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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 13 {regular POV}
“Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one.”
As I heard the line play again,
It made me feel more confident,
because to be honest, I don't know
if I am ever going to be able to
actually leave.
I love him too much.
He's the best thing that I've ever had
in life, and he stayed.
He stayed with me when I needed
someone the most.
I can never thank him enough.
Our first Christmas always makes
me feel happy.
The tree was up and lit, gifts under
the tree.
It was just us, we didn't bother with
inviting family.
We spent Christmas Eve with Josh's
parents and brother, Connor.
We decided a day with just us two
would be perfect.
I woke to the aroma of chocolate
chip pancakes.
I ran downstairs in my pajamas,
and jumped on Josh's back.
“Merry Christmas,” I said, kissing
Josh's cheek.
“Merry Christmas, my little monkey,”
Josh put me down on the couch
giving me a proper kiss.
“I made your favorite, baby.”
“I know, you're the best.”
After eating breakfast,
we opened our stockings and little
gifts before we got to the real
present.
“Okay, so you may or may not be
happy with this, but I sure hope you
like it.”
I opened the envelope and inside
contained two tickets to Indiana,
my hometown.
It all made sense.
He wanted me to see my parents
again, and he was going to be there
to support me.
I wrapped my arms around his neck,
and held him as tightly as I possibly could.
“Thank you,” I whispered.
“It's no problem, babe.”
“Well, for you, I know you've been
practicing for awhile. So I thought I'd
get you a new one.”
He looked confused, until I pulled
out a guitar, signed by Pink Floyd,
and the Lumineers.
“Rach, god, I love you.”
“And I love you.”
I rested my head against his chest,
before suggesting,“Snowball fight?”
“You're on.”
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  •   imagine143jh OH MY GOSH! I LIVE IN INDIANA! lol I loved this. And it made me miss Christmas so much. You literally set the mood perfectly and I felt like I was there with them. You're amazing! 13h
  •   jamie.ray Oh my gosh I live in Indiana too I love these so much You know how to just suck a person into your writing and don't let go and that's just amazing and I could never do this like you do Your an amazing author and I have loved all your stories Keep it up! Your amazing and talented! 12h
  •   jhutchlovesme10 Seriously?! Haha, I picked that place because I know my dad is from there and idk, I thought it fit! What a coincidence! Thanks baby, your comments mean the world @imagine143jh 11h
  •   jhutchlovesme10 Aww, you have no idea how much this made my night! You're such a sweetheart! I know you've been there since the beginning, you've always been such a supportive reader! I appreciate you so much and this comment you make me want to keep writing @jamie.ray 11h
  •   jamie.ray Your an amazing writer and deserve this type of appreciation! I've loved your writing since the beginning and I will always be a follower of this Account! And always a fan of you writing! Keep up the amazing writing! (and also I'm kind of dang irking inside because you replied) 10h
  •   jhutchlovesme10 Thank you so much! and darling, really? Haha, you're so sweet@jamie.ray 9h

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jhutch_imaginerr wowzas hay babaayy. So guys! I still don't have signal that often but I have a few chapters ready for when I do and I'm also almlst to my data limit but hay whatever love ya all !! 19h

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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 68

A few days past again. I haven't really seen Josh all this week because he's been working. But he does call me at night so we could talk. I wish I could see him but it's ok because I think it's cute when he's working. I can't wait until our 'Date Day'. That's what we've decided to call it. It's just going to be us all day and no one else. No distractions. No drama. Just us.
After I dropped off Sofie from school,I decided today could be a 'me' day. I could use this time to go get a new outfit for 'Date Day'. Yea,my closet is filled with clothes and shoes but Josh has seen all of those. I need something new. When I got to the mall,I went to my favorite store and started looking at the clothes. I picked out a lot of different outfits and then went into the dressing room. All of them were cute but I really liked the black long sleeve shirt with a gold pattern short skirt. It was short and really tight but I'll let Josh enjoy my body for a while until I get huge. God,I don't want to even think about that. I remember hating having the huge baby bump on my small body. Now that I'm taller,hopefully it'll look a little better. (more in comments)
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  •   abbygimme NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Stuart can go die in a hole!!!!!! 16h
  •   _rachellll_ Okay seriously just work out one of those I get her every other weekend kind of things please. I just them to be happy 15h
  •   ellie_hutcherson WHY CAN'T THEY JUST SHARE HER!!!! UGH SOFIE! SRY JOSHIE 15h
  •   thg_012 Sofie! Come on make her sign the paper I don't want stuart to get bitchy Im starting to like him 11h
  •   officialredqueen F4f? 10h
  •   sarah_bear305 i was honestly starting to like Stuart...when josh left her i was hoping he'd divorce Kaitlyn and marry chrystel 5h

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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 67

A couple days past. I'm sort of recovering from my moms death. Slowly but surely. I feel better when I tell myself that she's in a better place. She is in a better place. She's with my dad. She was always happy around him. I'm so happy that they're reunited again after 12 years. I bet they're happy. I hope they are. Today it was freezing raining outside so me and Sofie were insider playing board games. Right now we were playing Hedbanz and I was trying to guess what picture was on my forehead. "Am I an animal?" I asked. "Nope." Sofie said back. "Am I something you can play with?" "Yes!" "So I'm a toy?" "Uuhh...no." "But I can play with it?!?" "You can play with anything." She said smartly and I rolled my eyes. "Ok...am I a...bike?" "No!" "A doll?" "No!" "A book?!" "No!" She said back and I was getting frustrated. "What color am I?!?" "I can't tell you!" "Am I red?!" "No!!" She laughed at my anger. Suddenly the doorbell rang but I didn't feel like getting up. "Come in!!" I yelled so they could hear. "Hey." Josh said while walking in. "Hey." "Oh cool a basketball." He said looking at my forehead. (more in comments)
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j_hutchimagine 10- josh pov
Jesses eyes sparkle and she glances at my lips, I think about kissing her but I don't want to seem to forward so I smile instead. Then we arrive at the hotel before catching a flight tomorrow. I haven't even got out the car and jesses door is opened by no one other than liam hemsworth. "Great" I mumble under my breathe. Jesse and liam are hitting off like a storm all too much for me to handle, I storm off into the hotel alone. The paparazzi can just piss off, meanwhile liam being the perfect gentle man protects Jesse from the the flashing lights. That should be me not liam. "What is wrong with you hutcherson?!" Jesse asks me her arms folded across her chest, her eyes not so warm anymore. "Oh I don't know Jesse" I say sarcastically. "Fine" Jesse says coldly and sits away from me. "What has gotten into you?" Liam asks me. "Nothing I'm tired now if you excuse me id like to go to my room alone" I insist. I get up and don't even look at Jesse and catch the lift by myself. "Maybe I have been too much of a dick" I ask myself. But then I remember liam is over 6 foot tall, Australian and had dazzling blue eyes; who doesn't want that? I walk back to the elevator by myself to head back down for the elevator to open on Jesse and liam in a romantic embrace and their lips locked. My heart may have just shattered.
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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 11
“And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than
one.”
My head was swirling with thoughts
about my parents,
and so instantly my head thought
of the memory of our first big fight.
“So, what're you saying, Josh?”
“I just, I don't know.”
“Are you saying I shouldn't be mad
about this?”
“Well, yeah.”
“Oh, I'm sorry, Josh, that I'm mad at
you for blowing me off for your
bimbo costar.”
“You know what it is, you're too
possessive of me. I have a right to
go out with another woman. It's not
like I was actually into her.”
“Possessive? Oh really? You don't
understand, Josh–”
“Yes, I do understand!”
“Don't interrupt m–”
“Oh, please, Rachel. It's simple,
you're jealous because you think
she's prettier than you and I'm going
to fall for her.”
I stood there, appalled.
My eyes felt that familiar sting, a
sign that tears were about to fall.
“I didn't think that, Josh. But
obviously you think she's prettier
than me, but frankly, I don't want to
look like a circus clown. You know,
just leave me alone.”
I walked out into the pouring rain,
trying to ignore how cold and wet
I was getting.
“Rachel, come on.”
“No,” I ran faster.
I heard thunder, just as I was losing
energy.
I felt hands grab me, pulling me by
the waist.
“It's just me,” a Josh's voice said.
We hid from the lightning that struck,
and he held tightly onto me.
“No,” I cried, trying to get away from
him.
“Baby, stop.”
I gave up turning my head to sob in
his chest.
“Rachel, I shouldn't have said that.
You are the most beautiful, gorgeous
woman I have ever laid my eyes on.
I need you to remember that. I love
you so much.”
“You don't understand how it felt, it
felt like I was a hobo going against a
supermodel.”
“Babe, you'll always be my
supermodel.”
He kissed my tears away, while I
let sobs take over my body.
“I'm sorry,” he said.
“No, I'm sorry.”
“I love you baby.”
“I love you Joshy.”
Even in the darkness I saw his smile.
The rain started to clear,
and we came out of hiding.
“I'll race you back to the house,”
I said, starting to run already.
“Not fair,” he said catching up to me.
He caught me, and spun me around
before giving me the kiss I was
waiting for.
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 66

I woke up the next morning with a decent look upon my face. I'm happy that I have Josh and Brooke back but I'm still heart broken from my mom. She's gone. And I'm still mad at myself. I'm part of the reason she's dead. I'll never forgive myself. That afternoon after me and Sofie ate some lunch,I went back upstairs and went into Brookes old room,where my mom stayed. Her stuff was still poured out onto the bed from where I took it all out that day. The day I took her to rehab. The day I saw her for the last time. I started looking though the stuff again. I noticed a small grey book so I started looking through it. It was a picture album. The first picture was a picture of me when I was first born. Another picture was my mom and dad on their wedding day. This was a couple years before I was born. The next picture was another one of my parents except I was in the middle. I must've been about 5 years old. My mom looked young and healthy. And so did my dad. We all looked so happy. Those are the times I wish I could have back. Looking through the rest of the pictures brought tears to my eyes. I remember these times. I remember how happy we were. I should be happy now. My parents are together again. They're reunited with each other. Now they're probably waiting for the day I'll be with them. I'm waiting to. (more in comments)
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 65

A few days later,it was the day of my moms funeral. I put on my short plain black dress with the sleeves going down to my elbows. I put a short sleeve black dress on Sofie to. I'm having Sofie skip a few days of school. I don't have the energy to take her. And besides,if I just write a note saying her grandma died,they'll excuse it. It really hasn't hit Sofie yet that she died. This is the first death she has to deal with and she doesn't know what's happening. And I wish I didn't. Me and Sofie got in my car and I drove down the road to the graveyard. Since my mom isn't really known here in South Carolina,we're just having a small ceremony outside. There shouldn't be a lot of people there. It depends on who all Stuart invited. I got him to plan the whole funeral since there was no way I could've done it. When we arrived,I already seen a few people looking down into the casket. I held on to Sofies hand as we walked up to the people. It was just Stuart,Katelyn,and the preacher. "Hey,daddy!" Sofie let go of my hand to run over to him. "Hey,baby girl." He lifter her up and kissed her on the cheek. (more in comments)
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  •   joshuarhutcherson_imagine Omg no! There's a whole lot more! Lol @_michelle___x3 3d
  •   _michelle___x3 Yay! Because that sounded like a great ending thank god it not 3d
  •   zulfahdq DA FEEEEEEEELS!!! 3d
  •   gracerovner FINALLY!!!!!!! 3d
  •   thg_012 This was perfect Yeshh josh stopped being stupid and came back! Thank you! 3d
  •   everlarkcakes YESHHHHHHHHH MY FUCKING HUSBAND IS BACK YAS 2d
  •   ushutchers good thing Josh isn't some kind of jerk...He's so sweet. Chrystal's lucky to have someone like him to help her through things like this:) 2d
  •   sarah_bear305 ughhhh...you all are so happy he's back but let's look at this in perspective... he promised her he'd never leave NO MATTER WHAT..and guess what? he did..he's left her alone with a baby on the way..WHICH HAS HAPPENED TO HER...he's exactly like Stuart here...leaving then coming back..i love josh probably more than all y'all but look at this in perspective... 5h

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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 10
“But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life.”
I remember at the time of moving into his house, I thought it would
be perfect like it was forever.
“Did we finally finish?” I asked Josh.
“We? Are you kidding me right now?
I am the only one who brought your
stuff into my house.”
“Ahem, my house also now.”
“I think I'm changing my mind about
this.”
“Shut up,” I said pushing his chest.
He laughed, and held my hands
against his chest.
“Ew, you're all sweaty.”
“Yeah, I am,” he said squeezing me against his chest.
“Stop it, Josh.”
I ran from his arms and he chased
after me.
I took some water and sprayed it at
him, but at the same time it got
on the floor and without myself
paying attention, I slipped.
I heard a slipping noise, and before
I felt the impact I was in Josh's arms,
until he fell on his butt, taking me
with him.
“My plan backfired.”
“Maybe you just wanted me to save you.”
“You already did,” I whispered and I
meant that completely.
He looked at me for awhile and I
looked down blushing.
He lifted my chin, “You have no idea how much I love
you.”
“I love you more than that.”
“That's not possible,” he said,
his fingers tangling with mine.
“But it's true.”
“Nope,” his face getting even closer
to mine.
“Yes,” I said, our lips nearly
touching.
He closed the gap between us, but
not before he said no.
That was two years ago.
There is so much more to figure out.
It's different now, I've grown.
We've both grown.
The fights got longer, they got
worse.
And that's why I doubt us.
I'm scared we will end up just like
my parents.
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 64

My jaw dropped open but my hand covered my mouth in shock. Tears ran down my face and fell to the ground. I didn't say anything else but the man on the phone was still there. I could still hear his small breaths. How could my mom die? I sent her to rehab to get better. Not to die. "Um...I...I...what? What?!" I didn't know what to say. "I'm very sorry Miss.Emerson--" "How could y'all let this happen?!?!?" I almost yelled through the phone but my voice was croaky. "If you come by,we'll explain everything." he said and then I just hung up. The anger inside of me caused me to throw the phone across the room. It hit the wall and broke as it fell to the ground. Stuart must've known what happened because he ran over to me and held me in his arms as I continued to cry my eyes out. "She's dead! She's fucking dead!" "Sshh,it'll be ok--" "It will not be ok!" I broke out of his arms. "She's dead! I sent her to go get help but instead she dies! I have another dead parent!!" "Well you need to go down to the rehab center to see what happened." "I need to go check out Sofie--" "I'll go get her. You need to deal with this." he said and I nodded. "I...I'm so sorry..." Katelyn said. I could tell she was in shock to,and she's never even met my mom. "Thank you.." I mumbled and wiped away my tears but it was no use. Tears kept falling out of my eyes. (more in comments)
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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 9
My mind traveled back to the day
after our six month anniversary.
I woke up, the sun shining through
very tiny openings of the wood
cabin.
I was about to get up when I noticed
I had no clothing on.
I quickly covered myself with the
sheet, only to look over at Josh's
smirking face.
“Hello beautiful.”
“Hi handsome.”
I pecked his lips.
He pouted when I pulled away fast.
“Morning breath,” I said, trying to get
away from his grasp.
“I win either way, sweetheart. I let go
and get a good look at your
backside. I hold onto you and I get a
kiss.”
I turned to face him again and kissed
him.
“I was hoping for the other option,”
he said, pulling away.
I hit his arm, and he playfully
said,“Ow.”
“Rachel, um, there's something I
didn't give you yesterday.”
“What is it?”
He brought out a heart shaped box,
and I opened it, revealing a red
key. (Her favorite color)
“Josh, whats this for?”
“Move in with me?”
I gaped at him, but quickly closed
my mouth and shook my head yes.
I kissed Josh again, before asking,
“Why didn't you give it to me
yesterday?”
“Just had to make sure you were
good in bed first,” he smirked.
I glared angrily at him, and he
laughed.
“I'm just joking. I didn't want to give
you too much in one day. And this
way you couldn't say no, you know
how good I am now.”
I laughed, and shook my head.
“But just so you know, you were the
best I've had, babe. I knew you were
special since the beginning. And I've
enjoyed this six months so damn
much, because I got to share it with
you.”
“ That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one,”
the next lyrics played.
I know I'm better with him, but is he
still better with me?
Or should I let him go?
The fighting has become too much,
maybe I'm making it hard for him
and his career.
I just don't know what to do
anymore.
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  •   graciek143 And scene. Lol. I loved it. I think she needs to leave and have him run after her. That would be so darn cute. But I'm sure you have plans for this already so I'm going to stop. 4d
  •   graciek143 I love you so much darling 4d
  •   yaizacs98 I love it a lot, you're an amazing writer :) 4d
  •   jhutchlovesme10 Haha, actually, I was planning a scene similar, but she wasn't going to actually leave ;) I love you too!! @graciek143 4d
  •   jhutchlovesme10 Thank you so much! @yaizacs98 4d
  •   graciek143 Man I was thinking the same thing! Like she makes it to the yard before he finally comes running for her and they just kiss in the rain or something. That would be beautiful. Just saying(; but I already love what you're going to post so yeah. 3d
  •   jhutchlovesme10 Thanks love @graciek143 3d

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jhutch_fanfic2 Heyy guys!! Here's a new chapter. WARNING- it absolutely sucks. Everyone wants and update but I had no idea where to go with it. So here's the horrible chapter. Forgive my spelling mistakes I did this in a few minutes cause I'm at a restaurant with my mom and grandma right now. Sorry ill try to make the next chapters suck less// Chapter 23- Casey's POV
The rest of the wedding went really well. Grace and Matt did there vows we had an amazing party. I woke up with a horrible hangover and I wonder how much I drank last night. I look down and I had a black lace lugire and a topless josh next to me. I giggle thinking about it. I shake josh awake and his eyes flutter open rapidly. "Good morning sexy" he says staring at me. I groan and say "where's the Tylenol?" "In the med cabinet" he says. "Ughhhhhh" I yell and I walk towards the bathroom. "Hey while your at it get me one too!" Josh says. I come back with four capsules and I ask "how much did I drink last night?" I look around and see two or so whiskey bottled and like five empty wine bottles. I see our custom made wine glasses my dad got us on the night stand. "How much does it hurt?" Josh moans. "Alot" I whine. "there's your answer" josh says. I swallow the pills without water and josh follows. "Lets go check on grace and Matt" josh says sliding out of bed. "Lets put some pants on first" I giggle. He rolls his eyes and obeys. I grab the Tylenol too. I throw my hair in a bun and walk out with josh. I feel dizzy as we walk out of the room and josh needed to hold my shoulders and steer me in the right direction. We walk in and find grace and Matt perfectly awake. No alcohol to be seen and there both watching tv on their bed. "Would it kill you guys to be quieter in the future?" Grace asks. ((Mic))
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 63

More days past. I haven't heard a word from anyone. The only person I talk to is Sofie. But after she goes to school,I have no one. I usually go home,eat yogurt,and watch tv all day. I've been trying to calm down on the junk food. It's not good for the baby. Depression and stress isn't good for the baby either but there's no way I can stop that. How can I? My boyfriend,or ex boyfriend I guess, is leaving me with a baby. My mom is suffering in rehab. My best friend left me to. And I have a daughter who doesn't know anything that is going on. I have plenty of reasons to be depressed. After I dropped off Sofie from school this morning,I went back home and laid back down on the couch and wrapped myself up in a blanket. As soon as I started to get comfortable,I heard the doorbell ring. I didn't feel like getting up again. I want to rest. "ITS OPEN!!!" I screamed so the person out there would hear. "No it's not! It's locked!" I heard Stuarts voice yell. I groaned while standing back up. I kept my blanket around me as I walked over to the door to answer it. When I did,I saw Stuart and Katelyn. "Wow...you look...uuhh..." Stuart began to say and I rolled my eyes. "Go ahead and say it." "Horrible." he said and Katelyn laughed alittle as I rolled my eyes. (more in comments)
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  •   zulfahdq Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat????????????? Are you just doing something with my heart??? O.O 4d
  •   ushutchers WAAATT!!!!!???? she was cray cray but she touched our hearts and WHHY WHHY WHYYY NANSKFWIISJFJWIDIFIOAOAOSOOHGGAADFGHKKL 4d
  •   oliviagroscost WHY DO YOU DO THIS 4d
  •   thg_012 Yeshh Stuart!! I like him now but poor chrystal I feel bad for her 4d

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jhutchlovesme10 Chapter 8 (1/2)
“'Cause when I close my eyes and
drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing.”
I let the lyrics take over me,
I knew I shouldn't, but I did anyway.
I closed my eyes and did what?
I thought of him.
Our six month anniversary.
I remember dressing up in a red silky
long dress, and Josh was in a nice
black tux with a red tie.
We went to a fancy restaurant in
town on the river.
“Josh, this is absolutely amazing.”
“Just wait till you see the inside,”
he whispered in my ear, grabbing my
hand and putting his other hand over
my eyes.
“No peeking.”
I listened as he guided me into the
restaurant.
He took his hand off my eyes and
it was dark, then suddenly a very
dim light turned on.
There were candles and flowers all
around our table, a lit up fountain
and no one else was around.
It was just us.
And it was so romantic.
“Josh, it's perfect. I-I don't know
what to say.”
“I'm glad you enjoy it, love.”
We sat and ate our meal, and at
the end there was a chocolate
fountain to dip many different treats
in it.
“Josh, thank you so much. You have
no idea how much this means to
me.”
“Babe, it's not over yet.”
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 62

More days past. No sign of Josh. It's almost been a month. And each day I get more depressed and stressed. After I dropped off Sofie from school this morning,I felt like going to Brooke and Avans house. I miss spending time with my best friend. When I pulled up in the driveway,I only saw Brookes car. I knocked on the door and she answered quickly. "Hey." "Hey." She said back and hugged me. "Are you off today?" I asked her. "Yea,why?" "I just wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today or something." "Yea,sure! Let me put on some clothes real quick." She said since she was still in her pajamas. I nodded as she walked back down the hall. I wondered around the house a little bit. Brooke did a good job decorating the place. I'm sure Avan didn't do all this. When Brooke was ready,she came out of her room in a long sleeve low cut blue shirt,dark jeans,and her boots. "Ready?" She asked while grabbing her purse. "Yep." I said as we walked out the house and got in my car. I started driving to the mall and when we got there,we quickly walked into Starbucks. We both ordered out lattes and then sat down at a table in the corner of the cafe. When we were settled,I started to talk. (more in comments)
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  •   thg_012 Me too I want crystal and Stuart together because Josh is just pissing me off right now I feel bad for crystal you should include Stuart in the next chapter! Please update so ily 4d
  •   kussx_juuullx Well that is seriously heartbreaking :( 4d
  •   joshiferomq IM LITERALLY IN TEARS PLEASE MORE 4d
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  •   joshuarhutcherson_imagine A few more minutes lol @n_bullis 4d

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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean
Part 61

A couple weeks past and I still haven't heard from Josh. If Avan did talk to him,he didn't listen. He's gone. I'm alone again. Now it's just me and Sofie. And I guess a new baby to. Without a father. I can't believe this is happening again. Now I'm going to have another kid wondering where their dad is. I hate this baby. I hate it. Well,not hate it. I'm going to love it. I love it now. But I hate that it's in me now. Wonder if it has Joshs eyes? Joshs hair? Joshs face? Wonder if it'll look like Josh? Then I will never get over Josh. Or maybe I'll get lucky and it'll look like me. Like Sofie does. But I can still see Stuart in her eyes. Sofie is excited about the baby. She's already planning out names. Names for a girl. She wants a sister. I don't really care what it is. I just want it to have its father. I feel like I'm 14 again. Scared. Not knowing what the hell to do. I've been depressed. Not only is my baby not going to have a dad,but I don't have a boyfriend. Josh was more than a boyfriend. He was my best friend. The person I could go to about anything. I trusted him. I loved him. And he let me down. He's gone. He left me. Like everyone else in my life has. My dad,Stuart,Brooke moved,my mom kicked me out but now in rehab,and now Josh left. This is just how my life works. (more in comments)
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 60
**Chrystals pov** I was still waiting in the car for about an hour. Wonder what's going on in there? I suddenly saw Avan,Stuart,and Jerry come walking out of the building. Avan started running towards the car so I got out. "What happened?!?!" I yelled. "He's out!!" "Are you serious?!? Oh my god!" I wrapped my arms around him to hug him. "Thanks,Jerry." I smiled and surprisingly he hugged me to but it was a side hug. "It was no problem." "I wouldn't be to excited.." Stuart said and I knitted my eye brows in confusion. "What do you mean?" I said and all 3 of them shared afew glances. Before any of us said anything else,the court doors opened and there came out Josh. In normal clothes. Normal hair. Normal face. I smiled really big when I saw him. I started running towards him as fast as I could. When I got to him,my arms went around his neck and I rested my head on his shoulder. The smile was still across my face,until I noticed his arms were still down. He wasn't even holding me. I let go slowly and looked at him in the face. He was emotionless. "What's wrong? Aren't you happy?" I tried to smile to make him happy. "Why would I be happy?" he asked and I looked at him confused. (more in comments)
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  •   joshuarhutcherson_imagine "Because your out of jail!" "The problem is is that I went!" "It was only for a couple of days--" "Come here." he yanked my arm and pulled me to the side of the building where we were by ourselves. "Chrystal...we...we need to break up." he said and some how I knew he was going to say that. "Why?" I asked but I already knew. "I went to jail,Chrystal. Because of your family." "Look,my mom is in rehab now. Rick isn't even a part of my family. And I'm sure they're going to start searching for him. Everyone's gone now. It's just us! We can start over!" "You just don't get it! I went to fucking jail!!" "And I worked my ass off to get you out!! Now that you are,your doing this!!!" "I'm sorry! I really am!! I just can't be with you! Goodbye." he said and then walked away. It took me a few seconds to realize what he just did. I was frozen to the ground,not knowing what to do. You know that feeling in the back of your throat when your trying to hold in your crying? Well,that's the feeling I'm having now. It burned so much,the tears started rolling out of my eyes anyways. I turned around quickly and started running after him. He was already halfway down the parking lot. "Wait,Josh!!" I cried but he kept walking. "Josh,please!!!" I screamed and still be kept walking. I ran faster and finally caught up with him. I ran out in front of him and grabbed his arms to stop him. (more in comments) 5d
  •   joshuarhutcherson_imagine "Please listen to me!" "There's nothing you can say." "Yes there is! I just need you to listen to me!" "You can try whatever you want. We're done,Chrystal." he started walking away again. "Josh!!!!" I yelled but he kept walking. "Josh,I'm pregnant!!!" I screamed and that time,he stopped dead in his tracks. A few seconds later,he turned his feet to face me again. He started to walk back up to me until we were face to face. "What?" he asked in shock but was still confused. "I'm pregnant..." I said again. I saw his head starting to shake no lightly. His mouth was open but no words escaped. "And you can't leave me." I said sternly. "You can't let me go through this alone again. I need you." "You--your not pregnant..." "Yes,I am. And you can't leave me like Stuart did." I tried to whisper so Stuart couldn't hear. "I really need you. I really...really need you. This baby needs you!!" "We've only been together 7 months! We can't have a baby!" "It's our fault.." I said and he was still shaking his head no. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry. I can't do this." he turned away quickly and started running away. "No,Josh!!!" I ran after him. Before I could've caught him,I felt Stuart grab my arm to stop me. "Josh,please!! No!!" I yelled but he ignored me and got in Avans car. (more in comments) 5d
  •   joshuarhutcherson_imagine I gained the strength to break out of Stuarts arms and ran to Avans car. This time,Stuart and Avan grabbed my waist and tried to pull me away but I was holding on to the car door handle. I tried opening it but it was locked. "Josh,please!!" I started banging on the window. He kept his head turned away from me. "I need you! Please don't do this!!" I cried but he was still ignoring me. I was starting to get angry. "You son of a bitch,answer me!!!!!" I screamed and then Stuart finally pulled me away before I went crazier. "Chrystal,let's go." "No!" I yelled. I felt Avan grab my arm and turned me towards him. "I'll talk to him,ok." "I need to talk to him!" "I'll talk to him first. Go home. I got this." "I'm not going home without Josh!" "You have to. He'll be back,ok?" "Avan,I need him!" "I know you do. I'll talk to him. I'll have Brooke drop off Sofie back at our house. Go home and relax. I got him." He said calmly to try to make me calm. "Alright. Please talk some sense into him--" "I will. Go home." He said and then got in his car. I saw Josh glance over at me but turned back away quickly. I felt tears roll down my cheeks as I watched them drive off. He's really doing this. Josh is leaving me alone. Something he said he would never do. 5d
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joshuarhutcherson_imagine A Love Deeper Than The Ocean.
Part 58

After a long drive with Stuart,we finally made it to Kentucky. Again. As soon as we got in town,I wanted to leave. I don't want to be here. But I'll do anything to get Josh out of jail. Stuart finally pulled into his parents house and we got out of the car. This used to be his old house. "So y'all moved back here? I thought y'all moved to Minnesota?" I asked confused. "We never sold it. It was still ours. After I graduated,I stayed in Minnesota with Katelyn for college and my parents came back here." He said as we walked up to the front door. Last time I was here,I was banging on the doors and windows but they wouldn't answer. I knew that they were gone when I climbed into the window to see the whole house empty. Stuart let us in and walked into the house. It doesn't look much different. The furnisher is back. His dad was sitting on the couch watching tv but turned towards us when we walked in. "Oh...hey y'all." "Did you get the stuff?" Stuart asked. "Yep. I got it this morning." "What stuff?" I asked. "...The records. Looks like this is going to be an easy case. Come look." His dad sort of said nicely. I guess Stuart told him to be nice to me. (more in comments)
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