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mamaelks if i could live in a world that was pink, i would, but i'd still hope that you were the familiar blue i grew up with. living's not that tough when i remember to cleanse my skin, when i remember to hang my towels up to dry, when i remember to refrain from typing my rapist's name into facebook out of curiousity because then i'd know that he has a child now and way back when i miscarried, he said he didn't want to be a father anyway and i was so convinced that i loved him but that's because i was 15 and pregnant and he fed me drugs like they were candy hearts. sixteen year old me impulsively swallowed three handfuls of pills, nineteen year old me listened to a sad song, brushed her hair, stared at the ceiling for a while and then woke up the next morning and lived her life - deliberately. but if i could live in a world that was all pink, i'd hope that i was more red than the rest of you - because wanting to live at all, for me, is bravery. • #myself #me #mywords #mywriting #elkatolhoek #elka #mamaelks #poetry #love #suicide #rape #sad #words #whatever #pink #ocean #sand #beach #humanity 21s

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seasnappi 7.2.2012 “Take only memories, leave only footprints."#capestfrancis #easterncape #footprints #seaside #beach #sand # golden # memories #canon500d #igers #igerssouthafrica #nature #igers_za #tourism #easterncapetourism 2min

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