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Normal Im Not Always Down
antisocial_misfit When your sitting in the bath thinking about life or death I have work but I'm so anxious right now I'm laying in the bath thinking about suicide.
Shall I live or die round and round and round in my head it goes i want it to stop. Once again I'm all alone know one to support me or see me threw its just me myself and my mind and its my mind that's destroying me. I've tried suicide a number of times failed attempts cause I'm still here. #blithe #suicide #suicidalthoughts #bpd #anxiety #bipolar #giveup #alone #fuckit #deepdepression #drowning
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Earlybird Njeri Macharia
njerimacharia I had plans to clean up my house even asked my cleaning lady not to come but so far all I have achieved is to cry for 2 hours.....what the hell!
I can't move from this couch.
fuck life! How hard is it to just get up and do it???!
#Bipolar #bpd #bipolardisorder #melancholy #LAZY #mentalillness #mentalwellbeing #emotionalwreck #emotionalrollercoaster #fuckedupbrain
Cleaning is overrated!
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20min pastcaring_
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pastcaring_ READ ALL OF IT!! so yesteeday i manages now to self harm so im proud of mtslef/ hate myself for it. My first aid kit is now complelty empt but im too anxious to go out alone to restock it today and im not telling mom that im cutting. #selfinjury #cut #scars #scarred #suicide #suicidal #depression #bpd #borderline #anxiety #psychosis #voices 20min

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26min mehtevarc
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mehtevarc Don't cut, don't cut, don't cut, don't cut, don't cut, tie and untie, tie and untie. #secretsociety123 #secret_society123 #secret_society124 #stopselfharm #depression #anxiety #borderline #bpd 26min

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intlbipolar This Monday, March 30 is #WorldBipolarDay -- on this day, we will be sharing facts, info, stories, photos & more about bipolar disorder (& caregivers).
The vision of #WPD is to spread awareness to bipolar disorder and eliminate social stigma.

Please join us! Get more info on our website at ibpf.org or our Facebook page at Facebook.com/WorldBipolarDay #IBPF
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littleivyrose #breakfast for 220 #calories ! #semolina #babyfood and #coffee . I really hope I won't #binge and #purge today!! I am so #exhausted ... I guess my body needs a #break. Aiming for no more than #1500 #kcal today. I feel so #lost and in limbo. I am waiting for an important email since Friday. I am scared it will never come or If it does crush me some more... #bulimia #bulimic #bulimie #anorexia #magersucht #Ana #mia #depressed #depression #bpd #diazepam #fat #diet #weightloss #weight 54min

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tattered_soul_ This is one of my favourite quotes. Its so true. Keep holding on.
I had a rough night last night, had a lot of anxiety and for the first time in ages self harm urges. I went and had a cry then my boyfriend came out and cuddled and talked to me. He asked me not to run away from him when I want to hurt myself because he wants to keep me safe. I said I'd try my absolute hardest. I'm a bit shaky today but better. I'm keeping strong. No giving in, I'm only 12 days away from being 100 days self harm free. I did scratch away layers of skin on my hand when I was crying but I don't count that it was out of anxiety.
#recovery #bpd #depression #anxiety #ed #relationship #love #keepingstrong
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sad_girlatsickworld I tried to kill myself one week ago and I'm in psychiatry now... Hope u are better ! Stay strong :* But relapse is a Part od recovering
#o2 #sauerstoffbrille #sauerstoff #suicideattempt #Suizidversuch #depression #borderline #bpd
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  •   jocelyn__bruuh Nun ma ️ but, i seen ya post yuh doing it for attention? I mean if yuh is . Yuh needa chill tf out yuh can actually end your life for cutting . Like thats what it seems . Js 2h
  •   sad_girlatsickworld @jocelyn__bruuh no I'm not doing it for attention. I want my followers be a part of my life, my illnes and my recovery ! That's what I'm doing it for... 2h
  •   jocelyn__bruuh Welll jscutting won't get yuh no where in life trust me . 2h

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jen_tac_ular After a loooong day studying (I studied for 3 hours straight in the "Danger Zone" aka the kitchen, only thinking about food when I had afternoon tea. Another successful day! Classics essay come at me!!). Dinner was roast pork with spuddies, pumpkin, carrots, parsnips, zucchini and some Unpictured broccoli (I can't have a day without broccoli, I love it THAT much!). Gravy was applied after this picture. I eat so much gravy, I'm surprised my blood isn't gravy!! I prepared 3/4 of this with my mum, Because she was busy at the sewing machine, making me a skirt. I got this skirt from an op-shop for $2, and it fitted me really well when I was underweight. Needless to say, I can't fit it now! But it was sunshine yellow and I loved it. So I asked mum to make me one, and she said she would!! So pleased with it so far!! #ana #anawho #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bpd #beatana #beatbulima #prorecovery #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattogain #eatittobeatit #eatforfuel #eatforboobs #eatforabutt #beated #bulima #bulimarecovery #beatmia #nourishnotpunish #balancednotclean #weightrecovery 2h
  •   hannahgraceyb I wish I could like this post multiple times. 2h

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omgitzdestineex In all honesty, I'm like really really proud of myself & all that I've accomplished within just the last year. I'm no longer overpowered by my mental illnesses. I've found the real me & found my strength. For once I actually feel empowered. I moved to Maine & got a fresh start. A new beginning. I just started this week but I finally have a job. My dream job. My first job since I was 17 & I'm finally able to control my anxiety enough to actually work & be an actual productive worker. I couldn't have done this without my medication & my family pushing me to get better along the way. Off medications, I'm an absolute walking disaster. But now that I've found the right prescriptions & the right doses, I have gotten so much better. I'm still not 100%. I know I never will be & I'll have high & low points my whole life. Things will never be perfect. But it definitely gets better. I'm seriously impressed by how much I've conquered throughout my life & I'm so proud of where I am now. Ever since I got this job, I feel like a new person. It feels great to be able to not have to rely on my mom & grandparents for money help anymore. To know that I'll finally be able to have an income coming in for myself that I'm actually WORKING for makes me so happy. I feel like a new person. I feel unstoppable. #personal #mylife #mentalillness #bipolardisorder #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #socialanxiety #inspired 2h

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cityofjedmonton I almost didn't survive 2014. Through the strength of my friends I'm still here! I make a toast to life... cause I have survived! #BorderLion #BPD #amazingfriends #CubsFanForLife 2h

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lovestruck_symphonies I just want to fade away.. lost in an oblivion.. is that to much to ask? °
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#teen #teenager #life #depression #depressed #BPD #emo #scene #lost #oblivion #moodswings #suck
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_dying_to_live_ There's nothing wrong, but I feel like it'd be fun to go out in the middle of the woods and just scream
#blithe #secretsociety_123 #secretsociety123 #anxiety #ptsd #ednos #depression #bpd #release #relapse #recovery
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