41,392 Posts

thestarvingactress My bingeing is back to bad. I was recently in a play called Carnage by Yasmina Reza and I was the fat unpopular one in the cast. My co-actors were all like fucking models. I'm 21 I should be confident in myself but hence no. I am starting another water fast tomorrow as I can't cope this size. As ever, love and hope to all#anamia #waterfast #waterfasting #bulimia #bingeeatingdisorder #anorexia #bulimarexia #fasting #fatloss #ketosis #extremeweightloss #depression #imsofat #hatemyself #inadequate #thestarvingactress 2h

» LOG IN to write comment.

» LOG IN to write comment.

ilovethepainofwhatido So lunch was some grapes and blueberries since my friends were like you haven't eaten lunch the past two days, blah blah blah. So I bring this so I just added 110 either way I burned it since I don't have practice at volleyball I ran at gym and stuff soo yeah^^
Also if I do good today this will be 4 days of binge free
#abcdiet #anafood #anafooddiary #anadiet #ana #ed #needtolose #imsofat
5h

» LOG IN to write comment.

ilovethepainofwhatido 1 peach-70 cal
Sorry for it being a little blurry I didn't have much time.
#anahelpme #anafoodlog #anafood #anafooddiary #abcdiet#ana #needtobethin #needtolose #imsofat
5h

» LOG IN to write comment.

baby_stepss Me & my newborn nephew Jake 6h

» LOG IN to write comment.

sammygee01 and I wonder why I can't lose weight! #ImSoFat #LoveThemBurgers #MachoBurger 6h

» LOG IN to write comment.

  •   hdjr2 :D 8h
  •   madsschang Elsker at du tager billedet, inden den er færdig 6h

» LOG IN to write comment.

Video Ruben Handal† ARTPOP
Normal Maria Carmen Ampo Ngo

» LOG IN to write comment.

» LOG IN to write comment.

lucyellston This is as clean eating as it gets for me #lol #imsofat #mybodyhatesme #eatingbroccoliwhileonholidaywtf 15h

» LOG IN to write comment.

ottinana 兩個人真的是幸福肥嗎?
(捏捏自己的肥肉)
還是中了無限發福的毒?

#imsofat #happiness ? #caused
15h

» LOG IN to write comment.

xx_sarah_xxoo Sarah's fat legs adventure • so fab • #imsofat #fatlegs #foreverfat #hk #hking #itsrainingsohard #hkweather 15h

» LOG IN to write comment.

Unknown paula elaine serafico
thataserafico Look how big i am.... ;) hahahah
#imsofat
17h

» LOG IN to write comment.

niecypatricia02 I kind of just needed to get this out, so just ignore it. After this I promise I won't ruin you're feed with my life problems. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

I went to the only man in my life that has ever look at me with a smile. And spoke to my with a kind heart. My uncle. He's only three years older then me, and we've gotten along so well until I ruined it.

I covered my skin and wiped away all the blood before I sat next to him. He had a hat covering his blonde hair and a bottle of water in his hand. I dried my eyes and asked him if I could talk to him. He shrugged his shoulders, so I went on.
I told him everything. And I mean everything. All my dark days, the attempts to take my life, and the thoughts the rule my life everyday. Mid-confession, he squeezed the water bottle tightly letting it crush under his fist. That was just before he threw it at me. He stood up and started screaming at me. We were all alone so no one else heard.

He called me names, Fat. Useless. Bitch. Whore. I started to cry as his words stung like a slap i'm the face. That was before he actually did. Then without warning he grabbed me, pushing me against the wall by the shirt. Looking right into my eyes he said, "No one will ever care, so stop harassing me with your shit." I can't tell you how I felt when he left. I couldn't cry. I.couldn't get mad. I just stood there emotionless.
20h
  •   johnlock_is_endgame17 I'm here for you, try not let him intimidate you because then he will just continue to do so. Good luck! And I sincerely hope that you will be okay! 19h
  •   pastelsandparchment Baby, it's going to be okay. But if something goes seriously wrong, please call someone and get help <3 Be safe and I hope everything is okay . Ily c: x 19h
  •   anastasia_wolf_ Awe honey gimme a hug! Stay strong. There are people who care! Who will want to help you. That guy is the useless fat one! He is heartless Hun. You are the most beautiful, talented soul I have ever spoken to. xx you are worth something! 18h
  •   frodos_eyes You don't deserve any of that! We all love you and even though I don't know you I am here for you to DM any time if you need someone to talk to! Don't let anyone ever tell you that you don't matter or out you down! 17h
  •   niecypatricia02 @frodos_eyes thank you sooo must, this really al, means a lot. 15h
  •   avengers_tony Darling you know you can always talk to me when you need to I'm always here for you, and I go through things like that too, so I know a lot of what you feel. Nobody deserves to be treated like that, and anyone who deals that out, should expect some serious shit from me. If they try to beat me down with words, then damn I'll beat them down with my bare hands, I don't care what people say about me anymore. I try to look pretty, and when I think I do, then damn right I am. I don't even accept complements because I'm just kind of dead in that area. But I'm always trying to help people stay away from that, I don't want people to feel that way, so I try to spread some hope, or happiness whenever I can it also amazes me how I can be so like, "I'm gonna beat you up" and then go to "I'll save you from bullies." I don't know. I guess when you fight a bully you're not a bully too, you're just standing up to them. 12h
  •   fandomly_imagines I don't think your overreacting, you have a reason to be scared. 11h

» LOG IN to write comment.

aubrey_swanson Had my first @burgerfi experience today... I must say, it was good! #burgerfi #majornoms #imsofat 22h

» LOG IN to write comment.