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normally_strange My xmas playlists are just full of pop punk!! #lowerthanatlantis 5h

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poopandpoops Merry christmas my homies
Have a wonderful time celebrating
7h
  •   catbottlemen send me some from tumblr pls i want van mccann and harrison koisser thanksxxxxxxx luv u 7h
  •   poopandpoops @catbottlemen ok, why dont we ask arina to get you those presents ! Im arena i dont buy presents but arina does! 7h
  •   catbottlemen oh no u r arina arena is like a stadium place where some ppl have concerts u know like O2 arena MEN arena phones4u arena 7h
  •   poopandpoops @catbottlemen I am where ppl have concerts. I am a stadium i am o2 arena 7h
  •   catbottlemen i wanna be inside u 6h
  •   catbottlemen i'll pop my head in u when I have time 6h
  •   catbottlemen headbangin in U 6h
  •   catbottlemen IUUUUU 6h

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Normal Anna Pakuła

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def.i.ni.tion
You met someone called Ana
The most beautiful girl ever
She fast becomes your best friend
To be like her is what you endeavour

1 meal skipped
2 meals skipped
3 meals skipped
4
Your bones are starting to show
But you want to see more
5 meals skipped
6 meals skipped
7 meals skipped
8
You're starting to like this feeling
People notice you've lost weight
9 meals skipped
10 meals skipped
11 meals skipped
12
Still you don't feel thin enough
So into your throat does your hand delve
13 meals skipped
14 meals skipped
15 meals skipped
16
You look into the mirror
Oh what an ugly scene
17 meals skipped
18 meals skipped
19 meals skipped
20
You get your secret stash of pills
And make sure you take plenty
21 meals skipped
22 meals skipped
23 meals skipped
24
Oh Ana look what you've done
There's another dead on the floor
1mon

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I love lightning. How it's the act of ridding negativity. The fact it demands attention; it requires to be seen. After the first strike there's sure to be another. Each bolt leaving an imprint when you close your eyes; almost as if it's still there.

It's so beautiful,
Yet so destructive.

I am similar to a lightning bolt in the sense I need a way to dispose of the negativity consuming me. And so I strike. Letting the negative charge flow out of me; I feel relief. But the feeling doesn't last long. After one strike I need another, and another.

However, unlike lightning I don't want to make a scene or cause any drama. Instead I dispose of it quietly; watching it run out of me... Alone. I don't want anyone to see. Only I am left with the image of the lightning bolts. Printed not onto my retina, but into my skin.

In it I see no beauty,
Only destruction.
1mon

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I have 25/30 pesky year 8's
coming round tonight for my
sisters birthday party😶
Someone please come and
snuggle and watch Skins with
me and steal all of the food
1mon

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The first breath you took,
Took you one breath closer to your last;
The first second you lived,
Took you one second closer to your last;
The first step you took,
Took you one step closer to your last;
The first word you spoke,
Took you one word closer to your last;

Although the road seems long
One day we'll get to the end
In our last second,
We take our last step,
And with our last breath:
"We were born t.."
1mon

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Don't you say goodbye
No
Not tonight
You can say goodnight
Goodnight doesn't mean forever
But goodbye
No
I can't bear to think of it
I'll never see you again
Never hear your voice
Your laugh
It'll be a piece of me gone
The jigsaw will never again fit together
And it may seem selfish
But you can't go
Because I need you
Because I love you
Goodnight


Another of my shitty little poems but please don't say goodbye. If you think no one will miss you then HEY. HOLA. I'M RIGHT HERE. I'LL MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU. If you're contemplating saying goodbye just stop for a second and breathe; instead say goodnight. Get a good nights rest, go to sleep telling yourself "tomorrow will be better". When you wake up smile; at least then you have a good start to the day. If you think you have no reason to live then you're wrong. You live for tomorrow. One day, tomorrow will be the greatest day of your life. Who knows, maybe tomorrow will be the best day of your life, but how will you know if you say goodbye?
1mon

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Sometimes I reflect on life and think 'what if I did that differently?' If I made one small change earlier in life would I be a different person? Would I be obsessed with the same bands or have the same friends I do today? Would I be sat in the chair I'm in writing this to post on this account?
1mon

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"Pause it play it,
Pause it play it,
Pause it"
1mon

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Photo credit to the Bæ @lost.in.fxcking.wonderland Without this girl I honestly don't know what I would do. We laugh together, we cry together, we talk about random shit together; she keeps me motivated to keep going and manages to make me smile when I'm really not in a smiley mood. Thankyou Mia, ily
1mon

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I was walking down my road one day, alone, and I watched a leaf fall from a tree. I just stood there for a while and then it hit me that I am the only person in the world to have seen that very leaf fall from that very tree. Idk it made me smile. I felt like I had a reason to be here for if I wasn't, who would have watched that leaf fall from the tree?
2mon

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Oblivion is scary. It's possibly the scariest thing in this world. No one wants oblivion. Why would you? Who wants to live a life just for it to be forgotten?

One day the world will end and we will be forgotten. Not just you and me, but the whole of the universe: the colour of the sky, the smell of damp earth, the way his voice sends tingles down your spine, your favourite song, your neighbours dog, the dinosaurs, the theory of evolution. All gone. And there's nothing we can do about it.

No matter how hard you try to be remembered, whether you were the first to step on the moon or just one of the billions to look up at it each night, you will be forgotten.

So why not embrace it: live your life, do stupid things, have fun; one day your whole life will be forgotten so why play it safe?

To fear oblivion is a paradox;
Oblivion is inevitable.
2mon

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