27,444 Posts

richardblahhh Yesterday, while trying to walk home I crossed through campus, hiding in the shadows, covering my pale, weak face underneath a scarf, two jackets, and multiple textbooks. I could feel the pity in people's eyes as I crouched and limped right past them. When my ride finally arrived, I mustered all of the strength I had left and threw myself into the backseat. I had no energy to take any of my baggage off or to even sit right, so I looked like a mound of clothing and bags, my body tightly curled and contorted somehow fitting into the small seat because that was the only position that soothed my pain. Feeling completely defeated, the entire ride home I repeated the phrase, "Just take me already, God". After a while it became a supplication, a plea, asking for an end to my suffering and accumulated pain. I shivered in fear, at the thought of never waking up again but there was somewhat of a consolation in that fear. The feelings disappeared after hours of sleep and later that night as I waited in the X-Ray room I sat next to a tightly embraced couple, the woman whispered to the man how scared she was. And I thought about how fearful I had been hours ago. I have always known myself to be a strong person, capable of taking misfortune head-on: so this person I had become in the backseat seemed strange to me. I wonder where he came from. I wonder if he's always been a part of me. I wonder if he hides in the shadows of my spirit, trembling in despair, too afraid to beg for what he wants. 4h

» LOG IN to write comment.

ediisrael The big blue.. The last day 4 Holliday
כמעט סוף החופש..
9h

» LOG IN to write comment.

» LOG IN to write comment.

brenda_mai_ Grateful for good friends, long walks and cute houses... 19h

» LOG IN to write comment.

justadane Flowering tree in old England 23h

» LOG IN to write comment.

» LOG IN to write comment.

ba_ba_lu_ba
@BA_BA_LU_BA - Colors&Minimal

Date: April 29, 2016
Colors of the day @egomanias

Admin: @_nycalling_ @barbaraflebus75

Follow @ba_ba_lu_ba and tag your colorful photos #babaluba #ba_ba_lu_ba

EXPRESS YOUR COLORED SOUL
Please visit and follow also these wonderful hubs: .
@instanaturefriends
@jaw_dropping_shots
@mafia_minimal
1d

» LOG IN to write comment.

tomerofri נקודת אור ~
לילה מלא כוכבים בהרי אילת
4.2016
1d

» LOG IN to write comment.

» LOG IN to write comment.