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marieemetalhead You guys know what's awful? People who have been abused and such. Seriously, why hurt someone else for your evil pleasures? It doesn't make sense. The people who have been abused and raped live, scared, fearful it may happen again. Or maybe it's happened so much that it's.. Normal. Which is awful and terrifying to think about. They grow up to be scared and messed-up people. Wondering what they did wrong to deserve the fate bestowed upon them. I feel... If we rid the world of the rapists and abusers somehow.. Then those people will be saved. But there are bad people everywhere, and they may not ever stop. But as they say, us humans will lead to our own demise.. #depression#selfhurt#abuse#hurt#save#savethem#help#demise#despair#anime#otaku#animegirl#pastel#kawaii#manga#flowers 3h

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Mayfair Veri aka Kutaama
veri_bloody_rose The Mirror screams.. Der Spiegel, er spricht zu mir. Sagt mir wer ich bin. Wer ich sein sollte. Sagt mir was ich verdiene. Woran ich glauben sollte. Der Spiegel zeigt mir wie ich aussehe. Doch nicht wie ich so geworden bin. Nur das Ergebnis. Das traurige, hässliche Ergebnis, das aus mir geworden ist. Nicht das, was ich mal war. Nur meinen Schmerz, der sich durch die Narben in meinem Gesicht auszeichnet. Kalte Narben. Verbitterte Gesichtszüge. Ein Monster in dem Gesicht eines Kindes.
I'm made out of scars, blood and hate. No one knows what it's like to be a damn mad psychopath and a little lonely child at the same time. Burn. Brenne, du scheiß drecks Welt. Brenne und lass die Flammen in meinen klaren Augen glitzern...
#mirror #spiegel #selfhate #trigger #cutting #selfhurt #depression #psychopath #splittedpersonality
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marieemetalhead You know what I find funny? The fact that people think cutting themselves HELPS them. It doesn't. They also think KILLING theirselves is ok. Which it isn't. They hear the demons in their head, wondering who it is clouding their heads with those thoughts, when really, the monster they knew under the bed is.. Themselves.So guys.. Stop cutting and stop commuting suicide. I'm going to get answers like "I'm already lost so it doesn't matter." No you aren't lost. The child that used to wear a smile on their face is still there. Just growing up into a dark world... But that can be changed! The hope left in the people can spread happiness and rid the despair. It can. So please.. Stop hurting yourselves. #despair#help#depression#selfhurt#letthecutsheal#heal#cuts#cutting#anime#manga#metal#emo#scene#metalhead#otaku#motivation 7h
  •   marieemetalhead @merelxx___x Hmm.. well basically depression is a battle between yourself. You just have to believe at the bottom of your heart that it can get better. Because it can. So if you're struggling with depression, stop waiting for someone to notice. Tell someone close that you know won't shun you. 7h
  •   marieemetalhead @merelxx___x Because they haven't been through it or exposed to depression. They feel that maybe it's just a phase or a bad day, so that's when it's time for you to take action. 7h
  •   marieemetalhead @merelxx___x Your parents are a good start. You don't really have to come right out and say "Oh I'm in depression", you can just tell them about you've been down lately and about the things that have been bothering you. If they can't help, then it's really a decision about what friend will help you the most in this situation.. 7h
  •   marieemetalhead @merelxx___x No, it isn't strange at all. If you're close with tie teacher, then that'd be a really good option. Just make sure if you do choose your teacher, you must Include that you don't want your parents to know.. Because if she/he doesn't know what to do, they may go to your parents, and that's the problem with telling a teacher. But, I guess it depends on how close you are and how the teacher will react.. 7h
  •   marieemetalhead @merelxx___x It was no problem at all, and it was nice to meet you. I really am happy I could help. 7h
  •   merelxx___x @marieemetalhead yes! Thanks for your help, i will delete my comments as well.. The hole world can read my story, i don't want that 6h
  •   marieemetalhead @merelxx___x Alright, you're incredibly welcome. I am glad that you let me help. 6h
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two.sad.teens


-old photo was a bodycheck- I'm starting to think badly again and I don't know what to do, I'm starting to over think about everything that's happened and I'm blaming myself.
Because really that's why everything's so fucked up, because of me.

I'm eating quite well atm and I'm so proud of Jae for keeping up with her eating too.
I'm not sure how long I'm gonna keep up with being clean or how long I can go without relapsing but I'm sure I'll be okay, after all I have Jae by my side.
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Jae, I know you're feeling like this is it and you can't go on and I know you feel like you're going to end up relapsing and I understand why you feel like this I really do baby, I'm going to be here through all of this, all of the good and bad, you're perfect and honestly it hurts that you don't see it! You're simply amazing and I'm going to help you through this, we can do this together, we will recover I promise. I don't know when or how but I promise you princess we will. Remember how happy you were this morning when I iMessaged you? When you were able to FaceTime me? I love seeing you happy and seeing that gorgeous smile, you make me the happiest girl I swear to you now. You honestly make living bearable. If I lost you honestly I wouldn't be able to be here without you. You are the only one who makes me happy and keeps me strong and I hope I keep you happy too. We're gonna FaceTime tonight and be cute like always. I love you so much princess stay strong angel. I'll come see you again soon I promise baby. -Libby


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two.sad.teens - honestly I'm so fucking done -
I just wanna relapse so bad, I want to just cut at my veins and hope it's enough to kill me.. I'll end up relapsing I know it. -Jae
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two.sad.teens


-so both of our accounts got deleted, we used to be • s_u_i_c_i_d_a_l_t_e_e_n_s
&
• s_u_i_c_i_d_a_l_t_e_e_n
Both of us are using this account from now on.
Don't report just unfollow
-Libby


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suicidalsaddness_ Ugh. I'm moving schools at the end of term yay. Let me get away from the people that call me names why don't you. . #skinny #thinspo #depression #suicide #suicidal #depressed #anorexia #anorexic #bulimia #bulimic #sadness #sad #selfharm #cut #selfhurt #blood #schizophrenia #cuts #eatingdisorder #blade #razor #thingsihavedoneproject 20h

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_beauty.within09_ •| my life has changed a shit ton these last few days. I'm so lost an confused and I attempted suicide but obviously I didn't die... I just want to die. Everything fell apart an Im done trying to put it all back together. |•
#depression#depressed#suicide#suicidal#ana#mia#anorexic#anorexia#bulimic#bulimia#binge#blithe@purge#fast#starve#selfharm#selfhate#selfhurt#selfharmmm#secret_society123#worthless#pathetic#dying#crying#hurt#hurting#dead
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suicidalsaddness_ I wanna give up. I just wanna be that pretty girl that he likes. But I just want to be pretty in general. I wanna be thin and hot. Not fat :( I want to be not bullied, I want to be treated normally not like an 'emo', that's what they call me an emo I might as well go kill myself. They say they think I should, I think I should as well. #skinny #thinspo #depression #suicide #suicidal #depressed #anorexia #anorexic #bulimia #bulimic #sadness #sad #selfharm #cut #selfhurt #blood #schizophrenia #cuts #eatingdisorder #blade #razor 2d
  •   myrecoveringpage i bet you are pretty you just cant see it 2d
  •   _prnf_ I dont know what you look like but i know that your 1 of a kind and that you are beautiful! God created us to show people that everyone is different and beautiful in there own way! ️ much love keep your head high and all the haters will be the ones in pain soon i promise you 18h

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  •   unevensurfaces Me too, me too 2d
  •   suicidalsaddness_ @unevensurfaces I just wish I could become skinny in the snap of my fingers. It's would make me feel so happy for once and just stop me from being bullied that much. 2d
  •   unevensurfaces @suicidalsaddness_ I completely agree with you. I wish I was at least 60kg, but I'm seriously far off. I hate being so overweight and ugly, it makes my life even more miserable. 2d

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ssa_eco_ya I got deleted at the time when I need my friends, my followers and the beauties I use to follow at most.
The pain in side me grows with each second and the voice get louder.
It's too much. I don't know how long I can take this anymore.
#Ana #anafamily #alone #broken #broke #cut #cutter #cry #depression #depressed #ed #edfamily #eatingdisorder #essstörung #fat #hurt #Mia #pain #selfharmmm #selfhurt #selfhate #scar #scared #voice
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ssa_eco_ya I got deleted... All my fight and struggle of the last year deleted just like this. The world once show me how unimportant your life your pain your struggle could be for them.
#depression #depressed #Ana #anafamily #Mia #ed #edfamily #eatingdisorder #essstörung #cutter #scars #pain #hurt #deleted #selfhatr #selfhurt #selfharmmm
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