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betviolet So, I've this hair all of my life. It's past my butt, naturally curly and dark auburn. Thinking of cutting some of it because I've looked exactly the same for over ten years now. Can't afford a stylist and the thought of just taking scissors and some random dye to my hair puts a psychotic smile on my face. It will also piss a lot of people off because my hair is just beautiful to them. To me all it brings is anxiety. I can't go anywhere without people staring or touching it or asking me about it. No one understands personal space or just maybe that person is uncomfortable around complete strangers. Guess I'll find out what my little demon tells me to do soon. 22h

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destinedtobebones Miss you everyday cause I know the reason you didn't stay.. #cuddlesplease #soalone #shivers #cosmic #love #souls #wastingaway 24h

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karlytylenda And so the sky becomes a dream, I never dreamt because I'm just too busy waiting for nothing, and wasting away. #wastingaway #dream #tonightalive #waitingforabsolutelynada 1d

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kayleighspeed Going for a meal with wench and a new found love for #maclipstick. #smiley #smileypiercing #hungry #wastingaway #feedmethen #leopardprint 1d

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pablothepei I've already been to the park this morning....Where is my food, woman? #wastingaway #famished#piggypei 2d
  •   heather_s1415 Oh no! Get this boy some food pronto! 2d
  •   pablothepei Not to worry @heather_s1415, the piggy has been fed. Wouldn't want him to starve 1d
  •   heather_s1415 I understand! Every time that Violet went out & in before breakfast she would look in her bowl then look at me asking what the hold up was. 1d
  •   jmorrow300 Hurry up with the good already. Lol. Love that face 1d
  •   pablothepei Well, if he just looked would be one thing, but he cries for food after every walk. Look at this pic and imagine loud, sorrowful, heart-breaking crying @heather_s1415 8h
  •   pablothepei This is a beggar's face @jmorrow300 #canihasfoodNOW? 8h
  •   heather_s1415 Oh how heartbreaking that cry is! The poor baby, how can you starve him like that? 7h

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betviolet I was expecting to have a great time at the bar. Seeing a band I've never seen before and have wanted to for a few years. I couldn't drink though and despite me taking some valium and baby xanax prior to leaving the house the crowd was making me just too nervous. Once that set in the depressing thoughts set in. Had a quick pint at the bar next door then home. What's scary is how easy making the scratches is getting and how much I just don't care who sees them. I'll never get out of here. 2d

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betviolet Seriously, going out shouldn't be stressful. Except when you live amongst a selfish family who would rather sit and stare at a TV than help you. I have no means of transportation because to my stepfather I'm my best friend's responsibility. They are suppose to pay for insurance and doctors appointments. Appointments I can never make because I never have help or can count on the people I am suppose to be able to. Now I have to wait until the last minute to get ready because I have no idea if I'll have a ride. No wonder my makeup is always shit. Which only helps my already nonexistent self esteem. 2d

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makemepurdy Sasha's pissed...hasn't eaten since midnight. #wastingaway #pleasefeedme 2d

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seklawb I wish I was able to figure out how much time I have lost in life waiting for the blue line to finish. #digitalworld #waiting #production #editor #mac #apple #slowasscomputer #zzzzz #wastingaway 3d

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  •   jordanmoseley94 If your willing to invest in yourself and work hard to make they money you want, I. WANT. YOU. If you don't want to that's okay....that's okay. But if you want to change the way you live, Just take a look at my bio...I want my team to meet you. 4d

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