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imfitforaking People who reply the quickest are absolutely amazing.
Its sad that i dont have anyone who replies quick to me.
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imfitforaking “How do you know you’ve lost someone?

Well, I guess you just know. I mean it starts with them forgetting to text you back, or not saying goodnight. It starts when you feel more alone in their arms than anywhere else in the world. It starts with arguments about stupid things and disagreeing more than you knew possible. It starts with them asking you what movie you want to watch,then choosing something completely different and it ends with them not bothering to ask you anything at all.

It ends when they start kissing you with their eyes open and nodding distractedly at everything you say. It ends when there is nothing left but ash because it’s true: the opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s indifference. It ends when silence isn’t comfortable any more and the person sat in front of you is a stranger in strange clothes.

You want to know how you know you’ve lost someone? In the end? Just in the same the way you know most things: you just do.” (I remember when i first took this picture. I was so happy and i was smiling so uncontrollably.. But then at the end of the day. That smile wasnt there. The tears were.)
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anti.s0cial >does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?<
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•fun fact: my eyes are grey, they just looks blue/green in other pictures•
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☯~ #grunge #ugly #suicidal #suicide #depressed #depression #alone #bands #piercetheveil #ptv #ana #mia #blithe #softgrunge #lonley #thinspoooo~☯
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imfitforaking “Picture this. Ten years from now, you’re sitting in a big house, all white picket fence and porch swings. Ten years ago you swore you’d be living in a big city with her by your side but something happened along the way and you watched as those plans disintegrated in the palms of your hands. You watch the sunrise and you watch the sunset and you wonder if she’s somewhere on the other side of the planet like she promised. “I gotta get out of here,” she said, “it doesn’t matter how I do it or where I go, I’m getting out.”
Picture this. Twenty years from now, you find your first grey hair. You dutifully have that middle aged panic attack that everyone seems obliged to have and you screw up your eyes and pull it out. Your life is pretty steady now: good, calm, like you’ve finally figured things out. “I’m getting old,” you grumble. And somewhere, at the back of your mind, you wonder if she’s getting old too.
Picture this. Fifty years from now your hair is like snow (if you have any, that is). Your walking stick is your new best friend and memories seem to flit in and out of your head like clouds in the sky. Most days you can’t remember what you had for breakfast or what you’ll have for tea, and some days it’s beginning to hurt to breathe. It’s on these occasions, when your chest is heavy and you have to sit down, that you remember her. You think how true it is that you don’t forget the people you loved when you were young. You may not remember yesterday’s weather but you remember the fifty year old summer breeze and complaining about her hair in your face. “I wonder if she’s happy,” you say, and people mistake it for mindless rambling. “I hope she found what she was looking for.””
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dannen4 Well this is my life now. Not in a very good mood. Eh oh well wish I had someone to talk to. #tired #mad #sad #dontknow #lonley 2h

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