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_im_drowning__ I have cried so much today my head and my heart hurts. Someone so close to me has is gone. No she's not dead she just left. She was like a big sister. I talked about everything with her she is everything thing to me like family and a mentor. I had just found out today at church when I didn't see her. My mom told me and she didn't want to tell me. How could she just leave me? She didn't even say goodbye. I don't even understand am I that horrible that everyone has to leave me? #alone#worthless#autolesion#suicida#suicidal#suicide#teen#teensuicide#teendepression#depressed#depression#bipolar#anxiety#blades#cuts#cut#cutter#cutter#selfhaaarrrmm#selfharrmm#selfhate#selfhurt#selfmutilation#bri#die#deb#sue#cat#ellie#annie 54min

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psychomanda2 I have been professionally diagnosed with major depressive disorder, dysthymia disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, bulimia, anorexia, OCD, PTSD, insomnia, etc. I've been self harming for five years and have made 28 suicidal attempts. Im here for you all and I know what its like. I used to be @psychomanda {#selfharmmm#blithe#suicide#suicidal#cutter#cutting#selfharmer#selfmutilation#scars#scarred#babycuts#cuts#triggerwarning#me#disorders#cat#psycho#depressed#depression#anxiety#annie#mia#ana#bulimia#anorexia#sue} 2h

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cut_up_and_broken9 Wore blue leggins today and the scab had peeled off so my leggins went yucky :/ 5h

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  •   sogobe what the fuck 4h
  •   the_shadowside I assume you are in hospital, due to your previous post - and I do hope so! I can't begin to say how incredibly sorry I am, for all the insane pain you must be going through every day, to cause yourself this much pain and if it was made during a psychotic episode, I hope you have a team of professionals that actually help you! This is extremely dangerous (not that I need to tell you that) and I just.. I really wish I could say something or do something to help!️ I've gone through your account and it's just so heartbreaking! I will absolutely follow you in hopes that I might be able to support you, somehow ️ I can't begin to say how I wish I could help you with more than just a comment! But you do deserve to get better, you deserve support and love 4h
  •   the_shadowside (And this might of course be an old video - but that doesn't change the rest of my comment!️) 4h
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  •   avias_deadly_tears @the_shadowside thank you for your kind words️ don't worry, I've had surgery, I'm fine!! I'm currently inpatient and have 24/7 watch :) 36min

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avias_deadly_tears After this picture was taken I cut the ulnar artery, I was found by the staff, swimming in my own blood, and brought straigt to surgery, I should have been dead.. #mainartery #ulnarartery #selfharm #cut #cutting #deepcut #suicidal #depressed #depression #schizophrenia #psychosis #mentalillness #selfmutilation 6h

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avias_deadly_tears I almost died cutting the ulnar artery.. I was found by the staff aperently very psychotic. (I dont remember doing this) #selfharm #cut #cutting #deepcut #suicidal #depressed #depression #schizophrenia #psychosis #mentalillness #selfmutilation 6h

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avias_deadly_tears My arms are so clean here, I don't know when I lost control, but here I'm about to
#selfharm #cut #cutting #deepcut #suicidal #depressed #depression #schizophrenia #psychosis #mentalillness #selfmutilation
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