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2h 2yun6
Normal yume
2yun6 #Repost @koki_mt with @repostapp.
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これ好きだわー
もう少しで卒業かー。
出会えて良かった。
#TCA#アニショー#馬鹿騒ぎ#君らがいたから#楽しい毎日だった
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creereselcomienzo Hoy me siento muy gilipollas.
Así sin más. Gilipollas.
Me siento mal. Muy mal. Y peor por no haber tratado siquiera de evitar eso.
Llevaba 6 meses sin autolesiones. Las creía controladas. Y estos últimos días ya van dos veces... Estoy harta de no saber/poder controlar mis emociones/sentimientos.
Estoy cansada.
Cada día le encuentro menos sentido a mi vida... (Perdón, si a alguien le ofende la foto.. no es mi intención. Solo necesito decir esto en algún sitio y solo puedo aquí).
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fuel_for_ballet I just binged and purged because I am too anxious for tomorrow's McDonald's dinner I think I'm not going to push myself so hard as I'm not ready, this binge proves it😐 My problem is that I really want to challenge myself but I can eat, It doesn't take me hours, my problem is that I don't find balance. Many of you cannot eat a whole pizza, I don't really have any problem with it, for me the challenge is to control myself, to don't have a dessert if I don't want to, to keep eating next days, not to purge or don't start binging/purging like crazy. Ofc I'm scared of eating because weight gain, but I'm Also scared because I don't want to mess up my recovery. It feels like Every time I try to challenge myself I end worse... I have decided something, if this kind of recovery doesn't work I have to change... First step is stop counting calories, I'm not so sure I can but I have to try... It's probably that at the start I will eat less than I should but hopefully I'll learn to listen to my body. I don't want a minimum intake because it makes me anxious too, so I'll only try to have my meals and nourish my body. I know almost all nutrition facts of what I eat so I will have a idea of what I'm doing. Sometimes I'll ask you what do you think about my meal, as you are going trough this too and you can be so helpful second step is stop buying (for now) treats, I'll buy healthy food, and stop with my desserts, cookies, chocolate or whatever... it doesn't help me for now to have this at home, I just binged on all the treats I had at home and last week happened just the same so I really have to stop it. And as I'll probably eat a bit less At the start I should eat nutritious stuff so that My body works right if I really want some treat I'll but only one and small, when I feel ready I'll move a step forward Also stop counting calories will help me on weekends when I eat with my parents, because I eat more with them so hopefully it will make me feel more comfortable and carefree. PLEASE let me know your opinion and give me some ideas to improve in my recovery journey thank you 3h

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3h koki_mt
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koki_mt これ好きだわー
もう少しで卒業かー。
出会えて良かった。
#TCA#アニショー#馬鹿騒ぎ#君らがいたから#楽しい毎日だった
3h

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fangirl_funnies I am probably the most happiest person alive... Volleyball started back up and I almost want to cry

Tears of joy

#Themortalinstruments #Thehungergames #Themazerunner #Divergent #Harrypotter #Theclockworkangel #TMI #THG #TMR #HP #TCA #books #reading #booksarelife #readingislife #fandoms #fandomsarelife
4h

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olirecovery Cena:
3 Sanguichitos de milanesa (amor eterno a la milanesa) con mayonesa.
Y de postre un alfajor de bon o bon que me trajo mi papa.
#edrecovery #foodrecovery #tca #anorexiarecovery
4h

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soyesenciapura Dicen que el que es ignorante es más feliz. Yo sólo traigo penas por aquí.
Accelerada y con ganas de sólo dormir.
He estado cenando con unas amigas y como estaba cansada sólo he hecho que cebarme. Hubiera vomitado, pero pensar eso me ha hecho que suene la alarma...algo que puede parecer un juego se puede convertir en algo serio en el camino...y no quiero ir de mal en peor. Eso me no ayudará a gestionar esos momentos de angustia. Ahora me siento fatal. Pero es un momento que pasará y estaré mejor. Y mañana otra vez, y ya está. ¿Ahora mismo quién me está echando la bronca? Yo misma. Porque de esto no le tengo que dar explicaciones a nadie. Nadie me controla, soy libre, pero no me permito serlo. #superandomitca #trastornodelaconductaalimentaria #trastornoporatracon #atracón #bulimia #anorexia #anaymia #comedorescompulsivos #comedoracompulsiva #comedoraemocional #perderkilos #perderpeso #noestoyadieta #pesoideal #tca
6h

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fuel_for_ballet Dinner was hake lamb's lettuce white asparagus tomato egg and rabish. Afternoon snack was a home made (by me ofc) apple juice plus an orange . It seems like I'll finally go to McDonald's tomorrow for dinner with my friends. I'll try to eat normal the rest of the day, so I don't know if I will be able to cope with a complete menu plus mcflurry. But I really want to eat a McFlurry because is such a fear, I'm craving it, and I want to join the #pintpartyfriday I'd rather eat only McFlurry than a hamburger. What should I do? I forget about the McFlurry, only eat McFlurry, or have only fries or nuggets plus mcFlurry? Wow, Mc Donald's is harder than life good night! This is my last post today because I'm not hungry enough to have a dessert right now (I'm listening to my body) sleep well please, and take care😴 6h

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faye_anorexia 20g de puree , 100g de legume grillie , 54g de jambon , yaourt sucre , orange #anorexique #maladie #troublealimentaire #tca #maigriroumourir 6h
  •   myrecoveringlife Courage ma belle , j'adore ton assiette ! Par contre le hastag "maigriroumourir " pas top 6h
  •   heart_of_nounou Courage ...essaye d'augmenter un peu tu es si maigre...et tu continue de perdre...je sais que tu peux le faire courage ! 5h

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nymphalis_antiopa Crises assez violentes aujourd'hui.
Qui a commencé avec ce #snack → muesli • noisettes • son d'avoine • sojasun
#eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #ed #bulimia #anorexiarecovery #prorecovery #tca #reequilibragealimentaire #healthyfood
6h

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__weightloss.addict 3 crises en une journée. 3 crises !
Et vomis après ces 3... Et je me sens tellement bien après.. Comme si je me purifié, une ssensation de fierté et de culpabilité. Du coup je ne sais jamais combien de calories j'ai réellement ingurgité. Je rêve un jour de pouvoir etre comme tout le monde pouvoir être heureuse s'en penser à tous sa... #tca #mia #bestrong #bulimia #depressed #blackandwhite #weight #weightloss #so #sad #sadgirl
6h

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