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flissgem So the day after the final chemo session and man has it taken its toll. So tired, chemo mouth is setting in and my whole body aches. I know this is the final leg but maybe that is why it feels so much worse. I'm worn out and reserves are depleted :( Edited versions.
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flissgem So the day after the final chemo session and man has it taken its toll. So tired, chemo mouth is setting in and my whole body aches. I know this is the final leg but maybe that is why it feels so much worse. I'm worn out and reserves are depleted :(
#makeup #eyes #silver #gold #sutble #tired #lost #journey #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #imissmyhair #saveaboob #anxious #sideeffects #hospital #pain #hell #focus #lastchemo #fingerscrossed #final #sideeffects #bed #depleted
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craigmoff Bit painting today matt black grille #different#sutble#mod 3w

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flissgem Just the eyes today as I'm feeling very strange today, restless even. Guessing it's just more side effects though and I just need some decent sleep. I just want all this to be over now. Went for gold eyes today, not sure it works so back to green tomorrow. Edited versions.
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flissgem Just the eyes today as I'm feeling very strange today, restless even. Guessing it's just more side effects though and I just need some decent sleep. I just want all this to be over now. Went for gold eyes today, not sure it works so back to green tomorrow.
#makeup #eyes #gold #bronze #magic #illusion #green #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixth #hadenough #longjourney
1mon
  •   flissgem @beadazzling_bodybeads thank you, I am just having a rough couple of days :) 1mon
  •   suziemerritt @flissgem it's so hard, this I know but my cancer journey made me who I am today - stronger, braver and more badass than I ever thought I'd be. Sending you positive energy to #staystrong #youcandothis #survivor #rockstar 1mon
  •   flissgem Thank you @suziemerritt I'm hopeful near the end and I'm really starting to feel like I've lost myself :( 1mon
  •   suziemerritt @flissgem you're still there just had a heap of hardness thrown on top of you but stay strong - u will come out of this and be ok. I know because I was there too. ️ lost both my breasts, have BRCA genetic mutation, did loads of chemo. Now I own a gym, bike 100's of miles and am stronger than ever. U can do this! 1mon
  •   flissgem Yes I have had a lot, this is secondary breast cancer. I first had it in 2010 and lost one of my breasts but just had hormone therapy. Unfortunately it decided to come back at the end of last year. I've been having chemo since January. It doesn't run in my family and I don't have the gene mutation so there is no sense to it. I think I've just hit a wall. 1mon
  •   suziemerritt @flissgem sometimes there is no rhyme or reason to any of this and it's just plain hard. Im@so sorry. Know that there are those out there who support u (like me) who have never even met u! 1mon
  •   flissgem @suziemerritt it totally sucks. Thank you for your support and kind words. I just hope that this is the end of the aggressive treatment and the hormone treatment can start, which will be for the rest of my life but if keeps the cancer at bay then it will be worth it. I just have to cherish every day, although sometimes that is harder said than done :) 1mon

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flissgem I thought I would try sutble coppers today...I'm not sure, not sure I started out light enough. I do like the contrast of the green liner underneath. Quite heavy side effects today, so very tired and I am still on the steroids today so I dread to think what I am going to feel like tomorrow. Still I have to be hopeful that that was my last treatment so things will start to ease and I can start putting my life back together with my amazing husband.
#makeup #eyes #copper #bronze #magic #illusion #green #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixth #hadenough #longjourney #edits #blackandwhite #colours
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flissgem I thought I would try sutble coppers today...I'm not sure, not sure I started out light enough. I do like the contrast of the green liner underneath. Quite heavy side effects today, so very tired and I am still on the steroids today so I dread to think what I am going to feel like tomorrow. Still I have to be hopeful that that was my last treatment so things will start to ease and I can start putting my life back together with my amazing husband.
#makeup #eyes #copper #bronze #magic #illusion #green #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixth #hadenough #longjourney
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  •   weartonow IT IS your last treatment!! Fingers crossed! 1mon
  •   flissgem @weartonow I really hope so... 1mon
  •   weartonow @flissgem stay positive you got this!!!! 1mon
  •   flissgem @weartonow if I need more then I need more, I guess I'd rather that than not get rid of this thing :) 1mon
  •   weartonow True.. But stay positive! Sending lots of prayers, strength and love your way 🏻🏻 1mon
  •   whois_i Damn, thats dope 1mon

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flissgem So today was my sixth treatment and am hoping it's my last but I won't find out until the 29th when I get the results of my scan. It's really hit me today, I'm so tired and my legs ache so much already - urgh. Again I think I manged a sutble look today, slight fairy colours...my favourite.
#makeup #eyes #pink #purple #magic #illusion #fairy #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #friends #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixth
1mon

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flissgem So today was my sixth treatment and am hoping it's my last but I won't find out until the 29th when I get the results of my scan. It's really hit me today, I'm so tired and my legs ache so much already - urgh. Again I think I manged a sutble look today, slight fairy colours...my favourite.
#makeup #eyes #pink #purple #magic #illusion #fairy #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #friends #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixth
1mon

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flissgem Finally managed a sutble look with the pinks. Much more of daytime look. Had more energy today but that's just because of the steriods for my sixith, and hopefully final, round of chemo tomorrow. I have a scan on the 21st and results on the 29th before I know if I need to have more treatment. My body needs a rest from all of this. These are the edited versions.
#makeup #eyes #pink #purple #magic #illusion #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #friends #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixith #edited #edits #blackandwhite #colours
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flissgem Finally managed a sutble look with the pinks. Much more of daytime look. Had more energy today but that's just because of the steriods for my sixith, and hopefully final, round of chemo tomorrow. I have a scan on the 21st and results on the 29th before I know if I need to have more treatment. My body needs a rest from all of this.
#makeup #eyes #pink #purple #magic #illusion #breastcancer #breastcancerawareness #saveaboob #ihatecancer #chemosucks #chemo #sideeffects #achylegs #panicattack #hope #tired #imissmyhair #friends #anxeity #emotional #sutble #final #wishful #sixith
1mon
  •   weartonow Good luck tomorrow! Sending lots of strength your way 🏻 1mon
  •   flissgem @weartonow thank you, couldn't sleep last night...stupid steroids, they always do this 1mon
  •   weartonow @flissgem soon you'll sleep right :) 1mon

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mishi_hasana Soft but effective #pretty in pink,#sutble#feminine @wanelo ( linked in profile ) in stories 2mon

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flissgem Sutble bronze today, not really inspired by anything just fancied something simple as getting a few hard work side effects. Got phlebitis in my wrist, it itches and is sore. I also seem to be suffering from panic attacks today....heart racing and headaches. Still hopefully nearing the end so I can almost see a little light at the end of the tunnel. These are the edited versions.
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2mon

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