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evejames1507 cake challenge excepted! my friends are too demanding #cakechallenge#feelingfatalready 2w

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drizel_cooper If only I could eat like this everyday #feelingfatalready 2w

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small.sea.star Saw the doc again and he said the outpatient clinic he referred me to in the city where I go to school won't accept me because I don't weigh enough 🤔 I have to gain ten pounds to be eligible... Umm... 🏻 I'm not sure how I feel at the moment. Except we're having linguine for dinner and I already feel like that 🏻... And I don't think my dad believes that *this* (whatever this is) is a mental illness/actual problem... I feel like such a flaky fat failure ------------------------------------------
#edrecovery #eatingdisorder #feelfat #feelingfat #failure #flaky #scared #wintergirls #amievensick #nourishnotpunish #ineedhelp #feelinglost #anorexia #notsickenough #weightgain #toothin #feelingfatalready
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  •   digitalghostnyc Better to be outpatient somewhere than be inpatient. Sometimes people who don't have EDs have trouble understanding it. 1mon
  •   survivingtoserenity It's not fair how programs work, but if you can work to gain those 10 pounds you won't have to go inpatient. And that's the main goal- outpatient is infinitely better than inpatient and I speak from experience. You don't want to be too sick for outpatient. I know it is difficult and it is asking quite a lot of you to gain 10 lbs but if you can do that then maybe you won't even need to do outpatient- maybe you'll be able to finish treatment on your own! Parents often don't understand but it doesn't mean that you are not sick. You are very ill and you need help love ️ Stay strong and keep fighting. Look into Minnie Maud on the Internet- the guidelines are helpful for providing structure for weight gain 1mon
  •   small.sea.star @digitalghostnyc yes, that is true. It's understandable that eating would seem infinitely easy to someone who doesn't have anxiety over it :/ 1mon
  •   small.sea.star @survivingtoserenity yes, true. No inpatient... I really don't want that. Minnie Maud scares me a lot... I'm afraid if I start gaining I will never be able to stop! Honestly I've been eating to maintain the weight I'm at now, because although my "low goal weight" was higher than I am now, and I know I need to gain, even that goal I set in the past seems scary and too high. Ugh. Eating disorders are so messy. 1mon

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elisabethmifsud The diet starts never! This just arrived from one of the companies we work with! #godiva #christmaschocolate #feelingfatalready 1mon

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nordicyogi Here's what we had today. Wishing everyone a very happy Christmas and New Year. Let's have many more awesome year. Take care of your body & health.
#festivefood #allhomemadefood #dontforgettocleanse #feelingfatalready #xmasturkey #roastpotatoes #chocoandcheesecake
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pophams_wood think my family all had the same idea when I mentioned I need to put some weight in after a massive weight loss over the last 3-4 weeks
safe to say I think I'm sorted till Easter!
#chocolate #chocolatelove #chocoaddict #chocoaholic #chocolateheaven #lindtchocolate #galaxychocolate #gulianchocolate #terryschocolateorange #cadbury #cadburysbuttons #feelingfatalready #foodgasm #foodporn #chocolategasm
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isobellamartin Trying to boost my health before Christmas #feelingfatalready #Christmas #beachparty #beer 2mon

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marcie_74 Another Xmas dinner tonight I'm going to need the gym 24/7 after this week !! #feelingfatalready #getmetothegym 2mon

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curiousburton Loving decorating the tree this evening! The #christmaschocolates have been opened....#tistheseason #lovequalitystreets #feelingfatalready 2mon

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fiona_verity_89 Defiantly got forced to eat these at work today I swear, I totally did not want the 6 that they forced me to eat January is going to be a full blown month of fitness! Christmases fault not mine! #wagonwheels #chocolate #oldschoolchocolate #yumyumpigsbum #feelingfatalready #lovechristmas 2mon

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melanie_yeng Well one month no gym for me 🏾️ #balance #feelingfatalready #ILoveFOOD 🌭🌮 2mon

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_sarah_bethany_ Our piecaken was a success! Not only is it a cake, but it has a pumpkin pie baked into the top layer and an apple pie in the bottem! It's three desserts in one! #happythankgiving #homemade #feelingfatalready 3mon

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