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tanyeatano Im so tired, emotionaly tired, i wish i could fly away #hopeless #empty #rejected #tired #justtired 3h

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  •   cynthiac2831 Why have u searched that Tia??!?? Dying in a library... Caffeine overdose lol?? 8h
  •   sue_z_snow Nig @cynthiac2831 it's a joke I didn't really look that stuff up 8h

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_imsxrry_ My parents are shouting at me, and they don't realise that while they do, I'm getting closer and closer to suicide.
My friends are putting me last, and they don't realise that while they do, I'm getting closer and closer to suicide.
My best friend called me a name as a joke, and she doesn't realise that while she does, I'm getting closer and closer to suicide.
My teachers are putting me under so much pressure, and they don't realise that while they do, I'm getting closer and closer to suicide.
My crush is telling me to just fuck off, and he doesn't realise that while he does, I'm getting closer and closer to suicide.

My point is.. We all think that bullies are to blame.. But really, it's the people that we care about most. If you think about it.. They break us more than anybody else ever could. We simply love them too much to see what's actually happening. And people wonder why we have trust issues?
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sandicruz620 #tired #justtired #longweek #longmonth On the upside it's my #dayofrest 😬 #sandisdayoff #dayoff #tgif my peeps! Time to recharge for the weekend 22h

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spdhiro This whole week had been a really challenging week. I could even be confident to say that this is the most exhausting time of my life. Everything was packed back to back, including school, presentation, interviews, work and maybe even a little bit of housework. I am very grateful for this fulfilling one week but I have never ever felt like this before. I start to wonder I have ever worked so hard in my life back in Singapore. Maybe I did - during my varsity days. But I looked back again, and compared what I have accomplished these past 5 days. I just cannot believe the amount of things I had done, put effort in, and making sure I tried my very best.
I have never imagined I could go through an interview all in Japanese - let alone in front of 4 business suited salaryman. I went through not 1 but 2 interviews within 3 days - my life's 2nd full Japanese interviews. I did a presentation in school of course in Japanese too. Imagine the amount of Japanese I had memorized and to even use them in Keigo.
My hard work whether it paid off or not. I felt I really had did my very very best. To memorize all my 志望動機、自己PR、など。面接は全部日本語でしたってこういう思ったら、これは何って…もし本当に努力が全部出して自分もできるかー

I felt like crying not because I probably failed the interview but because I knew I worked so hard that I couldn't believe I actually could accomplished something I thought I couldn't.
I know I had tried my best. And that's all that matters.
Sorry for such long post. Almost like a blog post which probably gone wrong. But for now, I want to remind myself that I had accomplished something and I should never forget about it.
#longpost #tired #justtired #selfreminder #reminder #iwannasleepnow #lackofsleep
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  •   spdhiro @lullabystar919 thank u! And I thought of you when I went through all my japanese interviews and I thought.. The first few times must be as 大変だった for you. I will enjoy over the weekend! 11h
  •   lullabystar919 笑 not just the first few times! 500over companies rejected my application just because I didn't have working visa lol I didn't even get to 登録 for some companies. 11h
  •   lullabystar919 And even if I got through first interviews, some required me to answer questions like match up the (Japanese) writers to the novels they published , Maths and physics and chemistry questions in Japanese blahblahbkah lol 11h
  •   lullabystar919 I mean 100 lol 10h
  •   spdhiro @lullabystar919 大変〜〜〜!でも今もう苦尽甘来! 尊敬します。I hope my day will come soon. Haha 10h
  •   spdhiro @orangeline yes! 21-31mar!!! 10h
  •   jovie86 @spdhiro yes, anytime. Shall see you soon too! 10h

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