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lilmeezy_baby This girl. She melts my heart. 4d

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lilmeezy_baby This. This is what 9 days postpartum looks like. A milk drunk baby. A toddler waiting for his sister to finish so he can have his turn. A half pulled up shirt with baby puke all over it. A very squishy and jiggly belly. A happy mom. Happy children. A happy life. I don't need your wraps or your pills. I don't need a time limit to "get my body back". 9 months in, 9 months out. THIS is real life. THIS is taking back postpartum. @takebackpostpartum #takebackpostpartum #makeclothmainstream 7d

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lilmeezy_baby Be still, my heart 1w

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atmansan #Bipolar & #Babies
I won't get to have kids. Probably ever.
To have a "healthy" (mental health not withstanding) I can't be on any #psychological drugs throughout pregnancy and breastfeeding.
Problem is I can't survive 2 weeks without my meds. Extreme #depression and #mania switching back and forth so fast I get whiplash. Pregnancy chemicals induce violent #rage. Loads of fun. And a trip to the #mentalhospital. A very long trip.
Post birth (if I get that far) the postpartum could kill either one of us. Me by suicide the baby by shaken baby syndrome. Or ... The baby would most likely get taken by the government and I would get locked up by the same. Permanent psych ward visit.
Which is why people like #lilmeezy_baby inspire me. Thank you for your photos, and sharing your children. ( And I know it's weird, but I love living vicariously through them )
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  •   airykah_sg Girl that was extensive but I get it and I think I saw your mom today I'm not sure because I looked up as soon as I passed by 4d
  •   airykah_sg I think I should a worded that differently I just didn't ever consider breaking it down that way 4d
  •   atmansan @airykah_sg - when did you change your handle? Totally tripped me up. . . . Anyways, I've had a false/chemical pregnancy. Very mother mary. I had everything but the baby : weight gain, rounded baby belly, eating for two, extreme rage, lactation. ... we didn't realize what was going on until I was 6 months in. Stupid anti psychotic. That's how I figured it all out. So no kids for me. That's ok. I have a God daughter to spoil. 3d

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lilmeezy_baby He kept giving her kisses and then smiling at me. I just about died. 1w

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lilmeezy_baby My amazing doula brought my #placenta goodies a few days ago! A canvas print of my placenta, Scarlett's cord in the shape of a heart, and my placenta pills of course! #PlacentaEncapsulation for the win. Thank you @thebirthingtree! #birthwithoutfear #takebackpostpartum #4thtrimester 2w

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lilmeezy_baby "As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen." -Winnie The Pooh 2w

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lilmeezy_baby My beautiful #birthwithoutfear necklace made by @moonovermaizes came in today! My sister bought it for me because she knew how much I wanted it for labor! 39 weeks this Monday and just waiting for little lady to make her appearance. I'm also looking forward to tandem feeding my babies!! #breastfeedwithoutfear 3w

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lilmeezy_baby Happy #38weeks, little lady. I can't wait to hold you and love you, feed you and clothe you. I promise I'll do my best to raise you into a strong woman. I love you so much. Whenever you're ready, mama 4w

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lilmeezy_baby Who said boys can't wear pink? They obviously don't know what they're talking about. @kangacare #makeclothmainstreamchallenge 4w

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lilmeezy_baby "I'm ready to go, mama!" #jjbbabyselfie #jjbbabyselife 4w

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lilmeezy_baby HAPPY EARTH DAY! 🌎
This deserves a celebratory stash shot! *All my diapers and prefolds are included for two babies (newborn and OS), except the one my son has on, which is a double of Seaside Stripes! Let's #makeclothmainstream!!!
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lilmeezy_baby My main squeeze (besides daddy of course) 1mon

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lilmeezy_baby "Sometimes," said Pooh; "the smallest things take up the most room in your heart." -A.A. Milne 1mon

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lilmeezy_baby #latergram - another belly shot! #36weeks yesterday. We're getting sooo close. I want my water birth so bad. #birthwithoutfear 1mon
  •   _crystalcastles Oh wow! You are super brave! I don't think I could do that but we'll see when baby number 2 comes around! 1mon
  •   lilmeezy_baby @tooterrific Yes! If more people watched that, they're minds would be blown! The medical industry has completely taken over when it should of stayed as a midwife industry. Read those books I mentioned above! They talk about how different childbirth has become since doctors came into the picture. The cesarean rate is so high, when it should be much lower. Between doctors and people letting themselves be controlled, it's ridiculous. All of my friends that have recently given birth where induced and/or ended up with a cesarean. Every. Single. One. Even I was given Pitocen with my epidural. I hated it. I can't do that again. I didn't eat in 13 hours, I didn't want to push. Ugh. I can't have that happen again. 1mon
  •   lilmeezy_baby @_crystalcastles I wouldn't call it brave loll! It's just something I've put a lot of research and thought and reading into, and it's not something I want to do again! But everyone is different of course! So what works for me may not work for everyone else! 1mon
  •   tooterrific and the natural childbirths I've watched are much less loud and there is much less screaming! 1mon
  •   tooterrific makes birth look not as terrible 1mon
  •   lilmeezy_baby @tooterrific that's one of the things Ina May talks about in her book. That the media makes child birth look horrible or way worse compared to what it really is. I yelled when pushing Atlas out but it was because I was so tired and couldn't feel my legs and the nurse kept telling me push. I don't want that again either. I want to push when my body tells me to push. 1mon
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