you_will_never_understand So I have gained a lot of weight recently and its noticeable. I hate myself. I was already fat, and now I am even worse! I try to deny that it's getting bad, but the numbers on the scale just keep going up. I think I will stop eating candy and sugar and crap and probably lots of stuff. Yay. Ana relapse
#fat #ana #cutting #depression #hopeless #anorexia #anxiety #bullies
1mon

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you_will_never_understand Life will be okay. Hang on for now. Do what you enjoy, find the little moments that bring you joy and hold on to them because they make you strong
#recovery #depression #selfharm #suicidal #suicide
2mon

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you_will_never_understand I buried my blades in my boyfriends yard. I'm glad I did. #depression #selfharm #suicide #suicidal #cutting #recovery 2mon

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you_will_never_understand This controls me. And I hate it. 9mon

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you_will_never_understand I miss you ): 9mon

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you_will_never_understand Sorry for reporting so much, but these are all very relatable 9mon

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you_will_never_understand Wish I could feel like this 9mon

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you_will_never_understand Relapsing after over a year clean ): 9mon

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you_will_never_understand Show you support on January 10 :) #thelockproject 1y

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you_will_never_understand It true and I hate how I can't stop thinking it all the time
#depression #selfhate #broken
1y

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you_will_never_understand Please don't do it! I care about you all! @rawr_its_ok_with_me #suicide #selfharm #depression 2y

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you_will_never_understand I just relapsed after 2 months of not cutting...I feel like such an idiot. Kill me now. Please. Just do it. #depression #cutting #worthless #suicide #selfharm #scars 2y
  •   ibelonginwonderland It happens honey, don't feel worthless. I'm so proud you went two whole months! 2y

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