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jordan_myview Seasons of life don't always fit into perfect calendar months or order and sometimes they even bleed into each other. Sometimes you don't realize you're in a season until you saying goodbye to it and acknowledging the change, growth, awareness, pain, joy, and insights you've endured. Everything that is drawn out of me in these days of pain and uncertainty just leaves me screaming love... craving a soft blanket of delicate and perfect stillness, leaving my voice hoarse while I crave and seek Peace.
The sun is old on water
Yearling flakes keep whirling by
"Carry me awry"

Collapsing breaths discover
Turning hope, new-boarded highs
Receding howls dew the skies

Closing eyes recover
Amber light in wintry bed
"Can you pull me under the cold, charred sea?" Whispered words of summer
Fallen ode, a bawling bless,
Serenades the water and carries me anew.

In softest air, a stutter
Steers the heart away from the bane,
Leaves the lasting sorrow and carries me anew. /O.A

#fornowiamwinter #olafurarnalds #winter #wintertrees #heartsong #growingpains #loveislove #loveistheeternalseason #legacybuilding #learning #cancerfighter #cancerninja #terminalbutnottoday but always #terminallychill
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vanillabean_af See the truth and you will see me. #terminallychill #buddhism #relax 15h

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migzdaking Send me hatred I'll feed on that , Kill my vibe ? No I will never grieve that #paparazzi #terminallychill #part2 #tbt #throwback #Thursday #time #watch #pose #beardgang #lowfades #blur #schemingup #clean #black&white 16h

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jordan_myview Of all the things I have been called, "Mommy" is far most my favorite and special. When I second-guess myself, my worth, my purpose or value- it only takes looking into their eyes and hearing the words of their hearts to give me peace and confidence. Fostering hearts that are focused on thankfulness and love is a big part of the legacy I hope I leave with them. They are the best parts of me; parenting is one of the hardest things you'll ever do but in exchange it teaches you the meaning of unconditional love.

Our great human adventure is the evolution of consciousness. We are in this life to enlarge the soul, liberate the spirit, and light up the brain. /T.R.

#thankfulheart #parenthood #shepherd #legacybuilding #sweethearts #bestofme #behindthesceneadventures #mothers #daughters #blessed #theyaremystory #cancermom #cancerfighter #cancerninja #terminalbutnottoday but always #terminallychill
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reeseandstuff I don't want to live through winter. I can't stand to see everything ending. I'll just stand on the meadow. I'll be taken by sun beams, so goodbye. #blackmothsuperrainbow #icecold #terminallychill 5d

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yungfoxmulder on a similar note I really miss fort tilden too 6d

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ingthunem Anyone out There in this big world that have had or know someone with an implanted port that the body did not accept? Would love to get a dm. Please help 😎#implantedport #tpn #tubie #spoonie #terminallychill #TeamTPN #TPN #support #superspoonie #help #helpme #contact #fluids #port #pushgirl #sickgirlprobs #sick #strong #needhelp #Nevergiveup #portproblems #strong #awerness #feedingtubeawerness #feedingtube #blood #iv #eatingwithmyveins #resarchs 1w
  •   gods_girl159 @awesome_ice is this what happened with yours? I know you had to have it removed suddenly 1w
  •   marieke75rn Did you have an allergic reaction to it? 1w
  •   ingthunem The doctors are not sure what exctly is happening but is seems like the body tries to get rid of it try to get it out by twisting an turning 1w
  •   kristinafla Hello I follow @anitaelisabethb If the hospital that put it in uses a chlorahexadine infused port tubing to prevent infection, you may have an allergy to the chlorhexidine. They should have ports and tubing without the chlorhexidine that will prevent the allergy. Is it the patient that is pictured? They should test you for chlorahexadine sensativity. Had you ever had reactions to dressing changes with chlorahexadine bath or prep? @ingthunem 1w
  •   ingthunem Thanks @kristinafla i an not sure, it is me the main problem is inside but the skin do also have an inflamtion 1w
  •   kristinafla The tubing that is inside your skin leading to your heart is also coated with the chlorhexidine. Your body may be rejecting it because it is sensitive to it. @ingthunem 1w
  •   kristinafla I hope the doctors can figure it out 1w
  •   awesome_ice Mine was infected @gods_girl159 1w

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amber_nic_allen I'm really liking my hair now that I dyed it again. #freshcolor #red #garnet #selfie #terminallychill #stonerfordays 1w

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jordanearlbrown Typical coffee shop Instagram cappuccino photo in an attempt to be artsy as fuck. The coffee is pretty good though #terminallychill 1w

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Mayfair Ingrid Thunem
ingthunem I love my new headbands this is one of 4 beautys. Thank You @fightingcrohnsandliving and @sweetbugoboo i love dressing up wearing flowers. Feeling happy and strong. #flowers #headband #selfie #spoonie #girl #amazing #oftd #otd #lovelife #lifeistoshorttobesad #livelifetothefullest #relax #tubie #terminallychill #instyle #strong #superspoonie 2w
  •   sweetbugoboo Ahhhhh you look amazing! so happy it arrived! 1w

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vanguard05 ∆ TERMINALLY CHILL ∆ We have been working hard behind the scenes on our new campaign for our up coming collections. | Here is a little teaser from behind the scenes shooting last weekend. | Stay tuned for collection and campaign to be released soon | #terminallychill #goodvibes 2w

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