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katiehannawayx Go to university they said...it will be fun they said...🏻 #stress #giving #me #heartpalpitations #booklife #deadlines #assignments 5h

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julesb__ I don't always do cardio.. But when I do I take more preworkout than I ever have and make sure I run in the swamp while its 100%humidity out. #heartpalpitations #helpmeoprahwinfrey #helpmetomcruise no for real.. Someone call my mom 1d

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dammitjanett151_ Her last post took her like 30 mins to #Write, as she was battling another fucking #PanicAttack - it passed without causing any #Damage as she was able to dodge the #Horror & only experienced the threat of it taking over...,,,,,,,,,, SO FUCKING SCARY, SHE SWEARS. Worse feeling in the world!!! & he is sleeping and she really, really did not want to worry him, THANK GOODNESS! #Fear #HeartPalpitations #Numbness - the sensation that you might slip or detach yourself from the body (spirit & or soul) it really feels like "1" is about to #DIE. The most horrible, horrible feeling... It really scares the hell out of her & then leaves her #Drained. :/ #Panic #PanicAttacks #PanicDisorder #SoScared - thank GOD IT passed; so close-- #FEAR #ANXIOUS - it's early but she can tell she's going to have a hard time falling asleep AGAIN. She's only slept about 2&half hours & was cool till this little episode occurred - ((just wants to fall asleep)) and not be scared or nervous. Anyway, this Frida painting is so intense and thought provoking and as the #Panic passed & she was selecting next pic to post from photo album she saw this one, which she saved last night along w/other #Frida related #Pics; anyway, this 1 kinda just jumped at her. She supposes because it suits her mood and THE panic she experienced just a few moments ago. Not from #HeartBreak or #Love or anything like that, but her #Heart felt like it was just going to jump out of her chest. Totally #HORRIBLE. This post has taken her to complete about another 30 to 40 minutes, because her vision is all fucking #Blurry....!! Ugh so frustrated! A little SAD. Panic attacks or the threat of one are TRULY THE FUCKING WORSE:.: #FRIDA #RIP 2d

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mentalmystics Haven't been posting my hauls much but these looked so pretty together I kinda had to :') really surprised that my Avoshowers arrived today!! I love that all of these smell citrusy and v uplifting still awaiting my Big Calm, 2 Calacas & 2 Black Pearls! #vsco #vscocam #vscogrid #vscophile #lushcosmetics #lush #lushie #lushkitchen #lushjapan #avoshower #backforbreakfast #happy4sad #lushaholic #lushaddict #lushlife #lushhaul #vegan #organic #thatsdarling #chasinglight 2d
  •   parnissia Avoshower?? Is it like avobomb?? 😎 2d
  •   mentalmystics Yes! Almost identical! except to me, Avoshower smells more lemongrass-y to me than Avobath does (maybe because it's in liquid form?) Also, Avobath smells more like fruit loops to me than Avoshower does both smell delicious though! And are very similar in scent @parnissia 2d
  •   parnissia Buying it the moment I get home! I am in need of a new shower gel as a matter of fact! 2d
  •   mentalmystics sadly these were limited edition!! Anything that comes from lush kitchen is limited edition! I'm not sure if I've ever explained to you or not but lush cosmetics is separate from lush kitchen!! They release limited edition items Monday- Friday and every week they have a new menu that has retro / new items. Does that make sense? Give them a follow!! @lushkitchen. Are you still in Europe? They just opened the biggest lush store on Oxford St! @parnissia 2d
  •   parnissia Ohhh! I never realized that! I'm in Germany now but passing through London on my way home so I'm abso gonna check out that store!!! 2d
  •   mentalmystics Oh my gosh they have over 200+ NEW items in their store and it's only exclusive to THEIR store!!!!! At least for a few months until they release it to the U.S!!! take a peep at @lushoxfordstreet Instagram. They have so many staples Lord of Misrule shower cream, YUZU AND COCOA SHOWER GEL???? SO many new bath bombs & bubble bars. #heartpalpitations @parnissia totes fucking jealous that you're in Europe right now 2d
  •   parnissia DM me what I can bring you (I'm checking a suitcase). Hopefully I can pop in!! My layover is 5 hours... 2d
  •   mentalmystics omFG!!!! DM SENT!!!!!! @parnissia 2d

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unicovery Brekkie time - #eggwhiteoats - pretty late for once!
Yesterday was physically and mentally draining. I was so frustrated with myself, because although the morning exam was great, by the afternoon exam I just couldnt think straight. I knew enough quotes to write a small thesis ffs, but after the first hour had gone, I couldn't focus at all. My brain went so fuzzy, and I kept getting this thing where the room would feel like it was spinning. My heart kept palpitating and fluttering and at one point I was close to just leaving, because I thought there was physically something seriously wrong. When I got back to my room I lay on my bed, but my heart didn't go back to normal for an hour or so... This is the first time I've actually felt scared about my physical health. I was really bloody scared. And I dont understand, because my weight is low, but not like scary scary low, so I never imagined this would be a problem for me. Can anyone explain what the heart thing was? (I kind of need my heart for living and shit so I wanna know what the flying duck is going on) ...
#ana #anorexia #anorexianervosa
#ed #edfam #edfamily #edsoldiers #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eathealthynotclean #healthy #foodisfuel #realcovery #fuckyouana #togetherwecan #recovery #healthyeating #healthyliving #healthy #realcovery #2fab4ana #recovery #exam #heartpalpitations #adviceneeded
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  •   finedistraction You absolutely need to see a doctor. There are quite a few things it could have been, but among them is arrhythmia. Your weight might not seem low to you but I assure you it IS LOW ENOUGH that you could suffer cardiovascular collapse/cardiac arrest. There are some other things it could be, but it's just not possible to assess your medical state on IG (even a doctor would struggle without seeing you, talking to you, etc). Please call 111 today, as soon as you get my comment, and describe what happened, because they'll know what expert questions to ask to narrow down the cause and whether you need an urgent ECG (today) or are safe to wait a bit. Don't let anorexia trick you into thinking your weight is safe - people die at weight-restored weights from heart damage, or when just a little bit underweight, and I'm quite sure your college wouldn't be so worried if your weight wasn't lower than that (I'm not asking you to tell me what it is; it's private). But this is the reality of cardiac damage in anorexia. Please be safe xxx 2d
  •   travelling__fairy Unfortunately I agree with @finedistraction it is very serious and dangerous if things like that are happening. No use in finishing a degree if you are about to die within the following year. Caridac damage is really serious and as you are not in recovery yet and not seeing a therapist or doc regilarly,I think you should go see one ASAP 2d
  •   unicovery @travelling__fairy @finedistraction thankyou, I have booked a meeting w the college councillor on Monday and I think I'll talk to her about booking a gp appointment. I guess I'm slightly apprehensive because once I go, they'll weigh me, and then arises the issue of the "fit to study" weight boundary, which I had hoped to avoid. But I obviously don't wanna put my health at risk so you're right! Xxx 2d

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Video Alexander Hamilton Adams
olivergoddard Like Whitney I always learn from the best but this time round I have Chichia London for my inspiration @chichiagram Needing some prints to make fabulous things for my room. Hmmmm...Whatever shall I buy?! KHANGA PRINTS! And a million to choose from. #heartpalpitations 3d

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Normal Clarice Aceberos
caceberos I'm gonna be as happy as Apa once I'm done with this freaking GMAT on Saturday. #CaffieneOD #HeartPalpitations 4d

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renae_laree About to have #heartpalpitations for a friend who was lost too soon...this #bomb's for you, Eric. #missyou 4d

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diana_her_bors He needed the birthing ball to get through the last couple of minutes of game 2 #SpursVsClippers #GoSpursGo #LosSpurs #RaceForSeis #SASpurs #SanAntonio #birthingball #heartpalpitations #fosho 5d

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jtiny90 On another note, is anybody else having a heart attack already over the Pacquiao-Mayweather fight?? #dead #countdownBegins #heartpalpitations #CantTakethisShitAlready #pacquiao #mayweather 5d

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aims2011 Nutella - the pitfall of working within walking distance of a fully stocked pantry.
#sosogood #nutella #heartpalpitations #sugarhightogetthroughemails #workingfromhome #tienkohq #home
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  •   velvet_parsnips Perfect!!! I was going to email you to let you know that the lady in the post office told me to write that it was gift, costume jewellery and that the value was £20 to get through customs easier She told me it would take 4 days, so it should hopefully arrive soon! ️ x 6d
  •   aims2011 Ohhhh thanks sweets, I'm sure it will arrive soon enough @velvet_parsnips 6d
  •   aims2011 Omg omg omg @velvet_parsnips I lovvvvvvvvve it so so much! Babe, it's perfect!!! Thank you so much. Stunning!!!! You're one talented lady 5d
  •   velvet_parsnips Haha! Yay! ️ I'm so pleased you love it!! Thank you darling! Makes me so happy to hear that! xx 5d
  •   aims2011 I'll try to get a pretty, velvet parsnip style pic for you some stage this week too. Thank you honey and thanks for the sweeties too @velvet_parsnips 5d
  •   velvet_parsnips Ooh thank you lovely! That would be fab!!! Haha! Enjoy those sweeties Big kisses xx 5d
  •   velvet_parsnips If you get a free second (rare I know!!) would you mind writing a review of the necklace on my website? Only if you want to and have time! Thanks chick! ️ x 5d
  •   aims2011 Oh my gosh, of course I can honey. It would be my pleasure xx 4d

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__cityflicking This better be FULL of radiation and make me the hulk or I'm writing a letter.. #venergy #incrediblehulk #avengers #heartpalpitations #australia #australian 1w

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