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whatswrongdear I pretty much live off of these things now. Since the holidays are over, I'm back to restricting and starving. I don't even want to know how much I weigh after the past week.
Tonight is just not my night. We all had to come in at 8 to get the store ready for reopen. So I told my dad to wake me up at 4:45 so I could shower and get ready. He woke me up at 6:30 which is when I was supposed to be leaving to go pick up my boyfriend. So I rushed to get ready. I had to call my boyfriend 20+ times to get him to wake up. Then I get to his house and he gets in my car and is absolutely miserable.
He was exhausted and it was taking its toll on his body. He was shaky and sick and I felt so bad for him because he never gets like that. We get to work and at about 8:30, he threw up and I had to take him home at 9.
About an hour after getting back to work, I started going into horrible anxiety attacks and my head is pounding and my depression is really showing it's ugly head right now.
I just want to go home but I'm stuck here until 7, and there's no way they'd let me go home because they'd think it's only because my boyfriend went home.
I just want sleep...
2h

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abbigallas_ Hi this is me my selfie i know i am ugly i failed at killing my self my mom made me drink salt water and made me throw it up :( Vent \/ #anorexic #anorexia #blithe #bulimia #bulimic #dead #death #demons #depressed #depression #disgusting #sad #scars #suicide #selfharmmm #selfhate #suicidal #selfinjury #selfmutilation #secret_society123 #insecure #icantcope #ihatelife #killme #killmenow #lonely 2h

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  •   paper.clip U can get through all the pain ur in.. 2h
  •   all_i_want_for_xmas_is_skinny Babe please dont. I know I don't know you but please please dont 2h
  •   paper.clip U don't have to die! Ik it seems like the only way, but it's not 2h
  •   endeavor.to.be Don't do this. Please. I may not know you but your family and friends do. What would they think? You're worth staying here hun x please don't leave us. Tomorrow is a new day, don't leave us x I'm here for you. We all are. Talk to us. Please don't do this. 2h
  •   paper.clip ^^ 2h
  •   mattybswags Stay strong ^-^ 2h
  •   paper.clip Plz darling!! We don't know each other! But don't do it! 2h
  •   __peaches13 Don't do it! Ive been there. Its not worth it. Things get better! 2h

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  •   kath.steph Stay strong!! Xx put down that razor please, at least one night, for me. :-)) 2h
  •   clubmangos Lmao Is that a cat scratch 2h
  •   sarahannyates Wtf is your problem you no hearted bitch! You don't make fun of someone who's so sad they tend to slah there own skin!! @clubmangos Stay strong 2h
  •   clubmangos If she's so fucking "sad" get help for it and don't post stupid bullshit like this on Instagram @sarahannyates 2h
  •   abbigallas_ @clubmangos i am getting help 2h
  •   sarahannyates Or you could keep your bullshit comments to your self. @clubmangos 2h
  •   broken_and_insecure_ Hun, ik self harm is awful(I suffer from it) but I have to admit, that isnt much. And although I'm glad you aren't going deep or cutting a lot,perhaps you should stop. And yes, ik about how its addicting. But at the point you are at, its not really that much of an addiction as a little habit, maybe just something you enjoy., but please. Stop. 1h

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_theunknownworld I know the reblog things are annoying, but gay people are the same as us. No difference. God should accept them, and people too. Support or not, they still love each other -
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#anorexic #anorexia #blithe #bulimia #bulimic #dead #death #demons #depressed #depression #disgusting #sad #scars #suicide #selfharmmm #selfhate #suicidal #selfinjury #selfmutilation #secret_society123 #insecure #icantcope #ihatelife #killme #killmenow #lonely
4h

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svd.girl I'm sorry I'm not as strong as I promised to be. I'm sorry I'm a pathetic asshole. I'm sorry I can't punish myself more for making you hate me.

#stressed #anxiety #suicidal #selfharmmm #bitch #fat #die #depressed #anamia #selfinjury #anorexia #bulimia #cuts #scars #blades #blood #starve #idiot #depression #selfhate #selfmutilation #ugly #pathetic #babycuts
4h

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