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marco_o22lbf He came to me while I was hooked up to a ventilator. My life flashing before me, I fought the light. I woke up from my coma with brain & nerve damage, they told me it was going to be a long road. I didn't know my life would change so much. When I was weak & could never find the words to speak or when I could find no one near, He showed me he was always here. "I AM SECOND" what a phrase. I remember my very first video, it was of Kaka, he used kaka's testimony to help me. I was lost & Satan was dragging me down. But no one could hear a sound, I screamed for help, for someone to come. It was then I realized I was just numb. Suffering in silence, the extent of my struggle known to none. A fake smile hiding it all. Ashamed and in pain, the voices in my head lead me down the path to self-destruction. I'd given up & at the point where I didn't care. You look at your wrists that are now covered. A voice stops you & you think "what am I doing? Do I really want my story to end this way?" You fall to your knees & pray. He saved me from myself & I didn't even know it. Now it's my duty to go out & show it: show that things will get better, the pain will end, not right away but it will. It's through my weaknesses & failures that he shows me how to be strong. Soon he'll be done molding me & I'll be set free, breaking the chains that held me back for so long. "I AM SECOND" isn't just a bracelet to me, it isn't just a phrase, it's a way to live your life that also represents Christ's love & hope for us all. I pray for all of you, never be too afraid to ask for help. This journey that we are each on, although its long just always remember that his work is never finished & he will always be there, so never be afraid. Don’t be afraid of others seeing your scars, don’t be ashamed of the battles you’ve fought. I'm proud of all of you who choose to shine. I made the decision to truly follow & let him be first. Like kaka said "I belong to Jesus". Alone, we are nothing. In Christ, we are a force to be reckoned with. He saved me, he can save you too! 1yr later & I can finally play the game I love after so many doubts on if I'd be able to againJames 1:2-4
#livesecond #iamsecond
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Clarendon Antares (AJ)
antares_boni Recovery at school feat:@killcliff this new flavor is legit!!!
#crossfitgames #crossfit #killcliff #recovery #knightmoves #bestflavor #gainz #iifym
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90crxzybitxh #nightsnack #supper #eveningsnack
@alpro #almondmilk 500ml
So I got home from work at 1am. I'm incredibly tired and decided it was far to late for anything to eat (my usual bran) but I haven't had today's milk allowance so I allowed myself a bottle to take to bed 🍼 I feel very run down recently but hoping a good nights sleep will help😴 I haven't booked yoga for tomorrow but depending how I feel in the morning I might try fit in. I really miss my boyfriend right now, it's been a long day and I'd kill for a big cuddle right now. 🙁

#anorexia #anorexic #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #bulimic #bulimianervosa #bulimiarecovery #bingepurgesubtype #recovery #fooddiary #ED #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #fooddiary #foodisfuel #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #vegetarian #bingeeatingrecovery #purgefreelife #vegan
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warriorfitathlete More and more people keep asking me to help them stay stocked up on delicious #fitaid!
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healing_han Popping my runners out today for @millionsmissing international day of protest for ME/CFS sufferers . Empty shoes all around the world today will represent the #millionsmissing from funding for this illness, and also the millions missing from their every day life who suffer from ME/CFS. I've been "missing" from work, uni, running & exercise, making art and a spontaneous social life since 2013. I hope to one day be able to work, attend uni or tafe, run, make large art pieces, and see my friends and family whenever and wherever I like ️. Sending so much love to every sufferer & carer out there . If you'd like to show your support and join the online protest feel free! Make sure to hashtag #millionsmissing #putyourshoesout #cfsme #mecfs #chronicfatiguesyndrome #myalgicencephalomyelitis #invisibleillness #sickness #illness #health #healthiswealth #wellbeing #recovery #healing #awareness #protest #love #support #solidarity 3min

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feedinghope #dinner was grilled mango shrimp with yellow rice and asparagus baked with olive oil // this afternoon hasn't been the best for me, I went on my TimeHop today and a photo from the end of my last relapse came up that I didn't even know I had on my Dropbox. It was really triggering and I just couldn't shake the empty feeling it left me with and it scared me that it totally made me question my recovery. Then dinner ended up being more than an hour later than normal even though my mum said it was going to be at the regular time, so I got really anxious but I'm pushing through and having this meal and I'll still get in an evening snack before bed even though my schedule is totally off sorry for being so negative, I just feel so lost but I won't give up. #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #fooddiary #foodisfuel #balancednotclean #recovery #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #letsbefreED #edsoldier #edwarrior #strongnotskinny #healthynothungry #healthyrecovery #chooserecovery 4min

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hype_sobriety Good people & black coffee! That's what's up #hypesobriety 5min

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dmarr72 Last meal of the day consists of 10 egg whites and 5oz of chicken with veggies along with a serving of #heliotropin and #phantom. Those 2 together are perfect for help with lean muscle gain and they make you sleep like a #boss🏻 #gains #heliotropin #phantom #nubreednutrition #nubreedathlete #recovery #sleepgame #nubreednation #keepgrinding #workharder #belegendary #foreverstrong 4min

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sarablohm this company!!! #TeamUSA Olympic Wrestler and general badass right here #repost @worldchanger58 ・・・
#ShakleeAthlete @worldchanger58 --
Thankful for my sponsor @shakleehq 🏼 Recovery is so important after putting countless hours in at the weight room and on the mat. My go-to is their 'Life Energizing Shake Mix' in vanilla. It's seriously so good, I mix two scoops with water during weight management periods and it still tastes like a treat!🏽 #shakleeathlete #recovery #treatyourbodyright
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