftheheart I love that you are here expressing yourself, exposing yourself & being true to you & this world. It's real. It's life. It's encouraging. It's beautiful. It's needed. There are a ton of "inspirational quote accounts" but not as many that are blended with personal stories or pictures though, so I love it!!!!!! 1w
  •   helpedhelper @journeyoftheheart you know, hearing that truly means a LOT to me, so thank you. I have this need of expression for many reasons, one of which being that I know others do as well-and I enjoy not only connecting with others about what I share but also hopefully showing someone that being open and honest is always worth it, and that first and foremost it is OKAY to do! It is as real as it gets on my account here, and I feel that it should be everywhere else in the world...I'm lucky to have connected to like-minded and like-spirited people on this account such as yourself who feel the same and appreciate such things. it still amazes me when people tell me they actually read my words which I still have a hard time not putting down as "rants"... 1w

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ghouletta //my teeth are crystal/my tongue, loaded pistol/my thoughts abysmal/making this weapon/unforgivable// #lyrics #writersofinstagram #mywriting #thoughtflow 1mon

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ashis_27 I feel like I would kill it at the gym listening to this song. Just a thought though, I don't actually have a membership to a gym. 💭 #gymflow #thoughtflow #noflow #tired 1mon
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  •   glittaluv Fall out boy tickets for the giant center is on groupon fyi ! Maybe you can work out there ! ;) 1mon

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magnetsandmiracles I feel like I am in a race against Time,it always being one step ahead of me,unbeatable.This is how I perceive Time to be:an enemy of sorts.I don't give it enough credit with how much support it gives me,
being patient as I try to catch up to my own(unfairly high)expectations I set for myself.Time doesn't require as much of me as I often blame it to.It gives me incredible gifts.It opens my eyes,showing me more of the world,little by little,as much as I can handle moment by moment.Whenever it seems too much to bear all at once,I don't trust it,assuming it must really get a kick out of me running around like a chicken with my head cut off-as if Time was a man who had nothing better to do than sit there and mock me.Time is a tool.Time is also a bit of a perception.Time is whatever we make it into.I've made Time a monster I feel brave enough to face until it's IN my face,showing me all the ways in which it is available to me,and I put my tail between my legs and back away, afraid.Of what?Of things not truly related to time,I know that much.Time passes, there's no doubt about it,&within its' frames exist experiences.Natural cycles of Life and Death occur.But I don't want to live my life in the shadows of worry about Time creeping up to my door,ready to take away the Good or leave a flaming paper bag of Bad on my steps.How lovely would it be to look within&pick apart the illusions I have of it once&for all,fitting pieces of the puzzle of Life together using Time as glue, instead.Taking responsibility for what I can&must,accepting the unknown rest for what it is.Less blame,less cowardice;a more friendly demeanor towards Time and MySelf.Taking away the self-sewn blindfold from my eyes and see Time,&all else,for something different,something wholly beautiful.What do I want to see?A dead leaf,crumbling,frozen in place underneath a dark,cold layer of ice?No.I want to see a beautiful living thing,having lived attached to what gave it birth&housed it,what introduced it into the world,&what has helped I grow enough to let go of it when it's ready to start a new process,fusing with undiscovered elements.Time trusts me;it's my turn to trust Time.
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thewanderingowl Think.. Think and think.. Think your way to the top and then act on it. What else you got to do? #thoughtflow #master #mind #monday 1mon

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jaysrose #words #journaling #thoughts #linedpaper #writing #cathartic #thoughtflow #wrote #write #blackink #sigh
Tonight's journal: recovering from #gallbladder surgery, I've spent the last 5 days home with my daughters and husband. Realizing how much i miss while at work... kinda had a sad moment.
They're older and well adjusted. Just a mommy moment.
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