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fromlosstolove Extract "Even thought I constantly listed the things that I am grateful for, I couldn’t find the type of blessings that would make my heart sing. Not a single one. It may be because I have been too busy healing my heart, or it may be because now I am used to feeling instead of thinking. My soul needed something stronger than the voice in my head saying “I have lost a child; I have nothing to be grateful for”... http://www.fromlosstolove.com/Inspirations/Thanks-InnerDay.aspx #miscarriage #griefsupport #grief #babyloss #infantloss #stillborn #gonetoosoon 16min

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missjaxx1989 My Ava. My Angel. Forever my beautiful 6 weeks old little girl. R.I.P #AngelBaby #Princess #LoveForever #Infantloss 25min

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my_angel_daisy This is the last picture that was taken of my sweet Daisy Mae. Her leg looks all weird bc of the diaper they had on her in the hospital. It breaks my heart looking at this picture because you can tell she is just so skinny and wasn't getting the nutrients she needed due to her being wrapped up in her cord. She was only 4 lbs 12 oz at 38.5 weeks. I often wonder if she suffered in me. She would be 2 months old today, 9 weeks on Tuesday. I saw a baby playing in the pool at the gym today and it broke my heart all over again. Everyday it seems like my heart is shattered again and again. I just keep thinking about all the things she never got to do. I think constantly about what we missed out on and who she would have become. It's true that you lose it all. Her first cry, her first latch, her first time trying solids, her first tooth, her first word, her first day of school, her first boyfriend, her graduation day, her wedding day, her children... We just lose it all. It's really hard for me to stay positive when everyday I wake up having to face yet another day without her. I believe in hell, because I live in it on a daily basis. My own personal hell isn't somewhere after life, it's here on earth. Please excuse the sadness, today just sucks.
#infantloss #babyloss #stillbirth #stillbornstillloved #daisymae #loveher #missher #healing
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  •   fromlosstolove @my_angel_daisy don't be so hard on yourself. If you can't see it in a positive light, is where you are now. I now it sucks, it is deep suffering, a dark place. believe I have been there too. Desperately looking for a sign. As we heal and understand and shift our perspective; signs, communication, healing, transformation will come. Honor were you are, as painful as it may be, the more that we fight the longer it will stay. I'm Holding your heart 2h
  •   my_angel_daisy @neverendingvalleydoula when I have good days I just feel guilty. Like how could I possibly be having a good day? I just get this feeling that this was my only chance to be a mother. She was our miracle baby and now that she's gone, I feel like I died too. Its nice to be able to talk to women who understand! 2h
  •   olivialynnsmommy This is my favorite picture of Daisy. Absolutely beautiful. Thinking of you 1h
  •   my_angel_daisy @olivialynnsmommy thank you love!! Thinking of you too, always!! 1h
  •   carlie_emma Daisy Mae, you are beautiful as always. Please send your mama strength and peace to comfort her during these sad days. &Please say hi to my Ellie Rae in heaven for me too. As you know grief is a roller coaster ride and today you are feeling low but you can't stay there forever. I had a really terrible few weeks but I'm feeling better these past few days. When you feel good, allow yourself too. Daisy Mae wants to see her mama's beautiful smile. I know when I'm in a low it feels like it will last forever but remember there are better days ahead. 1h
  •   guidedbyanangel11 I'm so sorry for your loss @my_angel_daisy . She's beautiful. I know how you feel. I feel the same way today. Miss my son so much. 1h
  •   yesica_vergara Im really sorry, i wish thete was something that it could still be done i cant even imagine all the suffering you are going thru.... She is beautiful! 1h
  •   luvizmee Sending HUGGGGSS your way 27min

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hildeelidasolheim Mine to elskede gutter ♡ I dag har vi satt ned jule-bamsen og tente lys til lillegull #etbarnforlite #småføttersetterdypespor #infantloss #angel 2h

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luckii_13 Ryder's Christmas ornament from his aunt Kearstyn. #myangel #Ryder #infantloss #iam1in4 #angelbaby #firstchristmasinheaven 12h

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theprimroseproject I will not forget you. I have engraved you on the palms of my hands. Isaiah 49:15-16 #isaiah49 #iwillnotforgetyou #love #hope #infantloss #primrose 16h

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luvizmee Omari's #Christmasornament. i celebrate you boobala. #Ismileforyou Omari, Even when I don't want to smile I close my eyes and think about the precious moments we shared together. #imissyou Bub. #mybabyisinheaven #tooperfectforearth #missingyou #myprince you are the angle on my tree. #angelbabies 20h

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  •   c1ty0fangelz The only way i could survive was by alowing me a break from the pain. It started by a 5 min break a day, then 10 min etc. during that time, i forced myself to do simething else i.e having an icecream cone while i put my pain in my 'back pocket' . It was SO hard at first but eventually, I started to look forward to the 'breaks' as they allowed me to breath outside of the water that was drowning me. 20h
  •   saandydf @c1ty0fangelz i agree with you, this is a great way to do it 14h

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dreama2185 #photogrid went to see the memorial garden at Kettering Medical Center today. This garden is a memorial for babies whos lives were cut way too short and for families who have suffered a loss of a baby. I am going to go back one night at dark to see it with the christmas lights on. My husband and I were both taken back with emotion and it put everything in perspective. This whole nicu experience has been trying but I have my babies. This is what I needed today. #nicu #miscarriage #infantloss #memorial 21h

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riseofthesporks #Cradling her in life and after. #remembering my beautiful cousin Sadie 3 years after we lost her to SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome) at 7 weeks old. I wanted to keep her memory alive through art, and am grateful to @seesawbodyart for detangling the #ideas in my head. 21h

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riseofthesporks #remembering my beautiful cousin Sadie 3 years after we lost her to SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome) at 7 weeks old. I wanted to keep her memory alive and #honor her through art, and am grateful to @seesawbodyart for detangling the #ideas in my head. This piece means a lot to me. 21h

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courtneymichele7681 ~ Grief never ends... But it changes. It's a passage, not a place to stay. Grief is not a sign of weakness, nor a lack of faith... It's the price of love. ~
#grief #grieving #InLovingMemory
#RIP #RestInPeace #remembrance
#loss #mamaofanangel #gaurdianangel #babyloss #infantloss #change #passage #weakness #faith #hope #love #angel #angelbaby #missinyou
#TextCutie
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earthmom_angelbaby Day 9; 5 facts about my pregnancy.
1. It was the most rewarding feeling, carrying my baby.
2. I had no morning sickness.
3. It was my first pregnancy.
4. I fell to the floor when I saw this positive. Wasn't expecting it at all.
5. I'd do it all over again if it meant my daughter would live.
#angelmom #angelmommy #angelmother #angelmommyphotochallenge #babyloss #emptywomb #ectopicpregnancy #ectopicpregnancysupport #ectopicpregnancyawareness #infantloss #infantlosssupport #infantlossawareness #miscarriage #miscarriagesupport #miscarriageawareness #momofanangel #mommyofanangel #motherofanangel #pregnancyloss #pregnancylosssupport #pregnancylossawareness #SIDS #stillborn #stillbirth #SIDSsupport #SIDSawareness #stillbirthsupport #stillbirthawareness
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shortneyt Seven months out visiting you. Writing to you. Writing about every memory I can think of with you. Telling you what I'm thinking and praying, hoping, feeling. Finally filled up one whole journal. But it's not The End. It never will be. You will always be loved. Remembered. A huge part of our life. We are thankful for the many gifts you gave to us. Way better than any Christmas gift we could receive. You changed us all. Made us see the world differently. Made us see people differently. You gave us the gifts of compassion, hope, thankfulness. So many other gifts too...Too numerous to list. We love you. And we can't wait to see you again. We hope your Christmas has been so magical this year with Jesus and the other angels. Xxoo. Mommy. #PrayersforGray #angelbaby #ourlittlestboy #gift #firstchristmasinheaven #babyloss #infantloss #gonebutnotforgotten #alwaysinourhearts 1d

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