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cianokav Throwing it back to this time last year #graduation #2014 #thingschange #timeflies 2h

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poe_velli I was just informed that some scandalous shit is going on. I'm not usually one to openly talk my business - but right now I couldn't care any less and feel that I should welcome the opinion of others and invite you to a portion of my world.
As a lot of you probably already know. I am a mother fucking problem! Not because I do wrong constantly or have no morals. But because I am constantly fighting with my desires, lifestyle, environment, upbringing and my own truth.
Life hasn't been great with me growing up, but the saying goes "such is life" and God is in control - so who am I to complain or moan... I met a beautiful, amazing funny girl that I have known for nearly 6-7 years. Started spendin time with her and ended up falling deeply in love!
Now picture this... Imagine you have never experienced anything good without having to lose an arm or leg. Imagine never having a real connection - unless u are paying for it in some way. Imagine completely contradicting and compromising your life and way of living for an individual that is everything you want and need - except this person can't show the same love back?
Like don't get me wrong? Her actions led me to fall in love so she must have done some right. She was pure. Intelligent. Sexy with shyness and thought she was all mine. Sometimes that seems like it's ok - but deep down May not be enough. To have a successful relationship whether that is intimate, a friendship or platonic, you must remove any and every misconception you have of the individual and focus solely on them and building with them. You must clear your mind of all animosity, negativity and aim for progression. Spite, ignorance and stubbornness are killers. I realise that now. At one point I thought ignorance was bliss until I accepted the truth that all it does is allow for a tumour to grow silently that will one day show itself and cause problems, strain, pain and discomfort... After some time of being with my lie at the time - we were going through a lot of immature tit for tat behaviour, not dealin with out problems and creating more as we went along...
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  •   theonly_malikia_89 U don't need to explain write or justify nothing to no one but ur self n God n her if she's willing to make a fresh go of things but if not say sorry walk away n get on with ur own personal growth everything in life is lesson n sad as it may seem this may be one of them n woman hold things real deep she must be absolutely burning to be trying to get at u she must feel disrespected n hurt only u can try heal that go over n put end to all of it say sorry n talk be open be honest n take hold of ur wrongs n own them to her if that can not happen move on n leave her to be bitter she will heal in her own time n way chin up only the strongest of pple are given the hardest of lessons 2h
  •   poe_velli Anyhuuuuu... Ima wrap this one up and say I am sorry... I have stripped myself down to the white meat and am bearing all I have left! Take me as I come and do as u please... I am man not beast! I have feeling and I am now starting to pay attention to them... Love isn't a four letter word! It's something I believe cannot be expressed with just a word, sentence or even a book... It is something I feel and lives within u. It is a way of life that sometimes changes. It is the same as air... U need it to survive. It is our life source. We intake love everyday jus as we do air... Only difference is we don't complain about air because it is always there flowing through us... Love is the same - you just have to remember it is there... Flowing through us... Complacency is a killer and so is comfort... Lord give me strength to overcome these obstacles and defeat my enemies tenfold. By saying that I do not mean I am going to war, well not literally anyway.. But in the mental term everyday is a battle and ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE - #LoveIsGood #IAmSorry #BareWithMe #ThingsChange #Live #Laugh #Love #PoeSaidSo 2h
  •   poe_velli @theonly_malikia_89 only God knows why I didn't shed a tear reading your comment. It isn't everyday we connect with someone in a way where they show care for your well being and happiness such as you have and I appreciate that more then you will ever know. For me to receive such a warm wake up that is uplifting and conscious is remarkable - so for it to come from an absolute stranger to my life is unbelievable and I am forever grateful... Thank u 2h
  •   theonly_malikia_89 It's all love homie 2h
  •   cityduke Sometimes it's good to express yourself homie. @poe_velli 1h
  •   _2111 Maya Angelou once said You may not be able to control all the events that happen to you, but you sure as hell can decide not to be reduced by them. See things may once have seemed to be falling apart.. but that kind of pressure only formed a diamond today. You had to go through it. If your friend has chosen to be reduced by her past, let her fuel her journey on the opinions of others. Clearly it mattrrs to her but soon she'll run out of gas. Just dont be fooled into reducing yourself too. #fromonehumantoanother 1h
  •   poe_velli @_2111 I dnt know what possessed you to write such strong words but I am speechless... Thankyou 1h
  •   _2111 I wouldve benefited nothing from keeping it to myself. You needed it more. Never allow yourself to be made a victim bro. Accept nobodys definition of your life; define yourself. I believe in you #takecareofyou 55min

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jasminperez_mua_ Happy Monday and Happy Memorial Day! Whatever your dealing with whatever your facing know you will get through it!
#moveforward #positivethinking #thingschange #achieve
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health_hair_body_beauty I can not believe all the results coming in from the Hair, Skin, and Nail! AMAZING! I am looking for a few more girls to use this product for 3 months as part of my before and after portfolio! You will get my costs and write a short review at the end 3h

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chiaratruglio11 I giorno piú bello deve ancora venire. Ma tu nel frattempo tenta di esser felice più di ieri e meno di domani. Mostrarsi semplici e sorridenti è l'arte suprema del mondo #happy #thebestisyettocome #grazie #ilmegliodime #opportunità #theopening #futuro #hope #Ibelongtoyou #whendreamcomestrue #onesoul #tagsforlikes #soexitedtobehereagain #sohappy #milanisalwaismilan #thebestcountryever #thingschange # 3h

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  •   monicar5 A Beyoncé said "thank god I found the good in goodbye" 6h

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simply_crabs1 It's fourth quarter in the game! No fumbles allowed! #nosnapzone #thingschange #peoplechange #gratefultobeabletostand 15h

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stspittin I Remember when I used to work here... I would rap to my
co - workers and tell them I didn't really take it serious... #ThingsChange @la_thats_me
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  •   jennylea415 Sometime u just have to let ppl go 18h

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