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silver.xenon #VerrücktVorAngst by Jana Frey. It's about a girl suffering from #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder being admitted to a #mentalhospital. It's like a book written about my own life. #KJP #Psychiatrie 48min

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xxhealingmyselfxx Scars. I'm so happy today. Feeling pretty. Strategic defiantly helped! ~Girl 1 #selfharmmm#ana#ed#mia#sue#depression#depressed#mentalhospital#lonely#scars#cut#cutting#recovery#strategic#sbc 3h

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pipmegan Weirdo award of the day goes to me : no trip to Bolivar is complete without creeping around the abandoned Western State Mental Hospital and dormatories where they used to house mental patients who received electric shock therapy and lobotomies. It took everything I had not to climb through that little window and look around inside!!! Look at those creepy old chairs on the porch! There is still furniture in the dorms and drapes, which is so creepy. #abandoned #mentalhospital #haunted 5h

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caitiesstruggle Zonked. Shit went down yesterday like you wouldn't believe. The pain just got too much and I snapped. I couldn't take it anymore. I tried to top myself. I tried to bolt. I swore at the nurses and started screaming at and threatening everyone who tried to talk sense to me. I assaulted another patient for talking to me. It was then that I was restrained back here to the locked ward. I proceeded to have a screaming and crying hysterical meltdown in the courtyard and bashed my head on the concrete till it bled and then started stabbing myself with a stick till I was dripping with blood. Then the staff came and restrained me into one of the seclusion rooms and held me down while the doctor talked to me. I was honest with him but kept swinging between telling him I hated him so much I was going to kill him and begging him to sedate me. Luckily he went with the sedation and changed my meds drastically. I'd already had 2mg lorazepam but he's now prescribed me up to 20mg diazepam PRN which I took. I remained restrained by two staff while that kicked in and when I was calm enough had a coffee and a cigarette and went to bed. Woke up to have another coffee and ciggy and my night meds which had been upped to 10mg diazepam and 100mg quetiapine along with my 45mg mirtazipine. And that knocked me back out until now. Now I'm on the locked ward still on watch. The staff don't know what to do with me. I feel hopeless. I just want to stay sedated out of my mind.
#mentalillness #mentalhospital #mentalhealth #mentalward #psychiatricward #psychward #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorder #ednos #depression #anxiety #relapse #psychosis #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #struggling
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  •   katie_mentalbattle Sorry you're struggling so much :( hope you feel a bit better soon x 6h
  •   katrinarichards1 Um do you get sunlight? Maybe you need some UV therapy? 6h
  •   theaberseth Sorry to hear that:( but we cheer for you!5h

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mentally_ill__ What doesn't kill me might make me kill you... #suicidal #depressed #cutting #mentalhospital #help 9h

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X-Pro II Amanda Lorensen