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numb.and.drowning.in.pain I feel so utterly and deeply alone.. It just hit me how alone I actually am and feel.. Okay, so one thing that hurts the most is that, even with all the weird stuff I said about my bf that's been bugging me lately, it hurts to say that I really really deeply do love him to the point where it hurts.. And what hurts more is it really hurts my heart to the point where I'm afraid of loving him cause because of all the things I've said about him earlier, like, how he thinks he's all superior and shit, I don't know if he loves me the same way I love him.. When we first started dating, he was like the cliche, cute, cuddly, jealous type of guy, and once I finally accepted the fact that he loved me and I returned the favour, I'm just really scared that it's not the same type of love anymore and it just really hurts me.. I just don't know what to feel or if I matter to anyone anymore.. #alcohol #worthless #whatswrongwithme #ednos #relapse #tellmethatyouloveme #imsorry #imissyou #idontcareanymore #smoke #suicide #self_harm #drunk #dearagony #depressed #grunge #helpme #letmego #cuts #cigarettes #blithe #broken #overthinking #hurt 1h

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numb.and.drowning.in.pain Basically my life in a nutshell lol.. Ugh I'm in such a fucking weird mood right now.. That moment when you feel horny and you're just like wtf what do I do *awkward boner* .. Ugh please can I just like go to party and smoke and get high and get drunk and just party and have fun and get wasted with close friends and not care about anything for a little.. #alcohol #worthless #whatswrongwithme #ednos #relapse #imsorry #idontcareanymore #overthinking #smoke #cigarettes #suicide #self_harm #drunk #depressed #letmego #cuts #blithe #broken #grunge #imissyou 5h

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_kileymckenziee_ a smile tells a lot about a person🌞 #allsmiles #idontcareanymore 5h

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with_reverence01 Why look good when you could look like this!?!?! Just always do what makes you smile, even if that mean making silly faces #Goofygoober #alwaysbeyou #Idontcareanymore 13h

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carolinesvane The less you care, the happier you will be️😈 #happy #Happiness #lovelife #idontcareanymore 16h

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shezza_undercover I saw this on @professional_benaddict 's profile and was moved by it.
My story... Well I don't know if I should tell you my fandom related ones or my real life related ones. I'll go with fandom.
I get bullied A LOT via DM because I don't ship Sherlock with anyone and because I am new to the fandom. Though this was long ago the girl called me fake and stupid. She said I didn't make sense, all because I don't ship Sherlock with anyone. Another time was in real life when I saw a girl wearing a Sherlock shirt and I was excited and said "nice shirt!" Very politely. She heard me, because she looked at me up and down and rolled her eyes, then proceeded to walk away. It made me feel like a really pathetic fangirl because this girl was hella pretty and skinny! She was probably wearing a small. I felt so bad the rest of the day.
So my message to the fan girls. If another fan girl sees your shirt and excitedly compliments you on it, thank her. You are no better than her if you are skinnier, if you have shinier hair, or if you have a smoother face. No fan girl is better than others. Don't make someone feel bad period. Don't call them stupid because they don't ship, THAT is stupid.
If you don't respect other fan girls you don't deserve to be one period.
#iamaproudfangirl #sherlock #sherlockholmes #doctorwho #bbc #stopthehate #nohate #idontcareanymore #benice #stopthebullies #stopbullying
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  •   shezza_undercover @drink_the_stars_with_me honestly thank you so much for even just READING my stuff it means a lot 4h
  •   drink_the_stars_with_me Thank you for those kind words, and you are what I strive to be in a writer! Sometimes I can't word the story correctly, and it sort of frustrates me do to the fact that they probably wouldn't understand on what I was trying to go for and feel the emotions I'm trying to create with my writing; you can achieve your goal! You just need to believe in your writing and when you do it's absolutely fantastic, feeling like it's the best thing in the world. I'm glad to see that I can help you because it's simply amazing 4h
  •   shezza_undercover @drink_the_stars_with_me u need to stop ur too much!! All writing is different and I'm sure urs is actually good!! Do U have a wattpad account or something or is is it mostly on here? I would love to read ur writing!! I really would! 4h
  •   drink_the_stars_with_me No, but I do have a fanfiction account on Fan fiction.net as This-is-My-Cannibal, and thank you very much! I always wonder wether my writing is good and wonder if I should just stop it all together 4h
  •   shezza_undercover @drink_the_stars_with_me do you have a story you would recommend or should I just go forth and read??lolz 4h
  •   drink_the_stars_with_me Just go forth and read xD Hopefully my work isn't horrible 4h
  •   shezza_undercover I'll DM you when I'm done!! @drink_the_stars_with_me 4h

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plainjane760_ Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace
Drag my name all over the place.
I don't care anymore.
You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in
You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win.
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore

I don't care what you say
I don't play the same games you play. 'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends
And it seems to me there's a means to and end.
They don't care anymore.
And as for me I can sit here and bide my time
I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind.
I don't care anymore I don't care no more

I don't care what you say
We never played by the same rules anyway.

I won't be there anymore
Get out of my way
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore I don't care anymore

Well, I don't care now what you say
'Cos ev'ry day I'm feeling fine with myself
And I don't care now what you say
Hey I'll do alright by myself
'Cos I know. 'Cos I remember all the times I tried so hard
And you laughed in my face 'cos you held all the cards.
I don't care anymore.
And I really ain't bothered what you think of me
'Cos all I want of you is just a let me be.
I don't care anymore D'you hear? I don't care no more

I don't care what you say
I never did believe you much anyway.

I won't be there no more
So get out of my way.
Let me by
I got better things to do with my time
I don't care anymore
D'you hear? I don't care anymore
I don't care no more
You listening? I don't care no more
No more!

You know I don't care no more! iv
19h

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samasamass Found #ippudo #ramen at #7-11 from #kyoto and had to get it even though it was 11pm. #idontcareanymore #loseweightlater #whereissam #iamfat #latenightsnack #notguilty 23h

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Brannan Olliver (Ollie)
lucipurrfection Liking someone like you is a fad I choose to not follow. #emohair #idontcareanymore 1d

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nokturnallilith Don't forget time & money!
Spot on photo right here!
It's the cold truth!
I seriously don't anymore, I've grown impatient over the years. I'm too old to for this and life's too short.
I've outgrown negative attitudes & petty crap. Gossipers, nosy people, rude people & children who make fun & tear down others!
#spoton #ivegrownimpatient #idontcareanymore #lifestooshort #wastedtimeisbad #notimpressed #peoplearelame #myhappinessismoreimportant #aintnobodygottimeforthat #donthavetimeforidiots
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