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Normal Who cares bout my name...
endless_tears_08 I'm not a piece of cake
For you to just discard
While you walk away
With the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back
What's mine, you'll miss
#depressed #depression #sadness #imfine #cut #selfharm #fakesmile #lonely #harm #triggerwarning #blades #anorexia #mentaldisorder #brokenheart #socialanxiety #hurt #suicidal #melaniemartinez #worthless #bluelips #ugly #stupid #crybaby #3amthoughts #anxiety #scars
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itwillbeokae Feeling weirdly confident today so have a picture of me lmao
Lunch was a falafel chickpea salad and some breadsticks which was amaze (couldn't get a picture cause my family are EVERYWHERE)
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Today is stressful. However much I love my cousin and love my extended family, it is so so anxiety provoking to be around this amount of people. I'm dizzy and short of breath pretty much all the time rn however, me, my sister and her boyfriend are taking my wee cousin to the park which'll be a nice break- and afternoon snack will be an ice lolly on the way home! 😎😎 .
Also got some pretty good news. I had a real heart-to-heart with my friend last night and it turns out she understood and could relate to a lot of my disordered behaviours and struggle right now. It was so nice to let some of my feelings out to someone in person after so long of pretending to her I was okay. And she was really supportive and kind .
Sorry that was so long- only just found the time to sit down and think
I hope you all have a fab afternoon and power through the bad times- love to you all 🏻
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#edrecovery #edrecoveryarmy #edrecover #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #vegan #veganrecovery #edfighter #strongnotskinny #anxiety #panic #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #edfam #edwarrior #edfamily #nourishnotpunish
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http.anxieteen using the ipad so it's different -

well, yeah this is my favorite quote. Out of everything else, this one's slaps me on the face real hard.
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http.anxieteen yeah. One guy told me i was a spoiled teenage girl who hates her mom and gets triggered by everything. Idk about being triggered by everything but the other two seem accurate enough. 4h

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Normal days clean: 2
http.anxieteen currently watching "i'm wrath." •

i've been wearing too much black, my siblings think i belong to a punk band -_-
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Normal オフ性交
drowninginwhiskey expect sadness like you expect rain. 2min

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onpointyoga How do I recover? By letting go of perfectionism. There is a difference between trying to make things special and trying to make things perfect. The addict within me is a perfectionist. Birthday parties, holidays etc need to be over the top - the food, the decorations, the activities. If I am writing a list, there better not be one typo or one thing I forgot in the middle or I am starting over. The recovering person within me says "it's ok, what is important is that I did my best and I did everything with love". Everything does not have to be perfect. Follow @inspire_recover on the Periscope app and watch the weekly InspiringRecovery scopetrain live Sundays 2pm Central Standard Time for recovery inspiration and support - this week's topic is "How I Recover". You can also follow me if you would like @onpointyoga. How do you recover? 2d

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2min icatspiral
Normal Cat RR
icatspiral Cherry Coke & diffuser. One to wake me up, the other to try to help me stay calm. Fell asleep right after I fed Bucky @ 6 & slept til about 20 minutes ago. Groggy as heck but my stomach can't handle any more coffee 🙁 So Cherry Coke it is & hopefully I manage to wake all the way up soon. Remembered I have some stuff I need to get at Walmart while I was feeding Bucky, & Mom said she was going today. So my "go nowhere" plan may have just been busted 😕 Argh. I hate the "Oh no! Plan got changed!" feeling I get when that happens. I'll just keep working on being more flexible. Part of the problem is that if I go out, some of what I was thinking about doing here won't get done - it'll be too much - take too many spoons. And I don't *have* to go today - but Mom is, & I don't want her to have to make 2 trips. Sigh. #agoraphobia #anxiety #depression #planningmyday #maybegoingout #wasplanningnotto #needtobemoreflexible #workingonthat #reallyneedtobeabletodriveagain #sigh 2min

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2min __billium
Normal Billi Dallas
__billium "You didn’t slip though my fingers. You were never in my grasp to begin with."
-excerpts from an abandoned novel.
#iforgottosleep #insomnia #exhaustion #anxiety #sunday
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cry.me.a.violet A Coca Cola kid, roller coaster child
You're my everything, give me that baby doll smile🕷

#grunge #wastedyouth #freaks #misfits #sadteens #anxiety #depression #recovering #90skid #vintage #rocknroll #baby #empty #lonelyhearts #sundaychill #unsociable #mess
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11min onpointyoga
Normal Addiction Recovery & Outreach
onpointyoga I love this. Recovery is a process. You may stop using overnight. You may be forced into inpatient treatment overnight. You may be incarcerated overnight. But stopping your use voluntarily or involuntarily does not stop your addiction. Those addicted behaviors persist for a very long time. For me this means I need to ask others to be patient with me as I am learning a new way to be and I need to constantly be mindful of my reactions. I need to be in tune with what I am feeling and what the voice inside my head is telling me about those feelings and the situation. How do I recover? By practicing patience. My addiction is not patient and I don't instantly become a peaceful patient person just by not picking up. In recovery we learn to breathe through difficult moments. We learn to wait and see. WE DON'T KNOW what is going to happen next. And we learn to be patient with our feelings of groundlessness and uncertainty. For more watch the Inspiring Recovery scopetrain today at 2pm central time on the app Periscope. Follow @inspire_recover and @onpointyoga. This scopetrain happens every Sunday at the same time. This week's topic is "How I Recover". 11min

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fiiineapple Not the best decorated smoothie bowl but let me tell you, it was fucking ACE.
I love this lifestyle so much, my life is changed. It's been about 10 months transitioning to fully vegan and trying to recover from my eating disorder and I feel so free and so amazing. I can't thank the amazing vegan YouTube community enough for aiding me in this journey.
#anxiety #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #Ed #edfighter #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #fitness #foodisfuel #girlswholift #healthy #plantbased #prorecovery #recovery #vegan #veganathlete #veganeats #whatveganseat #vegansofinstagram #vegansofig #ethicalvegan #justvegan
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