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Unknown Claudia Iggiotti
claudia_iggiotti Give me love, like nobody before.
#Ed. #GiveMeLove #Song.
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Valencia bingeeaterrecovery
bingeeaterrecovery Breakfast! It's 45g sugar-free Alpen again made with hot water, and a cup of tea ️ by the river that feeds into the sea only a few km away! (Makes a change from my usual breakfast table ). 4 days until my UKCAT test, really need to up the revision today! #bingeeating #bingeeatingdisorder #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #beatthebinge #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #mia #binge #bingeeatingrecovery #ed #edrecovery #food #intuitiveeating #toofull #outofcontrol #bingefree #edsoldiers #normaleating #edfree #bingeedfree #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #bingefreechallenge #breakfast #alpen #sugarfree #muesli #tea #healthy 16s

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heretocare I hate when people make you feel like shit for thinking of yourself first! Anyone else get this a lot too? Think of yourself first and remember not to do what everyone else wants if you're not happy. xo@terabow #heretocare 5h

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Normal eatingxxdiary
eatingxxdiary JUST GOT BACK FROM LADY GAGA CONCERT AND I LOVED IT I WILL TELL YOU MORE AND LOST SOME VIDS TOMORROW LOVE YOU
#ana #mia #depressed #sad #anatips #miatips #starve #purge #fast #skinny #thin #size00 #diet #ed #eatingdisorder #bulimia #bulimic #anorexic #anorexia #blithe #bones
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hundredofmemories I was eleven when the voice started. It was just a quiet whisper at that time, but still something, huh? Sometimes the whisper reminded me of things people said to me. Sometimes the whisper was the one who told me things. Slowly, the whisper disappeared before it got louder, but back in my head, I still knew that I didn't like myself, so maybe it didn't disappear? But it got really quiet, at least. When I was thirteen, the whisper came back, but louder this time. There was things I couldn't eat without exercising. It started simple, a piece of chocolate (for example) was xx sit-ups. It disappeared, but I still felt guilty after eating a lot, so maybe it didn't disappear? But it got really quiet, at least. When I was fourteen, the voice came back, and this time it didn't plan on leaving. It was an extremely loud voice, who always compared me with others. Who always told me I wasn't good enough. Who told me to shove fingers down my throat. That wasn't enough, though. When I was done throwing up, I needed to go exercise. Did I have friends over? Didn't matter, but it made me stop having friends over, simply because I couldn't control myself. When I was fifteen, I did not longer eat lunch. When I ate, I ate what I thought was 'healthy', but oh, the guilt. If the voice told me that I ate too much, I went to the bathroom and my fingers were back in my throat. Everyday I needed to exercise. I exercised WAY too much, even on the days I was sick etc. I was my voice' slave. Around 500kcal a day plus exercise? Not that healthy, right? Exactly. I didn't get my period anymore, I was always cold and my hands turned blue/purple. I was always tired and walked around like a zombie, since I had no energy. I couldn't concentrate. My eyes turned YELLOW. But my voice told me it was normal, so I carried on everyday acting like nothing was wrong. But it was. I wasn't happy anymore. I couldn't talk to friends or family, my mood swings they... They were CRAZY. I got a thigh gap. I lost weight, and a lot of it. Did it make me happy? Not once. (TEXT CONTINUES IN COMMENTS) 6min
  •   hundredofmemories It made the voice in my head happy, I was its slave after all... Today, I'm at my lowest. I'm diagnosed with EDNOS, depression and anxiety. I take pills before my meals. I go to weigh-in once a week, and talk to my therapist once a week as well. How ever, I've chosen recovery. And maybe I'm weak now, but I will beat this disorder. This disorder took EVERYTHING away from me. Especially my happiness, and I miss it like crazy. I don't know where this text is going, but please, don't listen to your friends who always talks calories. Don't listen to your friends who never eat candy. THAT'S NOT HEALTHY. To be healthy you need to be balanced, and we can do this together. If I can, so can you! Please choose recovery. Please... Do this with me because you deserve a beautiful and happy life. We all do. #recovery #realcovery #realrecovery #ednos #ed #ana #anorexia #eatingdisorder 1min

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Normal Gemma16Anorexia recovery
recoveringdaisies So here it is, I'm leaving for inpatient. Going to try and get my mum to sneak my phone in when she visits to give you occasional updatesI don't know if this place will help me but we will just have to wait and see! Stay strong for me while I'm gone beauties! I know you can all do this and I believe in you! Thank you for all your support! Look after each other! I am so proud and LOVE YOU ALL TO BITSGoodbye
#recovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edsoldiers #relapse #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #food #anarecovery #edwarrior #healthy #edfamily #eatingdisorderrecovery #beatana #healthyeating #ednos #ednosrecovery
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skinnyscarredthighs I actually got the calorie chart up for pizza express- this is the kids menu (which im ordering from)
This is per serving, if i scroll further to the right there's per 100g and that's much less that the per serving so im going to believe this is true.
Kids margherita (light mozz) = 290 calories. Kids pasta bolognese = 289 calories.
I'm feeling much happier about if i go then i know what im ordering but i hope they dont do that stupid shit where they order like 3 giant pizzas and we all pay for it because no im not having your high calorie stuff thankyou very much (not meant to sound snobby it just pisses me off).
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suicidal.hbu._ The only time in truly happy is when I talk to my best friend, I get excited to talk to her, I can't wait to hug her it's been so long, I love her a lot and I would give up everything to see her smile and truly mean it, I will do anything and everything to make her happy, even if it's only for a minute #suicide #suicidal #blithe #ana #depressed #depression #eatingdisorder #secret_society123 #selfharmmm #anatips #ed #edos #love #staystrong 4min

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