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lilmissharleyquinnn I have kept my mouth shut for a very long time. But I can't anymore. All that has gone on has got me so depressed that it's difficult to function. I miss my kids. Badly. My heart aches for them. Everyone has always told me that I'm a good mom but then has gone behind my back saying that I shouldn't ever even have kids. When I had both of my kids I did my best to care for them. I coped when I had to hand Michael over. But I am having a hard time with Christian. I cared for and loved him. I wanted him with me all the time. His father did not. When I was pregnant with him, his dad told me to have an abortion. He repeatedly tried to convince me to. After Christian was born, his dad made a point to remind me that I was the one who wanted our child not him. I took care of Christian. His father never even left the baby monitor on to hear him at night. So I spent many sleepless nights listening for Christian.
I am not perfect. I made mistakes in my life and in my relationships with others. But I have been trying to rebuild my relationships and have been trying to live like Christ. I work really hard and am constantly kept in the dark about goings on but I hold hope that I will have a good relationship with my boys in the future.
Michael, I'll call soon. I love you. Christian, I am still here. I am still fighting for you. I still love you. We will see each other soon little one
#mommy #missmykids #depressed #heartbroken #roughnight #scarsonmyheart #Iknowwhatimfightingfor #womanofgod #thelordismystrength #hehealsthebroken #justhavingadownnight #itwillgetbetter #Ijustwantmyboyshappy
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dorabug18 I know that tonight was nothing like we planned but i love you for being there for me. You truly are my second half and I know you are there for me through thick and thin just like I am for you. I love you! #formal #beyondlucky #bestfriends #roughnight 4h
  •   smileey12 Oh my gosh stop! I almost had tears in my eyes! I love you, even though you are mean to me 4h

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7h jevvyj
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jevvyj Mommy what did you put in her bottle???#roughnight#knockedout 7h
  •   azlandic.storm Honestly its just juice lol. What a kid. Shell sleep anywhere, through anything, just like her mommy haha 7h

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jayboy924 I love washing other peoples puke off my truck lol at least it all made it outside. #roughnight #canthang #alwaysepicshit 12h

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13h _showyy
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_showyy If the track is tough and the hill is rough, THINKING you can just ain't enough!
#roughnight #cryinginthecartogethrerlol #fuckshot
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cooltonyinstapics Pooh got trashed last night! #pooh #trash #roughnight #nyc #harlem 16h

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thatbrunettechic23 "I never did complain You never heard me say you a sucka ass busta ass if they ask tell Em that I ain't mad I'm just sad it never worked out now you coming back second chance fuck all that you gave her what we had its all good now there's no love lost here" #squaready #selfie #sad #roughnight #favoritesong #remember #lovelost #itsallgood #stronger #goodvibes #latenight #stayinginallday #gonnabeokay 16h

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