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drown.inng can't fall asleep so I'm writing New Years resolutions. I wanna keep them this year.

my friends cancelled plans on me. wow I fucking love life. { #suicide #suicidal #depression #depressed #sad #ugly #hatemyself #relapse #anxious #death #die #anxiety #useless #alone #panic #ugly #blithe #cut #cuts #scar #scars #mentalhospital #disorder #mentaldisorder #secretsociety123 #selfharmmm #alone #cxtters #blackandwhite #bw }
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  •   beauty_in_hell hope this years your year , stay strong lovely 60min

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coffee_and_courage Sorry it's a rubbish photo but #breakfast is baked oats with seeds on top :) last night I got about 1hour of sleep :( but today I have to go back to Leigh house for another ASSESMENT!! Don't think they'll admit me though :) #ed #edrecovery #ana #anorexia #nofilters #anArecovery #ras #plantbased #vegan #vegansofig #beatana #unit #psychunit #mentalhospital #camhs #edfam #crueltyfree #glutenfree #wheatfree #dairyfree 2h

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caitiesstruggle Gavin and I are waiting for my meds. I'm starting tomazipam tonight and the amisulpride has been switched so I have my big dose in the morning instead of at night so that should help with the nightmares. Plus the nurse has given me 4mg lorazepam this shift already so I feel a good sleep coming on. God knows I need it! #haventsleptfor3days #hospital #inpatient #mentalhospital #mentalward #mentalhealth #mentalillness #psychward #psychiatricward #anxiety #anorexia #ptsd #psychosis #bpd #borderline #depression 3h

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  •   toxic_tonic It's okay, purging is not the end of the world. You can make it through all this. 5h

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  •   trashedsociety Are you working out & eating healthy? 8h
  •   stitched.wrists_ you're beautiful. 8h
  •   anxiety_hurts_me Leave yourself alone you are beautiful8h
  •   courtneykormosfit I would love to help you reach your goals! I'm starting a free clean eating group Jan 5 on FB if u r interestes . it is very motivational! 8h
  •   ryleeannstyles Thats so beautiful just like you. Every "flaw" you think you have just makes you YOU and God made you proud and happy to be that way. He loves you, isnt that enough? He will always be there for you. As will i (: 6h

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drown.inng I was fasting and doing great today, but then my family got in a HUGE fight so I of course binged. I wanna sob. to make it worse my sister asked me "more snacks??" UGH I WANT TO DRINK ALL THE PILLS AND NEVER WAKE UP { #suicide #suicidal #depression #depressed #sad #ugly #hatemyself #relapse #anxious #death #die #anxiety #useless #alone #panic #ugly #blithe #cut #cuts #scar #scars #mentalhospital #disorder #mentaldisorder #secretsociety123 #selfharmmm #alone #cxtters #blackandwhite #bw } 9h

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