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plasticheart.s " To the friends I’ve lost,
Depression sucks. To not have the strength to pick yourself up out of bed; to feel like everything you do requires 110 percent of energy you just don’t have; to at times feel incredible, excruciating pain and at others feel absolutely nothing at all; to want to die because you feel it would take more effort to live this worthless existence; to crave a feeling, any feeling, to the point where you would self harm just to bring yourself back down to reality; depression is exhausting. I didn’t ask for it, nor would I wish it upon my worst enemies. I get that from an outsider’s perspective it’s hard to watch someone go through something you have no control over. The depression took a toll not just on me but on you as well. From the bottom of my heart, I am so sorry. But I don’t regret going through depression; on the contrary, it showed me who I am and who you are not." - Britt Berlin #newtheme #tumblr #tumblrcred #weheartit #color #colorposts #theme #aesthetic #like #themeposts #grunge #tumblrfeed #aesthetics #theme #bluetheme #notmine #yas #softgrunge #staypositive #behappy #staystrong #paleblog #palegrunge #tumblraesthetic
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plasticheart.s Ok, today's symptoms:
- Pounding headache
- 0 appetite - Nausea
- Fidgety (can't sit still)
- Paranoia
- Emotional asf (9 crying breaks today, literally freakin 9, not even 10, just 9 just at school in the restroom)
- I can't really talk to anyone because i feel like there's a lump in my throat and I hate crying in front of people
- I feel so much in my chest and it's weighing me down
- I have no energy, slept a while after school
- No desire to speak, though I made the effort
- I couldn't even explain to my dude friend how I felt because he kept making jokes which made me feel worse
- Almost relapsed after 1 yr. and 5 mo. and had to leave my house because the temptation to feel something isn't worth it
- Basically fucking everything up
I'm too emotional and it sucks, I can't talk about it w/o getting feelsy which sucks so I'll just vent on here. #newtheme #tumblr #tumblrcred #weheartit #color #colorposts #theme #aesthetic #like #themeposts #grunge #tumblrfeed #aesthetics #theme #bluetheme #notmine #yas #softgrunge #staypositive #behappy #staystrong #paleblog #palegrunge #tumblraesthetic
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