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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ Jens POV
Chapter 75 The next morning after josh and I didn't get sleep at all Chloe yawns and wakes up "mommy, daddy." Chloe says her voice a little raspy "hey baby girl" I say and get up and walk bed to her "why am I here" she asks me and I lift my eyes to meet Josh's and he sits on the other side of her and she sits up. I look at her " we are going to need you to take this like a big girl" I say she nods "baby, we found out that you have a brain boo boo" I say and she cocks her head "what" she asks me her eyes scanning me and josh "chlo, you have something that is called a tumor. For it to go away you have to get a medicine called chemotherapy" I say and she looks at me "what will happen to me" she asks I feel the burning sensation behind my eyes but I can't cry in front of her. "Well, you will lose a little bit of weight, after every treatment of it you won't feel good" I say trying to avoid the part about her losing her hair "and Chloe, you might lose your hair" her eyes widen at that because I know she doesn't really understand what's happening, but she really understands that. She shakes her head "I don't wanna" she says looking at me with those piete little eyes and they make me want to cry. "Me and mommy will always be here wth you when you have to stay we will never ever leave your side" josh adds and she looks down and I see a little tear slip from her eyes. Then I feel one slide down my cheek I quickly swipe it away and look at josh "do you want to watch your favorite show on my iPad" josh asks her she looks up and smiles then nods josh gets his iPad and puts in Cinderella. When she is fully engaged in her movie josh and I slip into the hallway with the doctor "well we went over the blood tests to confirm her diagnoses and they all came back positive. She does for sure have cancer." The pang in my chest hits me once more and I grip for josh "we would like to get her port in by Thursday due to the placement of the cancer, the port will be placed on her chest and we will start the treatments once her port has healed" he says and my legs start to get wobbly "once again I'm very sorry" the doctor says and nods "thank you" josh says.
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 149

Katelyn isn't pregnant. She never was. After she told Stuart,he immediately wanted to make sure by the doctor. Thank god they did because their tests came up negative. Signs didn't even show that she was ever pregnant in the first place. She didn't go into too much detail,but it just so happened coincidently that her time of the month was just later than usual. She never was pregnant. This is the first time I'm hearing that the $7.29 store tests has failed. I wouldn't say I feel relieved for them but for Katelyns sake,I'm glad she doesn't have to deal with Mary. Yet,I feel sorry. I know how bad they want a child of their own. Sort of like Josh and me. Sofie is very special to me, and Josh,but as a married couple,we wanted to be able to call a baby our own and grow up with them. A child is such a blessing to have and I couldn't be more happier than I am now with my two.
This evening was a pretty lousy, boring day. Stuart just so happen to have an extra ticket to tonight's South Carolina vs. Kentucky game and Josh couldn't pass up that opportunity. So,today for me consisted of changing diapers, frustratingly feeding Parker and myself,helping Sofie with her homework,laundry,dishes,more diaper changes,cleaning rooms. It seems like every time I find peace to myself,Sofie either spilt her Dr. Pepper or Parker fell on his face while walking too fast. Solving that problem,I took Parker up to his room so he could walk freely on his own and play with his toys with his sister.
"Sofie,did you finish your science homework?" I asked before leaving them to their playtime. (more in comments)
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ My mom was like 'Carly Marie' I and I thought that i was in trouble because she only uses my middle name when I'm in trouble. Well of course I kinda flipped out and she was like 'you only have 10 rounds in this setting left' she says meaning I only have 10 more rounds of chemo.! Then after my last treatment we have to see what the effect the chemo had on my cancer and it will determine how many more I have to get after this.
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I'm about to go to the church because they had a little session for me today and I am about to go down to say hello and stuff.
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I'm not leaving for awhile though so I'll probably write some fanfic.

I just contradicted myself.
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ Okay I know I haven't tagged anyone, because a lot of people have changed usernames so I am going to take the first 25 people who want tagged and rage them. Comment below if you want tagged. The inly reason I'm only taking 25 is because I had a tone of people wanting to be tagged and it's sometimes really hard to tag everyone.
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So how have you loves been?
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I'm watching a movie with my sister, so I'm fine.😛

Well I know some people are going to be upset that I put cancer in my fanfic, I know I feel like I talk way to much about my cancer and crap and you guys probably get annoyed by me putting it in my fanfic and talking about it. But that's what my life really revolves around because I kinda have cancer. So I'm sorry if you get annoyed..😬
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ Jens POV
Chapter 74 "No more pokes mommy" Chloe whines tears streaming down her cheeks,"only a few more chlo" I whisper squeezing her hand a little and she squeezes mine a little harder. Josh walks into the room, "where's Courtney" I ask "your mom came by after I called her and got her" he says "thank you" I whisper "Mrs. Hutcherson" a nurse walks in I look up "no mommy, don't leave" Chloe says tiredly "we need to speak with you" she says I nod "I'll be back in 5 quick minutes daddy will be right here" I say and kiss her forehead then stand up and walk out of the door. "We need to run an IV, and we have to get er admitted to the hospital" the nurse says looking at a chart "what's wrong with her" I ask the nurse looks up at me "it's not for sure-" she says "what the hell is wrong with her" I shout she sighs "blood work came back and a trace of Brainstem Gliomas came back, your daughter might have a brain tumor" she says and I feel like a boulder just dropped down in my stomach "w-what" I whisper feeling as if I have no voice "I'm sorry, we told your husband a few minutes before we called you out" she whisper I nod "can you go get him" I ask she nods and calls him out and he immediately envelopes my in his arms "we'll he through it baby. She's a strong little girl. They aren't for sure she has it though" he reassures me I just let silent tears slide down my cheeks. Later that day after they admit Chloe and and get her IV running she lays asleep. "Mr. And Mrs. Hutcherson" the doctor calls out name I turn quickly around and he pulls out a stool from one side of the room and I take Josh's steady hand in mine. He looks up at us " your daughter does have Brainstem Gliomas, but we caught it early and it should be gone within 10 round of chemo. I'm so sorry" he says and I break in half "I'll leave you two alone" he says getting up silently and I bury my face in Josh's chest he presses his lips to my head and we both stay like this.
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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 28
I felt awkward sitting at a table with
my doctor's wife and his kids, yet he
wasn't here.
His wife noticed and smiled kindly at
me and only asked a few, mild
questions.
For most of breakfast, I either played
with my food, or ate tiny nibbles,
while listening to the arguments
between Bailey and her brother.
The doctor's wife left for a moment,
leaving me with the children.
They were glaring at each other,
before the boy's smile turned evil.
“At least I'm not a little crybaby like
you,” he said smirking.
Bailey's face turned into a frown, and
her face started to scrunch up.
I closed my eyes, this was similar
to Noel's crying face, the face that
always broke my heart to see.
As the tears started flowing down
Bailey's face, I couldn't just sit there.
“That was a pretty mean thing to say
to your sister,” I said to the boy.
“So? Who are you anyway?”
This kid.
“I guess I'll just tell your mom.”
“No,” he whined.
“Then apologize.”
“No, I don't have to.”
“Fine.”
I put my arm around Bailey and told
her it would be okay, but she
continued to cry.
Their mother returned and I snitched
on the boy,“He called her a crybaby,
and now she won't stop crying.”
“Jeremy, why did you call your sister
that?”
“Well, look at her. She won't stop
crying. It's the truth.”
“Go to your room. We will discuss
your punishment later.”
“Ugh,” and he left, glaring at me.
“Sorry about that,” the mother
apologized.
“It's cool.”
“Josh,” I heard, and looked down.
“Yes, sweetie?”
“Thank you, you're my hero,” and she
wrapped her small arms around my
neck.
At least I could help someone.
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ This makes me sad, not the picture because the queen looks beautiful but what I'm about to get into makes me sad. I see people on here hating on some of my close friends who also go to my hospital and are getting treatments for cancer. It makes me angry that people can pick someone who is already going through hell and make there hell worse. Then you have accounts that steal my pictures and are faking having cancer and they get love and support. Like wtf is wrong with these people? Our society has come down to a really horrible thing. If your not skinny society doesn't think your pretty if you don't have perfect teeth society doesn't think your pretty if your bald society looks down at you with sad eyes acting like it cares that your going through hell but they actually don't. It just makes me dad that people think that what they are doing is alright.
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Okay sorry, I haven't done a rant in awhile so I guess it had to make reappearance. I've had a pretty good day I guess, how about you guys?
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I had physical therapy today and I got to basically sit in a hot tub and do a few leg things. I have to keep enough muscle in my legs to be able to walk that's my one and only goal right now.

I'll write some fanfic in a little but.
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hutchersonbaes Chapter 50
I lay still as a rock in my uncomfortable hospital bed, running the words of Doctor Cates through my head over and over and each time I get more confused. I know who I am. I'm Katrina Hess and I'm 19 years old. My parents live in Idaho and that's where I was born. But where am I now? Do I have friends? A boyfriend? Do I have my own house? Am I in college? I can't remember any of my memories and some aspects of my life, only the basic facts about myself. I never would've thought this would happen to me. It's something you convince yourself that's impossible for you. Then one day reality kicks in and you realize you aren't indestructible. A light knock comes from the door and I give it my best shot to say, "Come in." Yelling isn't really an option right now because I'm so drained physically, emotionally, and mentally. This car crash has taken everything out of me, so hopefully whoever is at the door heard me. ((mic))
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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 27 1/2
I swore I would never drink again
after yesterday.
I woke up to find myself in an
unknown place, and I felt strange.
It was hot, and I felt my face, I was
sweating.
I looked around the room, but all I
saw were blue walls and a dresser,
along with some other decor.
I nearly fell off the bed as I heard my
name being called, and I turned to
hear where it was coming from.
My head was aching, and suddenly,
I had the urge to vomit.
So I did, and that's when the door
swung open.
“Hey hun, you don't look so great,”
a foreign woman appeared and I
was beyond confused.
“Who are you?” I questioned, backing
up.
“I'm Dr. Roger's wife, after yesterday,
my husband brought you back here.”
“Oh, um, thank you.”
“Of course, now let's get you cleaned
up. There is a shower right through
that door and I will leave fresh clothes
on your bed.”
“Thanks so much.”
She nodded and smiled brightly.
Her personality reminded me of
Noel's, she was so bright and bubbly.
But, I guess, she must be happier,
she has been with my doctor for
eleven years and is having his third
child.
That used to be something I dreamed
of with Noel, now that all has been
washed away.
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ Jens POV
Chapter 73 "How is she" I ask as I walk back into the room after making sure Courtney was alright "she's fine, just warn out" he whisper and she lifts her head and looks out at me and she wobbles off of Josh's lap and wobbles walking over to me "come here" I whisper and lift her up and she lays her head on my shoulder. Just then the sirens pull in front of our gate and josh runs flown to unlock them and let them in I slowly carry Chloe down the stairs and then once she's sitting on one of the stools it looks like she can keep her balance "your Jennifer Lawrence" one of the MTs say I shake me head "yeah, just please look at my daughter" I say they all nod and they rub a few tests with her and they look up at me sadly "you need to get her to a hospital now, there's something more going on" one of them say. My heart just drops into the put of my stomach making me feel like I just swallowed a rock and josh puts his face jn his hands. "We can transport her there or you can either way she needs to go tonight. "We'll take her" I snap feeling very upset with the world they nod "Jennifer, we need to go" josh says and he picks Chloe up "I'll get her in the car" he says and I get Courtney out of bed and ready.
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ You guys seriously give me life. I opened like 8 DMs that had pickup lines in them. I may have died a little when I was in therapy.
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Alexa had to build a rocket and it actually works. we all though it would just go up a little but it went up about 50-90 feet. it was awesome.😛
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I'm feeling nauseas right now because they have me in this new antibiotic medicine and it makes me throw up.😬 but other than that I'm alright.

How are you guys doing?
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jhutchlovesme10 you guys are literally my favorite ppl ever and im sorry for not posting for 3 dayss//
Chapter 26
There's a certain feeling that I get
when I'm drunk, as anyone gets.
There's also reasons on why I get
drunk.
I don't always intend on getting
drunk, but it happens.
I was drinking some whiskey from
the bottle, and I accidentally drank
more than I should've.
That led me to take more pills than I
should have taken.
My head was swirling in different
thoughts, some about my biggest
dreams and wishes.
Some about Noel, of course, and
some were just really stupid.
“I believe I can fly,” I sang, jumping
off of the couch and spreading my
arms.
But I didn't fly, I fell.
Then I tried to break a piece of metal
in half with my bare hands, but that
didn't end up working, it only hurt
my hands.
And then, I made the most stupid
mistake when I tried to hold up all of
my weight on one finger.
I heard a crack, and so I went for
a drive.
I was completely shitfaced, but I
made my way to the clinic anyway,
swerving as I drove.
I demanded to see Dr. Rogers, and
my wish was granted.
“You're drunk.”
“Duh,” I replied.
“Let me guess again, you drank and
took your pills, didn't you?”
I smirked and nodded my head.
The doctor took a long sigh, before
taking his seat.
“And your finger is broken?”
“Yes, I think. I can't really feel it.”
“You probably feel numb.”
“Yeah,” I said, shaking my head
around.
“So, why are you drunk?”
“I felt like getting drunk.”
“Wrong.”
“Maybe I wanted a break from always
thinking about her.”
“Ding, ding, ding. Did it work?”
I shrugged, not wanting to answer.
“It didn't. Yes, you're drunk. And Noel
is dead. And tomorrow morning,
you'll be sober, but Noel will still be
gone.”
I shook my head, refusing to believe
him.
“You're wrong. She will be back.”
“Josh,” he spoke, but I puked all
over the floor, stopping him from
continuing.
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hutchersonbaes Chapter 49
The strong scent of disinfectants fill my nostrils as my surroundings come into focus. Everything is fuzzy, but after blinking three or four times, it's not so bad, even though the bright sun streaming through the huge double windows stings my eyes. I'm slightly elevated from the waist up in a blue and white polka dot gown hidden under a thin, army brown blanket. I'm surrounded by snow white walls with a light here and there. On my left is some sort of bland nightstand, at least that's what I think it is. I'm still a little out of it. Then to the far left of that is a white single couch. My head is pounding and my entire body is aching in sharp pain. I try to get up, but I'm immediately stopped by something tugging on my hand and arm. After giving in to my restricter, I rotate my head as much as I can without increasing the intense burning in my neck and make eye contact with multiple IVs transporting some sort of fluid to me. My right leg is wrapped in white bandages and suspended in a sling. What am I doing here? What's wrong with me? ((mic))
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ I feel like such a little kid again. I'm playing with play doe. •••
Please tell me I'm not the only one who enjoys playing with play doe.
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I watched mockingjay with Caden (my boyfriend) today and he got confused and started talking I about punched him.

So what did you loves do all day other than school?
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 148

The next night,Josh eventually convinced me to go out with him for Valentines Day. Putting our differences from yesterday behind me,I said yes. And another good thing about going is that Brooke, Avan,Stuart,and Katelyn are coming. With them there,there's a 80% chance we won't start fighting about our small feud yesterday. But like I said,all of that is behind me and tonight is our night.
After fitting into my white tank top looking top,tight red shirt,white heels, and grey sweater,I threw my purse over my shoulder and walked downstairs to see the very handsome Josh talking to our babysitter for the night,Jenni. "Hey, seven minutes. New record." Josh joked,looking down at the time on his phone,and I rolled my eyes and shoved him. "Alrighty you guys,y'all go have fun. And don't drink too much." Jenni said while giving me a side hug bye. "No promises.." I said before Josh could and she gave me a "not funny" death stare. "I'm serious,Chrystal Gail!" "Ok! Ok! Gosh,you're not my mom." "I'm pretty close to it. Now y'all go have fun! Be careful." It seemed like she was trying to rush us out. "Ok. Oh, and Parker is already asleep and Sofie is up in her room--" "I was told. Now go!" she pushed the both of us lightly out the door. "Don't be having any wild parties here,now,Jenni." I tried to say in my grandpas voice. "No promises." she mimicked me, causing me to roll my eyes and followed Josh to our chilly,cold car. (more in comments)
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ She makes me happy, like I no kidding can look at a picture of her and just smile.️ I'm not the only one am I?
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My doctor told me that me cancer in my left hip has reduced 10% that's the only good news I got, so we will just leave it at that. lays night it started snowing here like wtf it's supposed to be spring Mother Nature.
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How did your day at school/home where ever you were go?

Some news is that I have been getting super weak due to this new chemo that I get and I'm having a ton of trouble walking in my own I either need a nurse to practically carry me or I have to use a walker. but I mean if this chemo helps then I guess it'll all be worth it.
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joshifer._is_obviously_babes_ How many of you lovelies have just followed me in the past few weeks?
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If you new and don't know much about me I'll do a quick description.
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Hi, I'm Carly I'm the one and only owner of this account. I'm 13, I live in Ohio and I have 3 other siblings. My dad passed away when I was 10, we used to live in London but after he passed away we moved to Ohio because I just found out that I had a rare childhood cancer called neuroblastoma. There were better treatment options here. Not to long ago I was told that I have a secondary cancer it is called pre-leukemia. Over been fighting my battle for 3 years and I plan on beating cancers ass.

Okay Ilyasm.
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