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im.simply.one.hell.of.a.butler {My despair Lino print}
Sorry for the common inactivity, I'm hating my art style right now so drawing is out if the question. I should have a big art project done by tomorrow though, so I guess stay tuned idk
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painting.roses "Oh Flounder, don't be such a guppy!"

Cries because no more musical theatre = no more dressing up as Ariel.

#anob #ANightonBroadway #anob2014 #cries #nomorewigs #ariel #wheresmytail #nolongerpartofmyworld #sadness #despair #underthesea #oftears #dontleave #thelittlemermaid #drawing #art #arieldrawing
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curtbloom89 But you don't hear me though . #me #confidence #insecurity #triump #struggle #love #pain #light #dark #happiness #despair #instamood don't assume folks. 2h

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_ofieldsovsorrow_official |the name "O, Field ov Sorrow" originally came from an old paragraph I once wrote my senior year that was simply titled "Field of Sorrow". I honestly enjoyed the randomly written paragraph so much, that I had decided to keep it amongst my many other written works. However, I originally have never imagined it to become the title of my working project... "They would have never seen the minuscule break in the thick, gray-coating clouds; confining the universal misery that they all ignorantly shared together- a means to be hateful and melancholic, and depressed to no end. There was once a break in the clouds revealing only one small beam of light; penetrating the oblivious hearts of those who saw nothing but the darkness within them.... But I had seen more, on that day. I saw them join together, loathing in self-pity and painting their world black and white. They all seemed soulless. Like vessels of despair and even malice. They carried with them the seeds of depression, and when they could handle no more, they were the ones responsible for the end of their own life. They saw no break; no silver lining. They saw nothing but the haunting static of black trees amongst a gray sky. They only fueled their arrogance and reworked themselves into the puppets of a dark and lying society. They misunderstood how the world had guided them, and instead became a breeding ground of a collective suicide. They were all a part of that endless field of sorrow. They did not want to be saved, but in the end they were never alone. They feared of a lonely-favored life; yet, they had each other. They died together, as a black and white, and confused family. Whatever awaited them beyond, all I knew is that the sun will break through once more for me.... Perhaps there is hope, after all.
#ofieldovsorrow #fieldofsorrow #dsbm #blackmetal #landscape #blackandwhite #trees #occult #satanism #paganism #666 #depression #doom #despair #dark #horror #metal #metalhead #ofs #yfel #follow #hopeless #soulless #depressivesuicidalblackmetal #doom
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joshuark1996 Depression is a weakness of oneself, one will only remain depressed if they truly forget who they are. Depression is a curse that only a single person can revoke and that person is you yourself.

Whether it is caused by 7 years of bullying, of friends becoming cruel, of your single only true friend dying or of people taking the joy you feel out of what you enjoy doing most.
It is down to the cursed to re-find themselves and destroy the trance that other humans have led them into.
No matter what the pain, no matter what the addiction; if you lose yourself and don't try to put those millions of shattered pieces back then you are not going to be able to help yourself because no-one else can fix you.

It is the strong that can pull through anything and be exactly who they were at the start, the weak only succumb to the realms of darkness by steryotypes and behaviour as they also allowed the terrors of their past destroy who they were and they lose all sense of care for their own individualism and who they truly are.

Yes truly smiling is an almost impossible feat in anyone who has been through horrors and fallen into depression but it is those that are able to get themselves out and repair those little pieces of who they are that will be truly happier for it.

So to those who have been cursed by others then just drunk a new poison to their individualism I would recommend that you try to find yourself and become a true hope to those that are going through horrors, as only then can some of the soon to be victims will be able to find happiness again.
I must say that after the seven years of bullying, the 'friends' becomming more like cruel enemies much like others before, my teachers doing nothing about when I spoke up and keeping a file on me to try to diagnose me with a mental illness with has been tailored to have the exact same symptoms as a victim of bullying, my only mother not giving a single care about what I told her, my only true friend passing away in my darkest time of need; after all of this I was able to find myself.
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Normal Check and Chase⇒Check and Mate
junaiichan I am actually Hajime Hinata from this photo okay.
Summer reading assignments can go suck a big one.
It's not right for us to have to do all of this stuff.
and to top it all off
my computer restarted causing me to loSE ALL THREE ESSAYS HOORAAAAAAYYYYYYY
i am so done with this rest in fucking pieces me
|| #sdr2 #superdanganronpa2 #danganronpa #dangan #ronpa #dr #dr2 #mutualkilling #hajimehinata #hinatahajime #hajime #hinata #hinatakun #HOPE #HOPEHOPEHOPE #DESPAIR #ineedkomaeda #hOLDINOUTFORAKOMAEDA #KO #INEEDYOU #whoa ||
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saallygraace Your words in my head, knives in my heart, you build me up and then i fall apart. 6h

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