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911suicide "well im doing just fine.."
i dont know, i dont know how to control my feelings. i could be happy one minute then be really depressed another..
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911suicide Honestly all i think about is cutting, cutting and cutting. The longest ive gone without cutting is about 5 months. on your birthday youre supposed to be happy and excited right ? not me, i couldnt take it, right after my birthday i went back to cutting which makes me feel even worse.
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waiting.for.the.day I just want to be near him constantly. His presence alone makes me indescribably happy. I want him to be here with his arms wrapped around me and we can just lay here and watch movies and talk. I want us to be close again and I want my clothes to smell like him again. I can still remember what it felt like eight months ago with his arm wrapped around me or his head on my shoulder and hand in mine. I remember him gently reaching over and pulling my sleeve away from my hand to hold it. And when he had his arm around me and he rubbed his fingers against my thigh until I couldn't feel it anymore.
I wonder if he still remembers all of this. I wonder if it means anything to him. I wonder if someone ever says something to him in conversation and it reminds him of something I once said. I wonder if he even cares. He has me wrapped around his finger and he doesn't even know it. I would do anything for that silly boy. To have him by side, to have him be mine. There are so many memories I want to make with him if he'd just let me. If only he'd open his eyes and realize there's someone who's absolutely crazy for him right in front of him.
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911suicide It bothers me when people tell me this, how could you understand how im feeling when not even myself knows how i feel.. its okay if you say it because i atleast know youre trying to understand..
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911suicide Ive been watching The Fosters way to much lately, i cant stop watching it ! So many things happen and their family still manages to get through it, how lovely.. """""""""""""""""""""""""""""
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48min elianasev
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elianasev Esa parte en la que #SpencerHastings vuelve a tener problemas con las pastillas, en que el mundo está en su contra, por eso y más amo ese personaje #TroianBellisario #PLL #PrettyLittleLiars #pills #drugs #teenager 48min

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immxrtal.anxhiety If you're reading this and need a sign not to kill yourself, this is it. Here's a small part of a big story in my life. I have depression, I had depression for about 2-3 years and I self harmed in many ways trying to feel as much physical pain to block out everything, the abuse, the death of a loved one, and the constant feeling of emptiness. I wanted so bad to die people think of me as "Francheska, the funny, fat, emo, and dirty minded girl" and I agreed. I was at the breaking point, writing my suicide letter, planning how I'm going to kill myself, and getting everything ready... I called my 2 friends and tried to tell them goodbye, but they ended up trying to make me laugh and helping me through it and stopping me from killing myself that night. But the next day, when I woke up I was surrounded by my bottles of medications and I was tempted, I gave it to my mom and said I wasn't safe, she didn't care she thought I was just an over acting lil bitch so drank 4 doses, and after crying and thinking I was going to die I went to my mom and told her what in did she didn't even do anything so vomited it out. But I asked her to set me an appointment for the doctors for the 5th time and she did it, at the doctors I was diagnosed with severe depression and I got the help and I'm going to start going to a therapist and I'm on anti-depressants at the moment and I'm 4 months clean from self harm. I may still be depressed but I try to be happy, by talking to people online, and even the hotlines that are available help too. If you are struggling with anything, talk to someone or listen to music, or scroll through tumblr, whatever the fuck you need to do to not harm yourself feel free to talk to me anytime. Sorry for it being so long, if you're still reading I just want you to know there is someone always available to help you and a lot of people care even if it's just an online friend or family member. Stay strong brave one -Francheska •National Suicide Prevention Lifeline- 1-800-273-8255• 54min

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911suicide I try hard to believe that this depressed feeling that i constantly have will sooner or later go away, but it honestly isnt so easy;kms..
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#helpme #alone #depressed #suicidal #anorexia #anorexic #skinny #blades #razor #cuts #selfharm #lonely #help #anxiety #drugs #addiction #pills #uglyme #depressededits #videoedits #depressesvideo #cutting #starving #suicide
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