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my_unknown_self Having to make this choice is killing me right now. On one hand, I want to pursue her, I know it will take patience and a lot if work if it does happen. But on the other hand, I want to leave her alone completely so she can get over me and I can save her from myself. I've become a monster, I don't know how it happened, but now I can't do anything but hurt her. I can't stop flip flopping between my options. I wish I never turned into a jackass, then I never would've had this problem. #decisions #failure #jackass #confused 16s

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broken.youthh What you must know about me is that I am a deeply unhappy person. I will give you the world and tell you all the compliments I wish I could believe but I can not do the same for myself. I will set fire to everything I've ever loved in order for me to feel like less of an actual human being. I deserve every harmful thing that has come for me and every harmful thing I have inflicted on myself. But when it comes to the people I love, I will give you the world no matter how you treat me and I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. I'm not a self help book, I'm just a fucked up kid. 2min

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too.much.weight My dad is making food and i am so bloated right now and i cant eat, and hes making me eaf the food and idk what to do 4min

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tripplanier This record was far from being a #failure 5min

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soul_of_glass This was my #dinner 300gr butternut squash, ovenbaked (117), 10gr 50% less fat coleslaw (12), 10gr 30% less fat houmous (27) and 10gr low sugar sweet chili sauce (16).
Tomorrow I'm going to a University, for a Psychology tester day, and see how it will be to study psychology at uni (I take it as an A-Level)
I'm feeling quite down I just saw that a person I know (a friend of a really close friend of mine) is the singer of a band, which gave a deep anxiety and anfer and made me cry.
I've always wanted to be a siger, to have a band, even only for fun but I never got to do that. I tried so hard, I begged all my frienda and people who could play an instrument. I love singing, but apparently it's not going to be a part of my life. Well I guess I'm not good enough at singing.
I feel like she is living MY dream, and it's making me want to stay in bed forever. Everything that happens makes me want to stay in bed forever. I'm such a horrible person.
#ana #mia #anamia #anorexia #bulimia #edarmy #edfam #ed #eatingdisorder #fat #food #calories #anger #anxiety #depression #depressed #obese #purge #purging #binge #binging #shame #disgusting #failure #fear #guilt #selfhate #music #vegetarian
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i_themoth I am freakingg out I am freaking out I didn't fucking want to eat I binged for two days and yesterday I managed to break it and today I didn't binge once and then it was FUCKING ROAST DINNER I AM SO SCARED OF ROAST DINNERS I CANNOT TELL YOU and I couldn't purge enough and ughhhhh I have eaten so much more than I wanted to and after I was like "FUCK IT EVERYTHINGS RUINED ANYWAY" but now I feel worse I ate biscuits and ughhh man I am freaked out I am freaked out so much #ed #ednos #eatingdisorder #bulimia #osfed #obese #fat #failure #scared #mentalillness 12min
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hannahkillsfat Last week as I dropped my daughter off at pre-school, a little boy in her class pointing at me, said to a little girl, "look at that mom, she's FAT!" .
My daughter immediately yelled "don't say that about my mom!" and ran to hug me. At that moment I was overcome with emotion; I didn't know whether to laugh, cry, be mad, or ignore it. And still, nearly a week later, I'm struggling. Every morning since, when I walk in I feel like there's an elephant in the room - and its me! It saddens and embarrasses me that it happened, but let's be honest - it's not the first time. What cuts me to my core, is that my daughter had to deal with it. .
I'm trying to use this as motivation to do better, but it's weighing heavy on my heart. I just hope my daughter is not embarrassed of me.
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Ughhhh! Little 5 year old boy, I wish you could know how much pain your words cause.
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nicknamebrundy Sunday #bodycheck
my body image is pretty bad: my thigh gap is gone, I have ginormous muffin tops and flabby hips and tummy. but today was the first day in months where I ate 3 full meals not just 2 meals or 2 meals and a snack or 2 snacks... :)
#ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #edfighter #skinny #fat #failure #weight #ana #healthy #edfamily #ednos #anorexia #edwarrior #recoverywin
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battle_of_silence Hey guys! I know I said I was against shoutouts and stuff but can everyone go follow my amazing boyfriend please? He just started a private depression account and could do with a few more followers and support. thank youu! @mainlydepressed @mainlydepressed @mainlydepressed @mainlydepressed 28min

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