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swaggiestmara bad boy nick #nickmara 6h

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swaggiestmara My sister made me this and I fell in love #nickmara 8h

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iamrhiannafusco @jason_tobeone I love you sooo soo soo much please visit ADELAIDE, AUSTRALIA SOON #jasonsmith #jasonnobonezsmith 22h

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nickmaraupdates If you still haven't go buy Nick's Single on itunes#nickmara 1d

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swaggiestmara This is a really bad picture of me and nick but wow throwback to when I met him #nickmara 1d

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tixolima So, this poem is called "Can't get enough" and it was inspired by @nickmara11897 song of the same name I've been obsessed with it since I got it so I figured I'd write something inspired by it You should REALLY buy the song, it's Btw, leave feedback if you like, I appreciate reading it
#poem #poetry #CantGetEnough #NickMara #love #feelings #creative #writing #written #by #me
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spikeyswagbonez Goodnight girlys I know you girls got annoyed of my posts I don't blame you at all. I have school tomorrow so KILL ME If you don't have school tomorrow then LUCKY Today was amazing because I talk to some of you girls and you were so nice I love talking to you #NickMara 2d

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marifer_1009 I can't believe I got to talk to him yesterday it was the best thing ever I love him soo much @nickmara11897 #cantgetenough #hushedwithnickmara #nickmara #nick #bae 2d

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swaggiestmara So my dad decided to remodel our house and my room is finally done but we're throwing things away that we don't need and it's taking forever #nickmara 3d

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spikeyswagbonez So Dora was trying to make me blush and it didn't work Nice try Mrs.Fusco nice try @fuscos_wife #MikeyFusco #NickMara 3d

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jasonsfrappe *Nick's POV*

I excitedly opened the door to my girlfriend and my shared apartment. Every time I came home, she'd attack me with kisses and keep me in a tight hug until I told her I loved her. But when I stepped inside, she wasn't there to greet me. "Babe? Are you okay?" I called out, knowing she was home. "Baby?" I walked around the house and looked for her as I said her name.

When I reached our bedroom, I almost didn't see her. She was sitting in the corner with her knees up to her chest, staring at her phone with tears streaming down her red face, and she was breathing short, unsteady breaths. "Baby..." I whispered, kneeling down in front her.

Her puffy eyes looked up at me, holding such pain in them. She handed me her phone, and I scrolled through her mentions, nasty things being said about her, my heart breaking at each one. She dropped her head and took a deep wavering breath. I lifted her face up to mine by placing my finger under her chin. I kissed the top of her nose and rested my forehead on hers. Both of us had our eyes closed for a minute. I placed my hand on her knee and she pushed them away from her body so I could pull her into my lap. Her legs went around my torso and I was facing the wall. I enveloped her in a hug, wrapping my arms around her while she cried quietly, her hot breath on my skin. Her arms hugged me tighter and tighter as I felt her get sadder and sadder. "I'm never gonna be good enough. They will always hate me." She whimpered in my ear. If anyone else was in the room, they wouldn't have heard her. She spoke only to me, in such a hushed voice.

I felt her tears on the back of my neck, as I ran my fingers through her hair. I lightly kissed her jaw, her cheek under her ear, and then her collarbone. She nuzzled deeper into my hair. In that moment we were so close, nothing would have pulled us apart. "Why do they hate me so much babe? What am I doing wrong?" She voice shook.

I rubbed her shoulders. I was still facing the wall, as we hadn't moved at all yet. "Why do they treat me like this?" I had never seen her this frail before, and it was killing me to see her like this. She was always so strong and brave, and it finally
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  •   jasonsfrappe broke her down. She hiccuped and sobbed harder, I knew her mind was replaying all those terrible words back to her, just making things worse. "Please, make them stop. It hurts. It's too hard." She whispered so softly, I almost missed it.

    I pulled back slowly, and kept my hands on her both sides of her face. I just looked at her, stared into his eyes. He pouted, and kept crying. I wiped the droplets from her face, but more took their place. I bit the inside of my cheek to keep from crying, and I just kept watching everything she did. My eyes burned but I kept the tears in, while I thought of something to say. "How much do you love me?" I asked.

    Her tongue ran over his lips. "More than anything in the world." She whimpered. "Well I love you more. And all the important people in your life wanna help you get through this, babe." She looked down and was silent. "I don't think someone like me could be helped at this point." She uttered, then she suddenly got up and ran to the bathroom. Before I could catch the door, she locked himself inside. "Sweetie! Let me in please!" I knocked on the door and screamed.

    Silence. "Babygirl please, don't hurt yourself, I can't live without you! Please!" "I'm sorry." I heard her whisper.

    A thud sounded from inside, and I only could think of the worst. I broke the door and froze at what was I front of me.
    Four pill bottles lay scattered around her head. Her eyes were closed, her lips were slightly parted, pools of tears on the floor next to her, and her phone in her hand. She was signed into Twitter, with the last message sent out: 'You Won'

    #nickmara 3d
  •   joeeyyaf FEELS AF 3d
  •   joeeyyaf SOMEONE SRSLY CALL LIFE SUPPORT 3d
  •   joeeyyaf ThIS WAS HELLA GOOD , BUT SO DAMN SAD 3d
  •   joeeyyaf in all seriousness, why the hell don't you have more followers? 3d
  •   jasonsfrappe Aw thats so sweet idk @joeeyyaf 3d
  •   slay.smiths It perfect 3d

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imaginemood_madness This was so much fun, I hope it lasted longer but he was so sweet proud of him . @nickmara11897 #nickmara #cantgetenough #HushedWithNickMara 3d

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