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_______4212 自分は正義でありたいと誰もが思う。だけど正義は悪だ。いつだって悪が勝つ。なら悪は正義だろう。それでいいじゃないか。もう。やめにしたいんだ本当は。 2h

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whatswrongdear I apparently started a completely unplanned liquid fast tonight. I had one protein shake for dinner at 180 calories, and this for lunch at 190 calories.
Really really fighting off binge urges tonight. I feel like I need to put a little something in my stomach so I dont pass out. But once I start fasting, eating becomes a task because once I break the fast I feel like a failure.
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imfallinggapartt "we stare at broken clocks, the hands dont turn anymore. the days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places. the day you lost him i slowly lost you too. for when he died, he took a part of you.
no time for farewells, no chances for goodbye. no explainations, no reasons why. i watch it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor. we stare at broken clocks, the hands dont turn anymore. if only sorrow could build a staircase, and tears could show the way, i would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home again.
dont give up hope my friend, this is not the end. death is only a chapter, so lets rip out the pages of yesterday."

| #worthless | #eatingdisorder | #razors |
| #useless | #pathetic | #pain | #purge |
| #anxiety | #anorexic | #secret_society123 |
| #suicidedate | #scars | #selfharmmm |
| #selfmutilation | #suicidal | #starving |
| #suicide | #deepcuts | #depressed |
| #depression | #drugs | #fat | #lonliness |
| #cutting | #buliemic | #blithe | #blades |
| #bulimia |
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10h x.otter.x
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x.otter.x Everyone wants to fall in love.
But I think more people are in love with the theory of love. If you're looking in from the outside, it looks so beautiful.

On the inside, it's scary, because it can take over your life.
It's the strongest emotion, but also the darkest.
It can put you on a high for days, but it can also wrap an anchor around your feet and drown you in less than a minute.
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10h x.otter.x
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x.otter.x We laid down bricks
Full of secrets and shames
And ex-lovers names
The regret of always having
Taken the blame,
And that one thing that
Made us never feel the same

But the path got so thick
And we were drowning in debt
And we were ready to love
But it was always "not yet"
The bath became broken
And the tiles were wet
And everyone that loved us
Had to learn to watch their step
10h

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depressive_girl__ Emmm Hi !
Sorry guys I was not posting for a while, bc I was trying to recover me from anorexia and for a time worked but not anymore ... so... who are you ??? I missed u all
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10h x.otter.x
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x.otter.x When your hair won't listen to you and it's a mess and you're just like ??? I grew you myself???
I gave you life and this is how you repay me???
10h

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